anthusa

Yeah ive written about it in the post mika depression thread i think ... can read a lil about what happened here:

http://www.mikafanclub.com/forums/showpost.php?p=3274969&postcount=503

and a lil about how i feel about it:

http://www.mikafanclub.com/forums/showpost.php?p=3274914&postcount=501

and i hate myself for what happened even though he have told me not to blame myself...