Alexandra1

I feel exactly the same you described "it makes me suffer, you think about him every day but you never get to see him, or so rarely... I mean he is a star, we can't see him every week..."

I'm handling the fan thing very bad. I live waiting to see him and that makes me suffer but Alex I have nothing more in my life, of course I got my daughter which is the thing I love more in this world but she is 28 y/o and has her work, house, I mean I have not to take care of her as a baby. she knows my obssesion and sometimes helps me to attend the gigs but on the other side my marriage is not good and Mika brings me a ray of sun in that empty part of my life. Mika makes me forget how unlucky I am with hubby. I'm happy when I'm going to his gigs and all that they involved, travels, meet fans, then chat with him after gigs, give him my presents and got his smile. I don't want to lose that:wub2: even I have to suffer