kittycatmikasnumber1fan

noo it's a brilliant thing to say to them:roftl:

 

it's true, everything comes and everything goes away..but you don't wanna wait and watch your life passes from a corner, innit?

 

think & act for yourself...sometimes you may better don't care of the others

ah thats not my nature. i rarely think about me. proberbly why i started cutting... anyway people i wanno know who likes this song

you may not haveheard it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZB7Qyc1sTsM

...and that my dog is spitting on my arm right now ewwwwww:roftl:

xxx

:roftl::roftl:omgosh i cant remember when i lauged so much. i feel happy now:roftl:

he sure doesn't:lmao:

oh yeah I say garden too, but yard popped out instead, depends on what I feel like saying really:naughty:

We stopped it quick enough, but it was as you say scary biscuits!

thats good. otherwise your garden wud be a big black mound of toasted grass.yummm...i want toast but im on a diet

Yes- who doesn't? Well there are probably some people...

 

Do you still colour outside the lines?

depends. if i try not to do stuff to myself i coler evary inch of the page but if im dawing 4 my plesure then i make it nice and neat

do you listen to them corny disco songs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_r2psdrQkM

No

 

Do you listen to Josh Groban?

who???

do you go all silly over cute animals

Sounds like you are handling them well! What planet are they living on anyway?

i have a feeling it might be jupiter coz it's big enough to hold there heads.

ohh:shocked: i feel bad not. that was a horrid thing to say:shocked:

Oh btw Kitty where's the "i'm not gay" thing in your siggie from?

oh! people at school were following me around going " how Gay do you feeel today" and " do you own a GAYm boy? coz i hang around with 3 bi gals so wen we are walkin they say" i want to ride my BI cicle".

i gotrealy annoied with them last time and turned round and sed" im not gay! im just a bit camp darling" and did that hand flap thing that makes you look like a mpenguin. Good times:roftl::roftl:

It annoys me when giant fires erupt out of nowhere. That just happened in my back yard!!

scary buiscuits. mabey god dont like weeds:roftl:

no im sure your back garden(im posh english and it's soo obveus)

is in perfect condition

thanks guys. this thred realy is helping. it's ashamei cant stick all the comments in a book and take it evarywhere with m. then i migt not cut as much. it helps sometimes owing ple on mfc care. love you allxxxx

train stations. stink.

oh and traitors. my friend found summit out nd told evaryone we know.

never trust people

No, not really...

 

Have you ever been grounded?

honest, in yr 6 i had 1 week where i wernt grounded:roftl:

do you have black skinnies with sequins(mika skinnies)

hi guys. thanks for all the advise, im realy glad to know theres people i can talk to and know they wont go tellin the world and his wife.

im stuck....cant typethe whole thing. yes i talk to god alot. i usualy ask him 2 help other peeps

i adore mika. thank you for your advice but i dont want proffecional people knowing

iris. thankyou:wub2:

chicadee. thank you so much. your right about people thinkin coz i wear a cross it makes me invicable. i also have had lots of things to deal with in the past year wich has lead to self harm. i dont want my mom bein anymore upset. she is awsome and i love her but i cant tell her evrythin. she found out i fancy a guy nd the guy i like has a girlfriend but she keeps askin me wen she will meat him! rrrg. but thankyouu so much:wub2:

I was just popping in to see how you are this morning.

Lots of people have replied.

You know what that means?

It means that people care, even if they don't really know you.

It means that a lot of people have or have had problems themselves and understand.

It means that we want to help if we can.

You aren't on your own, please know that.

 

Now, if we all feel like that, your mum probably does too.

She's obviously concerned as she keeps trying to make conversation with you.

 

I agree with agnieszka about your mum, you're worring about giving her another burden if you talk it over with her?

I would bet that if she was aware of how you were feeling, it would be less of a burden rather than more, because if she is aware, she can try to help. If she kind of knows something is wrong, but not what, that's more of a worry.

 

I really want to give you a big hug, but you wouldn't like it, I bet.

i want as many hugs as i can get today. my so called friend found out and is tellin anyone who will listen

:naughty:Hi Kitty.

how are you:thumb_yello:

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(got carried away)

i might tell my youth leader at renewal if my mom lets me go again

I'll respond to your eventual pms too, but even if there are many supportive sites such as this I was reading http://self-injury.net/familyandfriends/

I may suggest you firstly to talk with your mother about what's happened...

then avoid remaining alone, phone your friends, go out and meet people, try to become a volunteer in the sanity field, find a job that have to do with people, do something you really enjoy, express your anger trough sports...

I mean when you feel like damage yourself search a distraction/company of others or simply stop and meditate on "why"

listen to your real needs

 

i couldnt tell anyone. especialy me mam

hehe dont think htat would be good:naughty:

maybe i dont know your mother so i dont know if its possible but maybe you can convince her that you need and want to go without letting her know that you're going through a bad time

gonna take alot of plannin. and atm my brain wont work

That really sucks, can't you go secretly? or is that a very bad idea.. ?

this made me laugh

my first kiss was 3 years ago. by someone who last year tried to rape me so it wernt all tha good

thats a great idea:thumb_yello:

 

 

 

ask her if you can stay there even tho she thinks it 'doesnt count'

she wont let me coz she ses if i go im disowneing my family

thanks guys.

my mom kinda just made it worce

im christian and worship at 2 churches. one is old fashion and the other is more modern

now my mom says i cant go to the modern one coz it dont count

erm.. it's old- neighbor

pretty scary:naughty:

 

i'm in.. yes, i noticed:lmao: do you want something fresh:roftl:

 

@kitty-not really.. i will search for it..

its kitty needs help

 

 

I'm going to have a look now...

I'm sorry that you're feeling low kitty.

 

thanks =/ hopefully i can snap out of itt

hmm I know exactly what you mean it is a difficult viscious circle & can be hard to get out of, you know what I found helped me was to sing songs that described my pain & what I was going through & to use 'interpretative dance' to 'act' out the way I felt & how I felt the song fitted into what I was going through, the songs that helped me were from darren hayes' album the tension & the spark, the songs darkness, unlovable & I forgive you were one'

s I really identified with.

 

try hitting & or biting a pillow or something to try & vent your anger or frustrations or whatever & then listen to cheery songs that lift you up & make you wanna dance along or watch a funny video or dvd or something, another idea to cheer yourself up when down is to put up pictures of whoever you like (Mika for example) smiling the more smily pictures the more it'll help make you feel better it works for me

i have lots of mika pictures. i have been trying to draw how i feel but whenever i see what i draw i get upset