Mika4Life13

Well I certainly do understand, it's not even necessarily jealousy- it's just that "aarggh- so near and yet so far!" emotion. Frustration, I guess. I don't know why people are denying that it exists! I must admit I was assuming everying in Toronto was in on it- or all who was there early enough- hadn't occurred to me that they wouldn't. I'm glad I made you feel better, cos I was beginning to wish I hadn't posted- i just felt someone, somewhere would be kicking themselves