Hey, i'm called Meha, i tend to come on MFC nearly everyday but don't really post anything. Sorry if im interrupting a conversation
I was just wondering if you could help me with something? this topic seems most suitable to write this in.
Basically in November I went to a Mika concert in Manchester (I'm totally obsessed with the guy but this was only the 2nd concert id been to). A few days before i had lost a very close family member. So i was really upset, but because it was a Mika concert, my family and friends said it would help me cheer up. At the end i ended up meeting Mika but i was crying and could not actually speak because i was in shock that i was actually meeting him and naturally upset due to the circumstances. So he like touched my arm and told me not to cry, and then signed a thing for me, then he touched my arm again and asked me if i was ok. But i just literally couldnt speak out of shock. Then suddenly my mouth opened and something inside me said "Can i touch your hair" and he said something about his hair being dirty and greasy but then my mind went blank, and i can't remember whether he said yes or no but i ended up touching his hair anyway.
I'm so sure he backed away and then when i moved i realised that i shouldnt have done that. I dont know what possessed me! But i was wondering if any of you could help me...i'd really love to apologise to Mika because i just think he must probably hate me. its just something i feel i have to do and i havent been able to stop thinking about my stupidity since the concert. I know that sounds pretty stupid but its just the way i am. So do any of you know how i could go about apologising to him. Is it wise to do it after a concert? I really don't know what to do, and i really don't want him to hate me!
Sorry for going on so much but this is the first time ive actually mentioned it to anyone! and i really do want to apologise. I know what i want to say to him i just don't know how to go about trying to say it. :S Any ideas would be gratefully accepted xx