What did I do before Mika?
I used to get up every morning and dread leaving my room and leaving my house. I wanted to be an animal handler and there were really mean rumours spread about me at school. I sang pop ballads and read total girl and disney girl and dressed in the same clothes as all the other girls but no matter what I did, there was always something that made me weird from everyone else and I became reclusive and depressive. I watched animal planet all the time and wished I was pretty.
Nowdays are a completely different story: I get up in the morning and go to school with little emotion and a tough skin. Since Mika, everyone spreads even nastier rumours about me but I think it makes me important because why else would they waste their time?
They sai that Mika is gay so because I love him, I must be a lesbian. And I laugh because I see how rediculous it is. I embrace my weirdness and dress and act weird and I have FRIENDS because people admire my confidence and style.
Also because I can't be an animal handler (thanks teachers, for not telling me this earler, I don't mind having wasted time at ALL *sarcasm*) because I am legally blind, I want to be a singer and I sing 80's synth pop songs. I'm fun and smiley and I do things and go out more than I used to (but still have less of a social life due to Mika )