kittycatmikasnumber1fan

How old are you hun ..... if you don't mind me asking ??

i was 14 in february

 

ohh.. why?

 

have yoo seen my thred? well i feel very low today

well if you feel you need to chat to someone as I say i'm here anytime

 

I did once try to self harm when I was 14 & a half I went through a lot of difficult things in a short space of time & had no one I could turn to so I kinda know what you may be feeling

it's a isious circe. i cut coz im upset. then i get upset coz i feel week so i cut more

Well hun , that is sad about your brothers ... & also for your mum to have so much stress ..... HOWEVER .... YOU are in need too ... & it would surely only cause more anxiety for her feeling suspicious ... rather than knowing & having each others shoulder to cry on ... .... you could be strong for each other .... but I also know that sometimes ... it all gets 'too much' ... & as you are a youngling ... you too need some of the attention that your mum HAS to give to your brothers .....

 

 

Hhhhmm ... well maybe then ... if she asks ... you could say that you are trying to help yourself in a positive way, that you don't want to 'bother' her & that you are also needing some hugs aswell .... I don't know hun ... but, since you have reached out here .... it's clear that you are trying to find some answers ... & above all ... relief .

so much has happened since last year. i just dont know anymore

Yeah..green day

I'm fine,thanks.. still have a cold..

And you?

 

 

 

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im a bit low today

Very good thanks. Although the weather is rubbish again... i think we've just about had our summer for this year.....

realy? the wether is ok in solihull

as heaven is wide - dno who its by tho....hehe

 

"standing in the front yard, telling me how im such a fool..."

oooo i know this. that one... to the left to the left...cant think who bye

if i just lay here. would you lie with me and just forget the world

aww I'm sorry to hear that

 

It sounds like you must be going through a difficult time to wanna self harm, I myself have been through an incredibly dificult life & still suffer depression & have been suicidal if you feel you wanna chat to someone then pm me I'm always here for anyone having a difficult time to chat to if you wanna

 

& btw my dad suffers a form of autism known as asperger syndrome which is difficult to deal with believe me!

thats what my brothers have.

i have been suicidal since last year when something happened. but i have only realy been self harming for 3 mounths

I didnt mean to offend you in any way, i was just saying and pleasure, hope things get better:thumb_yello:

i know you didn't mean to offend me. i hope i diddnt come across that way

celien it is easyer to talk to people here

hey hun, this is quite serious and i understand if you dont want anyone to know about it... well chatting on the forums could be a good idea because we dont know you in person.

I just wouldnt want you to harm yourself or resort to drugs etc... you can find a way through this, and il help in any way

PM me if you want:wink2:

ah i would never do drugs. i am self harming if you saw the start of the thred. and thanks

Like happikali says: IF she finds the box, she'll only find POSITIVE things! But is there not a place where you can hide it? And if you write PRIVATE on it? I mean, my mother wouldn't look in it than, but I don't know how your mother is of course ... :s. But I don't think that the box means that there's somethings up, it's just a box with good memories...

if my mom thinks there is something up she would look in evary available place to find how to solve it. my rom is normal. if she found a box with happy stuff in she would wanna know why

Hello!

greenday! how are you

Hhhhhmmm .... well, I am a mama too ... my daughter is 23 now ... .... & about 5 years ago , I had an HORRIFIC dream about her cutting herself .... it scared me so much that I had to tell her about the dream ... she was NOT cutting herself .... BUT we had a great chat about this sort of thing ... she sometimes gets depressed too, as I have .... & I dunno if you feel like you can talk to your mum ... ( sounds like you don't feel you can ) ... but if she is bringing it into conversation whenever possible ... she is obviously concerned ...

 

In Australia, we have a phone line we can call, called LifeLine ... where you can talk to trained counsellors & ask questions ... they are very kind & understanding .... it is all free ... & they give you as much time as you need .... it is anonymous & they never ask for your personal details ... is there a phoneline you can call like that in England ??

we have a thing called child line. but tats connected to social serveses and i wouldnt touch them as far as i could throw them.

it's not that i wouldnt tell my mom. but she has other problems to contend with. my brotheres are severly autistic. one acts younger for his age and the other wont look at people in the eye. she is worryed about them so i dont want her upset even more

ello people

you died and rose again. MY GOD! I'LL ONLY EVER GIVE MY ALL!!!!

I'm sad for you to hear this too Kitty .... & GOOD ON YOU for reaching out !!

 

I think Celien's box idea is great .... (gonna start one myself ... ) .... & IF your mum finds the box ..... she will only find POSITIVE things !!

yes but she will know somethings up. she has seen the scrathches and cuts on my arm( i told her it was the cat) but she is still noseing about. brings it into the convosation whenever possable

Hmm...I do watch the Family Channel sometimes but...I don't really watch kids shows that often...

 

Have you ever done a manicure for somone?

yes and they disowened me as there friend

do you listen to christian music?

take it all. hillsong united ( look in my signiture)

i dont realy want to tell my friends. im looked on as the person who solves evaryone elses problems for them. i dont wanna look weak infront of them, it might stop them wantin to be my friend.and celien thats a realy awsome idea. but what if my mom found the box?

no..I don't..:boxed:iew..

 

do you have a pet??..

2. holly and mika. cats.

do you have brow hair

hi guys. i dont want proffecional help. noone knows ecsept mfc people.

hi guys. some ofyou might know me. however none of you will know about my self harming. i need help. im depressed and would like some words of support.

My ears aren't pierced... lol

 

Do you use a dictionary often?

who said the dictionary is right:roftl:no.

do you have a crush on someone( no mika )

hot chip- are you ready for the fall

my song was i bet that you look good on the dance floor

by arctic monkeys