sallyh

i'm alright honeypie and you??

hey hey hey girlies!!!

i'm ok lovely and you??

heyloooo!

byeeeeee, i should probably go to. night night XXXXXXX

yea that's what i'm saying. i had bad experiances growing up as well with guys, but as you get older things become more natural and you do them for yourselves rather then for you friends (if you understand what i mean by that). you know what they say as well, no experience is bad experience - you only learn and evolve.

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why can you not come on here when you have school? yea i used to be like that, i wouldn't have lost my virginity aged 17 if i hadn't been in a long term releationship. now, looking back, i think that with time, age and experiance it's easier to trust people and to be intimate with them when you're older.

yea and also doing something like that is sooo intimate. it doesn't feel right if you do it to someone who you don't like.

that's just ****ing ridiculous. i can't stand people who pressure others ....

don't worry - he's used to it! it's because we (us and mika) are AMAZING!

much love, sleep well xxxxxxxx

yeaaaa strange. i think its maybe because the actual sensation is better if its like ... tighter?! sorry to be graphic ....

i'm actually really intrigued to hear his answer. i just rang Beau and i was like ' would you like it if a girl used a vibrator?' and he said '**** no! then i'd feel like i was doing something wrong!' poor boy, i call him at all hours just to ask him random stuff...

maybe, its so strange. i've heard that guys like sleeping with virgins because it feels better for them (!). tell him that caz! i'm joking that would be soooo awkward

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only just saw it now caz- thats a little odd that he want to get you a vibrator ... does he think that just everyone has one?? he seems quite keen on the idea too ...

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exactly!! plenty more fish in the sea ... (cheesy!) who do you need to send it to???

eeew vibrators creep me out. luckily i've always been able to get the real thing! :roftl: especially when girls use them at the same time when they're with guys (included?!) why the **** did he want to buy you one?! thats toooo funny!

exactly, he knows girls too - and i have no problem with that. obviously i wouldn't want him to be flirting with them or anything else like that. but he knew Beau (who's like my best guy friend) and me before and he knew the dynamics of our friendship. i just got SOOO frustrated with him constantly getting at me about stuff. heya i'm sally - i don't know if we've met before! don't get me wrong, i know what you mean - i LOVE it when guys are cute and protective - but Dan was just possesive and i just wanted out.

maybe you're right ... but i just felt like if this man doesn't even trust me to have a drink with my best friend (even though he's a guy) then why am i bothering? and i'm fully aware that men aren't perfect, i've had enough experiance by now!! and the chicken was OFF! hahaha you know what i'm like ... he was just a bit **** really - but of course if everything else in the releationship was good i wouldn't have ended it just because of that!

DANI! i'm so glad your back. good holiday? Like 2 months ago i think?? But he just started to get really jealous of my friendships with other guys and stuff. I always say that the most important thing in a releationship is trust and without that i was like, this is going nowhere!

LOL what does this face mean?? It was to do with a lot of things. 1. Beau and others 2. Chicken (!) and 3. our lives where just going in different directions, you know? Yea I'm really excited for you about marco! its cool that you actually asked him what the deal was - i always tell myself i should talk to people more, it solves a lot! Yea yea i'm fine thanks sweetie. i kind of feel it was right anyway. I can never seem to be able to hold on to guys for longer then 3 months before i dump them!!

whats the marco situation? (and in case anybody cares, i broke up with dan! why is it always me?!)