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Hey! I'm doing pretty well, thanks

How about you? Have you been up to anything recently?

Aw, thank you! I'm also very pleased and I'm trying not to push it so this bill of good health will continue and I'll get to go on my trip. The trip up to Scotland is on saturaday, I'm so excited! I think I will have a cancer nurse on site with me, just to be safe. Have I showed you what I'll be up to for three weeks? The only bad thing about this is that my school is classing this as my summer holidays so I might not get anymore. But at least it will be well spent

Me too, they are amazing... like always.

Not too bad, thanks. I got out to but some stuff for the course I'm going to on saturday for three weeks. No, its just for when I come back from the course, I don't really get much of a summer holiday to speak of. I think the school is classing this trip they put me on as my holidays.

Me too Karen is a wonderful song and I love the lyrics, he is a genius Haha Don't say that, I'm 17 and I'm in love with it. But I've got to say that Elle Me Dit is such a catchy song, especially for summer Aw, that's so sweet even though like you said, you can't really understand it, it still manages to touch your feelings

Yessss It was amazing, I still feel like I'm in heaven Haha Have you heard his new songs? Haven't been too bad recently, thanks for asking. Just feeling a bit run down after the gig but other than that I'm fine. What about you? Yeah, I'm back at school and just taking it day by day. Should make it for the new term

That's nothing to complain about Haha You're right, he's constantly jumping all over the place, that makes the night though Ooh, I'd love to see it, if you manage to upload it. What was your favorite song? Mine has to be blame it on the weather, it was so amazing

I would like to be able to speak my mind but i've always been told to keep things to myself unless I'm spoken to! Especially around my parents and their friends and at school when we are arounds the nuns and teachers. But I think this course I'm going on will help me build up my confidence, hopefully.

Aw, thank you I hope I don't come across as arrgant or anything like that? Haha Its okay, I love the advice you give me, I've never had a motherly figure in my life to advise me so I appreciate it.

Haha I know what you mean, nothing lives up to that night. He did say that it was hard to get some decent photos, I think he said something about the lighting but I'm not sure. Yeah, the gig was such a rabble but that made it pretty fun, I hate when things are controlled to military precision Haha There wasn't a clear place for us, there was only a handful of us. We were over at the far right hand side at the front.

Where were you?

Yeah, thought they would be with you starting your new term. How is it going? I hope you are enjoying it and I hope all your new teachers are wonderful I have been keeping well, fingers crossed. School has been coming along gradually and they are pleased with my progress.

Hey! How are things?

They are just waiting to see because sometimes it will start to go down hill after a few months.

I hate when its raining but then again I don't like to too sunny since I burn at the slightest sight of sun Haha

I was out seeing Mika on Sunday! I still feel like I'm in heaven Haha What about you?

Haha I love how you so up front and just speak your mind, I wish I was like that. The nuns put a stop to that though! I think I'll do it when I get the picture and just see what people think of it It was so uplifting and now I just don't want to spoil anything and end up back at square one. Especially since I am hoping to go off on a three week course at Outward Bound next week

How has your day been?

Aw, thank you so much Yes, I got some that my brother took, he's a photographer. I think he was going to get them published in the local paper so I'll wait until he is finished with them. I would but I wouldn't like to come across as if I was boasting about it. But when I get the pictures, I'll think about it

Haha You never know, you just might get the chance some day He is a very nice person - he even gave me some flowers, chocolates and a card I'll take a picture of them and post it, if you want?

Thank you for your support The Doctors were advising me not to go since they knew this would happen but I couldn't miss the opportuity! I hope i'm not in here for long and that there wont be any complications - I've had enough of them

Haha How did you guess? He's such a sweet and funny person and is caring. I had to go back into hospital for a while yesterday because the gig took alot out of me and he turned up there before he went to Liege! That got to be the best moment of my life

How did you find the gig? I hope you got to see wax Mika and got home safely

Oh my goodness.... I feel like I'm in heaven! Haha

Probably back home since my brother only stay a half hour away. When are you coming over to France?

Hello

I'm still keeping well and just resting at my brothers house. I don't want to over do it invade it stops me from going to the gig. I'm really excited too and the new song has made it even better. The song is amazing and I can't belive he has realeased it in French, it's really big over here!

Haha thanks. And since it's ran by nuns, the routine is non-negotiable. but I've been there since I was four and only getting home on the odd occasion, so I've just got use to it I guess. Haha I'll let him know

Yeah, she went back to work in Tokyo about a month. But even when she is around me, I still don't have that connection. So I tend to go to other people for support. Haha you're funny I think it's awfully nice of you to do that. But if mothering feels natural to us, keep on doing it as long as you can I don't think I could cut it out to be a parent. Oh they most certainly still are horrid swines

Aw, thank you. I'm glad too, I'm sick of the sight of thr hospital and people fussing over me Haha Oh right, blond moment there haha I don't normally queue when I have been to see him, we normally get VIP tickets and express entry. I normally go with my friend Océane and she has problems with her hips ans is in a wheel chair so we ususally don't queue. Yeah, I hope I recognise you and the others but too much of us in one ace could be harmful haha Yeah it's just good to get back to the ususal routine and people are now feeling at ease around me. When before they were kind of awkward around me since they were worrying so much. Aw, I really admire you for the fostering you do! It's such a big responsibility to take on. You're like the female figure in my life, since I hardly speak to my Mother. The Nuns and Matron at my school just don't have a motherly feeling to them haha

We wake up at 5:20 and get ready for 5:45. Then its out to clean and feed the horses and walk the dogs. Then at about 6:30 we have exercise class for a half hour. Then we do our jobs around the school, like cleaning and then clean our rooms and ready for class at 8:00. We have a break at 11 and a lunch hour at 2.30 and finish at 4.30. In france we tend to have big meals for breakfast and dinner and something small for lunch. After school we have study class till 5:30 and then you do one of your lessons like I do either dancing or my riding. And then its dinner at 6.30 and the other lesson after dinner. At 7:30 we go to church for a half hour and then we have to do the animals again. Then we get free time from 9 till 10 then we have a half hour till lights out at 10.30. Then it starts all over again. I does change from day to day but thats the general day. We have a Wednesday and Sunday off - Its a French tradition If you have any questions, just ask!

Yeah, I think he actually likes him Haha I found out today that my friends Violette, Océane and Scarlett. I think it will be a great pick me up No, they are always away working, my Mother is a English teacher so travells all over the play teaching and my dad flies everywhere. But this has been like this since I was about 4 when I first went to boarding school so I'm kind of use to it. I've got quite a strick routine since its a catholic runed school by nuns and matrons. I'll tell you my normal daily routine in the next post.

Yeah, that's what my Father was thinking when he bought them. I think it will help me in thinking optimistically about my health. Yeah, it's VIP tickets I got and my brother is coming with me and my friends Océane, Scarlett and Violette. I think it will be amazing and such a well deserved pick me up What Q? Ooh wow, I have never seen shamrock before! Haha I got some test results back late last night and they told me that my body is free of the virus and is showing signs of improvment since the transplant, which is awsome I felt up for a day in school and I even got to have my dance and horse riding classes which was a real treat I don't feel too tired and I'm just getting a check up to see if I could stay the night at school. I will be really fun because we will get to stay up later, since we get Wednesdays off.

How was your day?

I'm feeling great, got back to school for the day and should get to stay over night. Ive just got to get some test results back and if they are okay, I should get to stay! I can't wait becuause I haven't seen my friends in ages

How have you been?

Yeah, I'm ao greatful for this opportunity. I think my Father phoned up thr venue and they gave me the VIP tickets. Haha yeah, I'll defiantely tell him I hope you have a great day and you make good friends with your teachers! It seems strange that you get new teachers, I've had the same teachers since I was four! Haha I got a load of tests the other day and I got them back late last night. My body is free of the virus and there seems to be good imrovement since my transplant. So I managed to go to school for the day and have my dance and horse riding classes, I don't even feel too tired. I'm just in hospital for a check up and then, fingers crossed, I should get back to school for the night!!!

Its only because my Father is an airline captain, so we get free flights. And my brother normally comes with me since he like Mika too. If he didn't come, I probably wouldn't get to go. My parents are very strict. They send me to a boarding school most of they year and I hardly see them