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Well yeah.. I've been in love with a girl for almost a year now.. It started in August and it only grew from then on. It really confused me, and I don't want to tell my parents I might be bisexual or so, because they could think I'm just imitating my older sister, as she's.. I don't know, but she's got a girlfriend.
And I hate the feeling of loving that girl, it makes me feel like a freak. I know it's kinda normal, and that I'm not a freak, but I can't help feeling like that. But at the same time, I don't want the feeling to go away, it's so nice to feel that tingling in my stomach when I see her, and to get a bit dizzy when she talks to me.. It's so wonderful.
But still, I just want to be normal.
oh, honey, don't feel bad about that! I personally think that one person could fell in love with other person no matter what gender he/she is. Love is a very beautiful feeling that makes you feel good, makes you smile and sigh thinking on the other.
As Wesley said, you're an unique person, you shouldn't compare yourself with no one and neither should anyone!
Loving a girl doesn't make you a non-normal person, makes you an human person that has feelings. That's all. While you're a teenager you have a lot of sexual doubts and bad experiences about loving, too. Don't worry. It's perfectly normal. You'll grow up and you'll have a lot more of strange experiences with love, but someday you'll find yourself and then you'll know what you really want. Before this moment arrives don't feel bad, try to enjoy your life. Feeling bad about yourself doesn't solve anything, does it?
And talking about parents... Parents sometimes can't understand us because they want the best for us but sometimes they don't know how to help us.
By the way, you have our support here, anything you want
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I cant believe I didnt find this thread before!!
love it
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Ok, I haven't been here for a while... Here's what I drew a few days ago:biggrin2: (not really satisfied with it.. and the paper:huh: I thought it's gonna be just a doodle:naughty:)
Not Mika, but iMMa this time
Btw, Guys, You show such an amazing work in here:mf_lustslow:
omg!! she looks very beautiful!! good job!!
Not sure if I like them...but i'm going to post them here anywayMy last 2 drawings:
Cherisse looks excellent!! Love Jimmy cutie smile!!
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oh, girls, you have such a beautiful clothes and accesories!! I am jealous
I buy my stuff in stores like Stradivarius, H&M, Kiabi, C&A and Blanco (I am from Spain
)I've thought on buying some on the internet... But I can't find any interesting website!
I will put photos of my clothes and stuff tomorrow!
I have to find my camera and in spain is nearly 1 am so... bye!!
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wow!! It's amazing, Cherol!!
You spent a lot of hours, didn't you? It has a lot of details, and MIKA looks so nice! I lov the way you wrote the "Mika Song Remembory" in his curles
awesome!
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Hello!!
I'm really happy now I've found this thread. Even if I only date guys (It seems like I'm straight) I'm not really sure about my sexuality at all. It makes me laugh when Mr M says in the interviews that he could like a man or a woman because I feel the same!
But I've never thought of dating girls, I only think on dating guys, but it's strange cause I usually fell with non-straight guys, with bisexual, metrosexual and sometimes even homosexual. My last boyfriend was bisexual, I suspected it before dating him but I didn't care. I think he felt like he was not able to tell me that. Maybe he thought I wouldn't understand, cause I've never dated a woman before.
Altough I have a problem with dating guys, cause they feel confortable when they are with me (I am like a bisexual man on a girl body
, yes I am a bit masculine) but they don't see me as their girlfriend 
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This is mine, so mikaish
I took the wallpaper from here http://www.mikafanclub.com/forums/showthread.php?t=5307 is the wonderful one Scut Monkey made
It's a happy happy dekstop!!
PS: The small spaceship over the cloud is already my new mouse cursor
Love it!!!!PS2: Yes, my real name is Prado
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oh and then he came out and I didn't mean to ask him to sign anything more, but he do have a crazy "I'm going to sign it all" pencil...and so he signed my camera case:
most of all, I think I love this autograph because it wasn't meant to be.
...and I DO LOVE IT VERY MUCH.Is not special, it doesn't say anything exceptional, but it remembers me of a magic night..
awww...
wow lucky you!! you had two autographs the same day and one of them in your camera case. It looks really beautiful with Mika's sign on it
here's mine. me and my twin sister got to meet him at a M&G in Singapore last month.
u can check out more pics at my sis fb album.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2044321&id=1086623225&l=6cde84e0dc
my twin eda (extreme left) & me (second from right)
lovely photo!! I am so jealous!
I hope I can get a picture with him the 14th august
... And, if it's possible, an autograph too. Well, first I have to convince my father.you all have very beautiful Mika's signs, drawings and even photos!! I can't quote them all, but I loved every one you posted!
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Ur so gay in my pants
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Anyone else who needs a SMILE??? (well I guess I do!!)
his smile is soo charming.......
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here it is!!
it's finished!!!
It contains 20 songs if I'm not mistaken:teehee:
I didn't manage to get them all in because some where kind of hard to represent by just a small drawing
you'll have to look via twitpic because for some reason it always failed when I tried to upload it on here
EDIT: fixed it!
love it, step, it's amazing!!!
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beautiful!!
love it, miss.roxy, you're a genious!!
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These two made my day!!
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I have aracnophobia... If I see an spider or some insect which look like a spider I scream, run, hide and even cry if the spider/insect was too near to me when I saw it... And I'm really scared of caterpillars and similar... I also run, hide, cry...
And I hate treadmills... I can't look to them too much time 'cause I feel sick... And I can't get on it 'cause I feel very sick and scream a lot...
It's quite odd, cause I can get on every funfair except threadmills... I love roller coasters, for example
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The Boy Who Knew Too Much
I don't usually buy cds, I have only four! I download the songs I like but only buy CD's when I love all the songs on them and really want to support the artist... So Mika is a very lucky man
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a few days ago I said I was making a drawing with all of Mika's songs in it. But today I decide to start all over again and to do it in pencil this time so I can erase things when I don't like them.
Here's my first draft. I'll put it in pen afterwards when it's all finished!
You do have to know I'm not used to drawing people...so please tell me what you think!
Ow yeah, I've already drawn 3 songs, I guess they're quit easy to recognize
how cute!! I would love to see it finished and coloured
love it! (L) I've always wanted to see the one foot boy!
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Inspired by By the Time....blissful unaware
and I am still working on this umbrella
The umbrella thing is really awesome!! I love the drawing too, beautiful!
Thank you very much, cherol and sweet.pixie! Yesterday night I did the one with Mika and Lady Gaga... I loved to draw them together! It's a shame that I get tired of drawing so easely because their clothes were amazingly beautiful... But I didn't want to draw textures anymore... Maybe I finish them later.
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Oh, Gosh, I've been seing all your work and my "ten minutes" drawings have nothing to do! I'll post it anyway, although is a bit embarrasing... Hope I can find the ones of Toy Boy and Dr John I draw last week
Here's my work! (Sorry for the bad quality, have a bad camera and no scanner )
1st MIKA (it took me more than 10 minutes and it isn't already finished
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2nd MIKA
1st GAGA
2nd GAGA
I'll try to draw my two favourite singers together! I will show you if you want to see it
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I try to be like...
Grace Kelly!
Amazing pics, girls!!! You draw amazingly good!!!
I always do sketches, but today I drew some drawings of Mika and Lady Gaga (10 minutes every one, I can't stand more than ten minutes drawing the same thing
)I'm gonna take some photos of them and then upload them so you can tell me your opinion
Kisses, artists!!
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amazing thread!!
- YKYAMFW you go to the store and want to buy a colourful hat just because you've seen Mika wearing it too much and you think it will really fit on you.
- YKYAMFW you look really interested to some tall guy with curly hear 'till he turns
- YKYAMFW you look for small and cutie toys and flashy necklaces when you go shopping with your friends, who actually think you're crazy.
- YKYAMFW at least one of your parents/siblings/friends love Mika because of you and at least one of them hate in because of your insane obsession with him!!
- YKYAMFW you get really angry if your i-pod doesn't select for you a MIka song, then you select Mika's folder and don't allow him to play any other song!
- YKYAMFW you read the past one and you thought on "Any other world" (and you smiled without noticing)
- YKYAMFW you write "Penniman", then your own surname and then "Holbrook" to know how your children will be named!
- YKYAMFW "Kick ass" doesn't sound naughty for yoou anymore.
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"He really makes my day" my mum while listening to his songs.
"daddy:But that place is so far... Who sings in that concert? -me:Mika -daddy(looking really sad): Pity!!"
"I would love lo listen him live, not to take a photo with him" mum after telling her I would love to have a pic with Mika
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i'm #195 fan! XD
omg all these delicious smiles are driving me crazy!!
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Hi Lennie:huglove: Here I am and posting the pics on your thread!
awwwwwww those ones killed me!!!
love mika in hats or without them!! but his "blame it on the girls" look really makes me mad!!
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I got very sad last year when I heard he died... I don't think he's gonna return, he wouldn't left his sons and fans that way...
But it would be awesome if he were hidden somewhere to have a normal life or something and maybe someday he would return to us... Someone should have noticed if he were alive... Everyone knows who Michael Jackson is
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, yes I am a bit masculine) but they don't see me as their girlfriend 
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ALL Mika fan-art - Part II
in Chat about Mika
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you sing AMAZINGLY good!! And your drawings are really awesome! You're such an artist, Miss Roxy!!
As people said you should think on working drawing illustrations for child books, you have a really beautiful style, your drawings are so beautiful!!