yet another horrid 8 days

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i not long ago posted another thread declaring i hate august (and why) and now more crummy stuff has happened to me this past 8 days to make me hate august (and life in general) even more

 

I came here to manchester to stay with my great aunt & uncle for a few days (as it was her birthday last week and she wanted to see dad & i)

 

I really was dreading coming down here as last time i was here a few months ago my great (pah) uncle put his arm around me & tried to force me to kiss him in the way a boyfriend would (i.e proper full on snogging)

 

and also i was starting to become ill

 

we got here late on wednesday (the 13th) and The following day we were all shopping in chorlton & I went extremely dizzy & woozy I thought i was either going to pass out or drop down dead i felt that bad

 

I've since been quite ill & have been dragged all across manchester to various places like shops car boots & such despite feeling very ill & just a few days ago when we were all out we had a break in & my laptop which I've only had approx 10 months was stolen

 

(it has thousands of files on it some extremely important) and also dozens & dozens of sites under my favourites

 

so as you can probably guess i'm hopping mad, pissed off & stressed & wanna scream & cry & shout, my life's already a horrible nightmare as it is I really didn't need this too.

 

now out of the money i have left instead of going on a lovely weeks holiday i so desperately needed i have to buy myself a new laptop

 

 

arghhhhhh HMMMMMMMMphhh

 

I'm so furious & cheesed off

 

sorry to rant I just needed to get all this **** off my chest as I have no one to talk to about it

[mika-fan1001]

omg im so sorry! thats sounds awkward, and terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sorrry you felt/feel ill too

and that you need to buy a new laptop

thingd have tog et better.

[mandilambi]

Have you made it known to your parents that your uncle tried to force you to kiss him? If you haven't I would certainly do that.... I am not sure how old you are, but if he has tried something like that before he may try again and it would probably be better if you told a family member about that.

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Have you made it known to your parents that your uncle tried to force you to kiss him? If you haven't I would certainly do that.... I am not sure how old you are, but if he has tried something like that before he may try again and it would probably be better if you told a family member about that.

 

 

I would tell my parents but the trouble is my great aunt has lung cancer & If she found out it would cause her even more stress & worry & she doesn't need that does she?

 

(I'm nearly 23 btw) he did that when i was about 13 & hasn't tried it on since then but the last time i was here he did it again I just pushed him away & told him don't even try it

 

so far while i've been here (nearly 9 days now) he hasn't done anything & if he tries it again believe me i'll kick his bloomin' head in

 

I'm a tough old boot who can stick up for myself it's just i really don't need this kinda hell, i've had a difficult enough life as it is!

 

when i was 14 i was very extremely, violently sexually abused & assaulted by a so called family friend it went on for a year & a half & then when i was 18 a teen (about 17) year old guy who lived not too far from me tried to rape me, so I don't need any more pervy sick twisted little sh*ts trying anything on I've had more than enough of sick twisted men believe me!