Quietscheente

It's going to be better soon. He will move out in a few days. Then I have time to get over it all.

How are you Candygirlfriend?

Do you have a number? Maybe go.icq.com works over that big ocean. If not... no problem. I will handle this somehow. It's just that I still love him so much and can't imagine a life without him.

No, MSN, just Skype and ICQ . I'm trying to stop crying, otherwise they will kick me out of the train because they think that I take drugs or something like this.

I'm here, I'm there. Can't stop crying. Have to wait until 5:22 to take the first train to my parents.

I'm not even sure what they are....biros? Wow, writing and thinking is hard today .

I....want...them! I....need...them! Gimme those strange things. They can play music. Neeed...neeeeed....

I'm helping old or ill people at home with ... everything ^^. I cook, I clean, I do the shopping, I eat with them and talk to them. Whatever they need.

Just got a call from a man ... I had NO idea who he was, but he wanted to make an appointed time with me, he got my number, my name and my mobile number. I really got a bit scared ! Then he told me, that my new employer gave him my number. That was...quick. I don't even signed a contract or something like this yet .

iiiiiiiih , Schule !

Hast du mal unter den Kilt geschaut? Es ist ja immernoch nicht ganz raus, ob die was drunter haben oder nicht...

In Schottland war ich leider noch nicht - hatte aber in der Hochschule bei Cultural Studies Schottland , daher weiß ich aaaaaaalles über das Land - oder so. Ich find ja die Dudelsäcke total toll. Nächstes Jahr gehts zum Basel Tattoo !

Was machst du denn da jetzt genau ? Ich bin sowas von nicht up-to-date ^^.

Naja, es ist ja im Prinzip "um die Ecke" . 30min die Serpentinen hoch. Aber dann sieht es wirklich so aus, wie man sich den Schwarzwald vorstellt - inkl. fehlendem Handynetz ^^.

Wo treibst du dich denn im Moment rum?

No Johnny in my Wonderland ! You are crazy enough, I can't stand a second weird person *hrr*

Bei meinen Eltern im Schwarzwald .

She and her kingdom are in the red room!

Aaaah, you can't leave now . I made such a nice graphic for you !

Noohoo, it was such a nice thread...we're flying on Friday and still have no idea what we want to do.

Shame on meeee, I know. But yes, I AM here !

Visit me visit me visit me . You can ride my horse. She's quite nice for beginners and not too big.

Very good that you like your studies, then it's all easier.

(haha, I'm so stupid, I wrote it on my own wall )

Is everything okay in school? I don't know anything now . I'm okay. Friday I will see if I can do my exam or not. My horse is fine again - well, her leg is fine. Now she lost one horseshoe and I have to wait again until the farrier puts it on again . The rest of the day I'm learning. It got colder here, so it's easier to do.

Tell me about Canada : How's the weather now? I wish I could be there, it's such a nice country. And I loooved working at this Wildlife-Sanctuary

Whaaaaaat's the matter, candygirlfriend? What's wrong? Do you want to start a new life here in Germany ) ?!

I dreamt about being at a Mika-gig with around 200 people...so I was fine . But then I woke up and ...today would've been the concert ! Now I'm a bit depressed. Ooooom.

How are you darling? How's it going with bio ?

Thank you so much Candygirlfriend. I don't have any hope that she will send it in until Friday. She's that type of women that I reaaaally hate. Selfish, selfish, selfish. No problem for her, but for me it means that I have to wait 1 year to start the next step. I SO WANT TO BECOME A TEACHER NOOOOOW. Well....I'm working hard on other plans now - I can't just sit around until february 2012.

Love you and thank you so much for everything.

P.S.: Your birthday present is still here....I'm so sorry...I couldn't finish it yet, but I will do it this weekend. And I'm quite sure that you WILL love it. You HAVE to love it because I worked many hours on it .

HERZLICHEN GLÜCKWUNSCH ZUM GEBURTSTAG , candygirlfriend !!

Enjoy your big day . xxx

Shame on me, but no time for CFM . I've way too much to do atm - today I had a 10 hours study trip, we hiked 4 hours and now I'm soooo tired.

How are you, candygirlfriend?