anthusa

He do understand... thats what he wrote back! And i texted him 3 times but it delivered it many more times... explained to him what happened cos he wanted to know the day after the shooting what happened. But wanted to know face-2-face but he couldnt make it so i told him that way. But would have prefered to tell him face-2-face what happened cos by text and pm is not the same. Hard to explain! But maybe also a lil happy that we didnt meet up face-2-face to talk about what happened cos i was crying my @ss out that day cos i was affraid of what he was thinking, if he was disappointed at me, maybe mad, dont wanted to see me again cos maybe got "affraid" that it would happen again, affraid that i would have lost him as a friend...