AmandaNatalie14

Are you serious? I mean really, why would you bring that up?

 

Why? I thought you were done with ME much less my threads.

 

 

I NEVER pranced around these forums claiming I would get into NYU. Never did I make it a point to do that. I talked about it with my FRIENDS on here. People who I trusted, and I said that I HOPED for it. People who respect me on here, absolutley know my struggle the entire year with my hope to get into that school.

 

and just because I didn't get into NYU doesn't mean I won't. I'm working for that. And if its not NYU it'll be somewhere else.

 

I don't get it. You never spoke to me once about NYU and yet you observed my failure and decide to bring it up now.

Mel don't stress about the NYU thing. SOME people in this world survive on the pain of others. I'm happy about this whole manifest your destiny thing. And I believe it works too. I've had my own successes with it

And thats why I know you can do ANYTHING! Now all you have to do is block the constant negativity of others lol (hmmm I wonder who that could be!). People are always gonna try to take u down, but its up to you to keep yourself up.

I love your new philosophy! And I have complete faith in my Mel lol!

That's really sweet. I sometimes feel the same and I'm age 33.

Im sorry. But you shouldnt give up

 

I feel your pian, I'm a 16 year old student whose currently taking all AP and Honors classes...but I never see what the point is...there will always be someone smarter than me...and many of the smartest people lack basic social skills and...well,

 

 

...some damn common sense...

 

 

Listen, I look at it this way

 

THE MOST SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WERE NEVER REALLY THE SMARTEST

 

They just had the most drive

 

 

I just want to be an influencial person, but i'm notsure how I'm gunna do that...I just don't want to die a "nobody" know what I mean?

Omg I know! Thats how I feel too! I really just want to reach my full potential. I just wish I knew how it was going to turn out in the end. I'm afraid to take a risk.

Yeah, Relax can do that to you...

 

But your 16 and i bet you've got a year left of school right? I know the importance of academics seems mundane and overrated but it really isn't. Knowledge is power, and if you really want to gain freedom you need to have the tools. Actually, that doesn't always mean learning in the conventional way is the best and only way for you, but you've got to have a plan in any case, and stick to that plan. Its good that you are thinking a lot about what you want to do with your life, but honestly, a degree and a high GPA can only further you in whatever that is, as opposed to bringing you down. Its always nice to have a backup plan or something to fall back on, and thats what you are building through your schooling now.

 

 

Good luck!

Yeah I think you're right. I'll work first and play later lol.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Mostly about life and its complexities. I've been having a real rough time trying to survive through all of the emotional twists and turns life throws at me. Consequently I've also been listening to Relax lately because of these emotional rollercoasters lol. Its my favorite Mika song because it reaches me on a level that truely makes me feel that I can get through anything. Maybe some of you can relate?

But its not just emotional anymore. I'm also thinking about my future and where my hopes and dreams stand in my future. Right now I am simply a 16 year old student, who does nothing but try to get the best grades possible. Yes, I want to succeed in this world, but I also want to live life in a way that I am most happy. It is a shame that the only way to get ahead in the world is through the world of academics. It just doesn't seem fair. If everyone in the world could be happy just doing what they love, maybe the world wouldn't be such a scarry place. Right now I'm wishing for freedom. Freedom from everything that is holding me back. There are so many things that I want to experience, and I don't want to have to wait anymore. I think thats why Mika's music touches me. In some way it releases me from the bonds of reality.

omg i lovve that show!! That would be absolutely amazing if mika was a guest! Thats the perfect challenge!!

Btw, do you know when the next season starts? And the season before was the one where Jeffrey Sebelia won right? I havent heard anything about a new season in a lonng time!!!

No I have no idea I really miss it, its a great show!

Lol! yeah I could see him calling one of the outfits pointlessly delicious lol!

I don't know if any of you watch project runway but I was thinking about the next season. I really hope they ask Mika to be a guest on it because it would not only promote him but it would show how unique his wardrobe is. Maybe a challenge on there could be to make Mika an outfit lol.

You and your alfredo lol... You're such a cheese ball! But how lovely!

Ha ha! Okay miss Sex and the City lol. Yours was great by the way lol

I don't think you care, but this was a funny thoughtlol PICTURE THIS SCENERIO: MIKA over for dinner! that's insane...

 

mine would go like this: I wouldn't want my whole family there, because that's way too many... JUST ME AND HIM... selfish I know... I would cook him Italian food and we would talk about random stuff

:-)... afterwards we would get some ice cream and watch The Devil Wears Prada

Oh yea I would wear a cute cocktail dress... like sex and the city attire... sorry for this detail lol... I'm a fashion student... and i'd have to have my lucky cream colored mary jane pumps!!!

SO MUCH FUN!

 

What's your scenerio? get creative!

Omg how cute. I think I would wear a really cute summer dress, and I would probably make him chicken alfredo ( I love cooking lol). But first we would start off with a light garden salad. While I'm cooking he'll be playing with my cat who's probably sitting on his lap lol. Then after we're done eating we'll sit on the couch and watch Titanic (my all time favorite movie)! Oh and then we'll have to sing "My heart will go on" by Celine Dion lol.

isnt he cute even without the curls and such?

He's precious lol.

Crying.

 

Need a hugg.

 

Sometimes. I just hate myself soo much.

 

Specially when you get told that your stupid and terrible and awful and selfish and a b****.

By your sisters and mother!

 

:crybaby:

 

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You know...i dont even know half of you.

But i know..that we have things in common such as mika.

&& MIKA fans look after each other right?

All the things you said, really made me feel so much better about myself.

I just wanted to say

Thankyou.

*hugs to all of you*xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Awww that was really cruel of them. I know we don't know each other but no one deserves that kind of treatment from anyone. I hope you have a really great day and remember how great you are! Big hugs!!!

OMF! I were just looking for MIKA NEWS on PEREZ SITE (front page), when I saw that he, Perez, reaveled his girlfriend yesterday!! ARG! *evil Perez*

 

Well, at least it's not that Kylie_beautiful_sucky_sucky-girl!

 

What do you think?

Omg I totally fell for it! Wow I feel stupid lol.

well..i had a dream..that i met mika.

and it was like...the whole world stopped for him to talk to me.

.

.and then i woke up .

i didn't want to wake up!!!/

grr..why did i wake up?! :/

Aww thats so sweet. I had two dreams about him. I can only remember one of them though. In my dream me and my cousin (bonjourmika) met him in like New York or some big city and he was going to take us out lol. It was one of the best dreams I've ever had!!

Yo Mandy! lol

Lol. I cant wait to read your next installment! I know that creative mind of yours is working on it as we speak lol.

So here is the next installment ... If you havn't cried yet you might want to have a kleenex near by... just let it all out... be free Anyways, the love story of Amelie and Mika can best be summed up by the slideshow I made lol... so if you havn't seen it yet, head on over to my myspace... and if you have seen it... well it's different now... ten times better and is located above my friends list! Let me know what you think

Part 5

Mika’s hands gently caress Amelie’s face… his eyes closed and his brow beaming with sweat. Amelie continues to lovingly run her fingers through his hair while her other hand inches toward his waist. Their hearts race as their breathing calms… the plane is flooding with bloody screams and painful cries. For these two bodies intertwined in each other, nothing else existed… nothing else mattered.

 

Finally, the inevitable happened, the plane hit the water silencing the screams forever.

Mika came up from the water… his lungs stinging painfully as he tried desperately to breath. He didn’t care… He searched for Amelie who had slipped from his arms during the plunge downward into the water. There was nothing but flaming debris all around him and floating bodies that no longer clung to life. His vision was blurred and his eyes stung from the salty water.

 

He could make out a mound of land about 20 feet away from him. In the distance he sees a figure trying to swim to the shore. Mika squints his eyes and can make out the image of a red dress. He knows it is Amelie. He cries out her name and quickly makes his way toward the island. He is happy beyond belief that she survived but was anticipating seeing the state she was in. The journey toward shore seemed like an eternity as worst case scenarios flooded his thoughts.

 

Ten feet left to go and Mika realizes that she is no longer moving. His breathing becomes more painful as his pace quickens.

 

“AMELIE?!â€

 

Her body is lifeless a few feet from the shore. Her hair is glistening in the radiant sun and the red chiffon from her dress is floating all around her. Her face is peaceful and angelic… her lips slightly parted and dewy. Mika once again desperately cries out her name as he puts his head to her chest. Her heart was still beating. Amelie was still fighting for her life. In her mind she could hear Mika wailing for her and wanted desperately to open her eyes. She could feel the warmth of a glowing white light… God was calling to her… but she refused to answer. In her mind she could hear God’s voice… “Amelie, it’s time.â€

“No! I can’t leave him!â€

“ Amelie… take my hand.â€

Beyond God’s glow she can see paradise. Her hand moves toward his. She is succumbing to the radiance of heaven. Her mind calms and she is ready to leave all her pain behind. Heaven never looked so good. As her fingers inch toward her creator she feels a familiar touch.

“Gabriel?†She can’t believe her eyes. God is no longer in sight.

Gabriel takes her hand in his and looks at her lovingly.

“Amelie…This isn’t how it ends.â€

“Gabriel! In her mind she jumps into his arms sobbing and showering him with small kisses all over his face.â€

“You have a life to live Amelie.â€

“I want to go with you Gabriel!†She plunges into his chest.

“Take me with you!†She is in awe of his radiance and finally collapses into the arms she has missed for what has seemed like an eternity.

“Amelie, sweetie you have to go back.†He takes her face in both of his hands. “You have much still to live for.â€

“No! Life is too hard… I can’t live without you!â€

“But you will...â€

“Gabriel… I don’t understand… don’t you want me here.â€

He laughs and moves her hair away from her face… “Of course I want you here Amelie… but it’s just not for me to decide.â€

“What?â€

“Look behind you.â€

She moves her face away from Gabriel’s towering frame. She can see Mika in a fog sobbing desperately over her tiny lifeless body. He is cradling her in his arms.

Gabriel moves her chin toward his… her eyes are watery.

“Amelie he needs you.â€

She looks at Gabriel sadly.

“Gabriel… You know I will never forget you… My heart will always belong to you.â€

He caresses her face… “Your heart was never intended to be for one person… can you imagine the world without the love you give?†He tilts his head and smiles… “What a sad thought… to deprive the world of my Amelie.â€

She smiles through her tears.

“What good am I to the rest of the world?â€

He laughs…“Trust me Amelie, you have no idea what is in store for you.â€

“Could you give me a hint at least?†she asks teasingly with a slight wink.

“That wasn’t in my job description,†he says jokingly.

She wraps her arms around him and whispers in his ear, “Oh how I’ve missed you.â€

“It’s too bad I wasn’t more funny on earth huh?â€

She laughs and runs her fingers through his hair… she is reminded of Mika once again. She and Gabriel hold on to each other for a few more moments until he guides her by the hand into the distant fog. She is wiping the tears from her face.

“Amelie, you and I… You know we’ll meet again.†She sniffles with a nod…

“I know.â€

“God has a plan for you… otherwise he wouldn’t have sent you back.â€

She giggles… “I can’t imagine what sort of difference he thinks it will make. What could a girl like me possibly give to the world?â€

As he releases her into the fog, she keeps her eyes on his...

He smiles lovingly at her… “New life.â€

Wow Mel you're such a great writer! You've made me a really proud cousin!

i'm such a terrible person!

i forgot something.........I hope you getter better soon!!

Thanks lol

I found out that the day Mika performed his concert in Chicago he was sick. After his concert me and my cousin (bonjourMika) took pictures with him. Well the morning after I woke up and I was so sick it was horrible. I'm over here hacking myself to death lol. But the best part is, is that I know I got sick from a wonderful man after a spectacular concert. So now after everytime I cough I see his image in my head. I just hope now I can get better lol.

i added yur pic... but i wrote:

MIKA & "AmandaNatalie14" - Chicago, June 11, 2007

 

under it...u want your real name? how do i write it?

let me know

Sure you can put Amanda, thanks!

I was with BonjourMIKA1990 at the Chicago Concert!

I first heard of Mika from my cousin and ever since I have loved him lol. On June 11 I met Mika after on of his concerts in Chicago ( it was a brithday gift from my cousin). I was sooo starstruck. I felt like I wanted to tell him everything about me but nothing would come out lol. Thankfully I got a picture with him and he signed my ticket. It was one of the happiest memories I will ever look back on. He was so incredibly sweet and gentle. Hopefully if it is meant to be I will meet him again!