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It annoys me that my friend never have time to see me. She only have time to see her boyfriend. And then she moans about not having any friends.

And everytime i say or does something. I feel like she is just trying to battle me, like she always wanna top me, and show me how much more fun she had!

Tbh i'm not sad if i never talk to her again. Well it's a pity she was sweet (sometimes lol )

But i just feel sorry for her then, cuz then she only have her boyfriend and an other friend.

But i am just sick of trying

Probably

I hope so! >.

I'm just glad i've a job. so i just have something to do, and get some money.

But i would like one more job so i can move.

But again.. It need to be something i wanna do! Dont wanna work 37 in a place i dont like.. And right now i dont feel like i am able to work 37 hours.

I'm not going to take it.

I cant deal with it atm.

Can you answer

"You're welcome. I hope you will start to feel better, when you begin "

You begin.. Dunno how to translate it better. Cuz it's a danish sentence.

But can you answer anything to that? >.

>_>

I'm never going to call her! I would rather just text it all anyway.

But whatever.. We both know i am never going to text her anything lol

She told me that i could call and text her anytime.

It's awkward.

If i call and she dont pick up i could just leave a message... So i am so not going to call.

And i wouldnt know how to start a text! I'm bad at stuff like that lol

It was okay...

I still dont like her that much.. Of all the persons i've been talking with, i likw her the least.

But it was better today than it use to...

But i still miss the old good ones or my school counsellor

Yes.

And i was supposed to see my friend right after.

But 5 mins before my appointment she texted me and told me she couldnt make it anyway....

AGAIN >_>

....

At uni.. They just most like if you have been working for at least 4 months full time..

It give plus points.. And i could use that.. With my low grades

That is sooooo me!! http://9gag.com/gag/a754Kyw?ref=mobile.s.cp

I probably wont see my friend tomorrow anyway.

I'll need to visit her... (As i dont invite people home) and it take like 3 hours to get there >_> and normally i would just sleep there. But as i need to work thursday morning that wont work >.

And i am too tired anyway... The was doing some street work this morning.. Made so much noise. Big trucks and everything. Didnt sleep at all.

I feel like a loner.. Lol.. My friends never have time for me. And when they have, my mom is stupid. Or i'm feeling too stressed or depressed >..

I still cant help blaming myself tho!

Well at least i can look at the jobs tomorrow...

I just cant seem to find any fulltime jobs (at least not something i can or want to)

I have only found part time jobs... But i guess that is better than nothing right?

And i am so afraid to do something wrong or not to be good enough >.

I'm not sure i even want a job lol!

Well it need to be a good one... A bit more relaxing

This is ****ing stressing.

I said yes....

So now will i first apply for jobs sunday! >.

Tomorrow: work

Wednesday: friend

Thursday: work

Friday: friend

Saturday: some family birthday.

I feel stressed lol

Now they also asked if i could work tomorrow! >.

First got home now!

Not going to apply for jobs now...

That will be tomorrow.

The counsellor still havent answered lol

So i didnt apply for jobs today.

Work called.. And i want the money. So i'm at work now lol

Naaaarh... Maybe.

But not atm.. Pfff still angry..

Havent said one word to my mom for 1 1/2 day now lol

And i have been looking for jobs today.. And found some.. And took the links and made a list.. And will probably find some more tomorrow.

And then start to apply for them >.

I emailed the counsellor today.. To ask for the email.

When i think about it... I just sound really desperate

Yeaah.. Well i woke up a few times. And was like "i'm awake" and then i slept again.