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    Post Mika Depression

    in Chat about Mika

    Posted

    ive tried that too! But doesnt seem to work atm. The "he is gone and donno when i'll see him again" though keeps on commin back :sad:

    Ow hun. It'll pass. Give it some time. And try to get some sleep. That usually helps a bit. And some mika dreams!

    Post Mika Depression

    in Chat about Mika

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    :huglove:

    How did you get over it?

    I was very hyper when i got from friday after the gig too even though it was around 3 am. Dont remember how much sleep i got.

    I dont use to cry too and i havent cried yet over it but affraid i will if i put on some Mika. What i really wanna do is just drink my brain out so i can get a lil happy but i know its not a health way and i cant (yet)

    His music use to cheer me up... but dibt think it will this time. It didnt after the KB Hallen show ww. the m&g where we got our pic taken w. hans on his tummy thingy... you know the story

     

    I watched the vids from the gig.

    instead on focussing on the 'oh no he's gone' part, I focussed on the good part. I tried to remember as much as possible, and replay it in my head.

    And every time I had it difficult i thought of how much fun I had. And that he'll be back. And I'll be there.

     

    :huglove:

    I hope you'll feel better soon!

    Post Mika Depression

    in Chat about Mika

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    so you also know the felling fo you just wanna leave this forum, go to bed and stay there and not talk much?

     

    yes! and I felt like crying aswell! and I never ever cry!

    And the day after the gig, I've slept like 1 hour that night (I was all hyper) I was very happy etc but then, we went to a museum with school so we'd be home late. And my latin teacher came to tell me we'd have a huge test the next day + I had a medicins exam. So by the end of the day I was so depressed!

    and normally mika music cheers me up if I have a lot of work. Well then, it didn't. It hust made it worse

    Post Mika Depression

    in Chat about Mika

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    I think listning to his music atm. will just make me more :sad:

    have went though the piccies i took from that day and made me smile

    I didnt get pmd after the first time i saw him. Glad i didnt. I was fangurling over it for a month time i think

     

    I've had the same thing.

    I thought the music would help. But no it didn't.

    Luckily i've only had it for a week (really badly tho XD)

     

    And now I sometimes randomly remember details from the gig. Mostly when I'm in school and someone says something and then I remember something and then I tell it to my best friend. And I tell it soo enthusiastically you'd think everyone would get enthusiastic just by hearing it. But no, she's always like 'and?' :aah:

    The Most Marvellous Mika Mail

    in General Chin Wagging

    Posted

    ok, me and Serena have both send our packages (i'm execting a 2nd one from Serena soon) and I think the plan is that we will stay penpals :teehee:

     

     

    But i'd like to do a Mika Mail with someone else again!

     

    I prefer someone around my age (I'm 17) because it's easier for me to guess what he/she'd like.

     

    erhm someone from Japan would be nice, but if someone else'd like do MM with me just send a pm:thumb_yello:

     

    I just have one remark: whoever it'll be, no obvious mika sign on the outside of the mail :aah: my sis makes enough bitchy remarks as it is :sneaky2: and I don't feel like encouraging it.

     

     

    Just let me know something.

     

    oh another thing: my exams start next wednesday, so I won't be able to send the mail in June. But after, I've got 3 months of doing absolutely nothing, so bring it on :aah:

    How do you feel right now? part 2

    in General Chin Wagging

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    cos i donno how things works at a gig when you are going to a m&g and on the guestlist for a gig (the same day)... :blink: m&g from 3-5 pm... but when, where, how ect. when on the guestlist for the gig :blink: a gnr gig im going to in 20 days time where me and a friend im takeing with me are the only 2 going to the m&g and im on the guestlist for the gig... and with so many peeps there probably... how the hell will they find me? :blink:

     

    make a banner :"hey yo, it's me you need"

     

    they'll know :mf_rosetinted:

    [rant]........

    in General Chin Wagging

    Posted

    Our French teachers made us read an french book a couple of months ago (which was actually a japanese book-instead of picking an original french one) and then she came up with ANOTHER book, we weren't very pleased with that, but she promised us that we would read it in class.

    So 3 weeks ago we've started: first lesson = we read till page X

    second lesson = we reread till page X

    third lesson= we reread AGAIN till page X

     

    the thing is, we've read it three times, don't have a clue what has happened during those 20 pages and now we have to read from the beginning untill page 37 AT HOME which she promised we didn't have to do. And guess what, the book counts like 90pages, and we only have two lessons left untill the exams.

     

    I'll be back to rant again if she made us read the whole book at home

    last CD you bought :D

    in General Chin Wagging

    Posted

    Bloc Party's A Weekend In The City. Bought the special edition in Copenhagen during a study trip. Now the cd is twice as special to me as it would normally be, which is quite a lot :mf_lustslow:

     

    I actualy bought LICM when we were on holdiday in Ireland. I think it's special too :teehee:

    How do you feel right now? part 2

    in General Chin Wagging

    Posted

    How am I feeling right now ... to be honest ... flipping terrified ... I go to say goodbye to my Mum tomorrow ... I've seen her already ... but it was only for about 2 mins as I couldn't stay in there ... I need to stay longer this time ... for closure ... for piece of mind ... for lots of reasons ... going with both my brothers .... David hasn't seen her yet ... so I'm worried about him ... whether he'll hold it together or not ... and then Tuesday is the funeral ... I don't really ... know .... how I'll be on Tuesday ... I've written her a poem ... and really hope I can hold it together and actually read it ... I don't want anyone else to have to step up and do it themselves ... It's personal ... I wrote it .... let alone ... sitting through the songs I've chosen ... It's probably gonna be the worst two days of my life ... ever ... and .... I still don't really know how I feel right now :(

     

    :huglove: it's good that you have brothers, so you can all support and lean on each other.

    Take care xxx

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