Dear Mika
You are my absalute hero. I've always had big dreams but i've never had the courage to persue them. I've been bullied all my life and sometimes i wonder if it will ever stop, but when i'm down i feel like you are there to pick up all the pieces for me and help me compose myself once again. From a child I've always been told I'm not good enough, that other people will always be better then me. And you know what? They're right, but one thing I have that they don't? I've got passion, determination, support and you.
I've never fitted in, anywhere. In public places, at school or even in my own home. But when i listen to you i feel like i go into a whole other world where I'm accepted i feel at home. The few friends I have don't understand me, and bless them they do try, but to be honest i don't know who i am. You bring out a whole other side of me, and when i sing and draw i feel free and i feel as though nothing can touch me. I may not be as talented as you, but i enjoy it and that's enough.
I'm fed up of everyone saying " i want to be them" how sad is that? They on't want to be themselves? You have taught me to be whoever i want, and i want to be me. My whole life may be influenced by you, but is totally my own.
People ask me, "i wish i was happy with myself like you are" and they ask how i am and i say " Mika. Yeah typical i know. But seriosly. He has taght me it doesnt matter if i want to be a certain way i can. He won't judge me and that's all that matters." and it's true, you've taught me it doesn't matter if i like guys or girls or if i like to wear black or rainbow glittery stuff it doesn't matter.
Thank you Mika. I've never met you or seen you live and i have been waiting patientally for 6 years now and I will always be with you wether i meet you or not. You never know i might become famous one day and i might inspire you, it's highly unlikely but there are some possibilities.
