Hi everyone! I´m Bren, I live in Sweden and Mika is my Rufus since I heard his album No place in heaven!
I had come out as trans and I had to stay strong for my kids and partner, while dealing with many different reactions from everyone around me. I felt really alone and suddenly there where these songs which shocked me because it felt like someone was seeing right through me. It felt a bit uncomfortable and some songs were even painful. But it made me realise I was not alone and my feelings were valid.
It has been years and much has happened. When I listen to these songs now they still touch me, but in a good way. Mika´s music and performances give me joy and positivity in my life. This year was the first time I really felt like celebrating pride and where else should I celebrate being true to myself than at one of Mika´s concerts! I couldn´t go to the Disney pride concert because I had to wait for the start of school holidays. So I made up my own party and planned a trip to the festival in Zeebrugge this summer. I´ve never travelled more than 50 km for a concert and I felt like an idiot to be honest. None of my friends could come with me and my family thought I was crazy, but a positive thing with coming out as trans is that your loved ones don´t get surprised easily after that.
Without knowing if I would get there in time I drove 2000 km from Sweden to Belgium. I arrived just in time, but not in time to book me a hotel, and I also expected to stand at the back. However there were many Duran Duran fans and I could come to the stage easily. Mika´s performance was amazing. He was tired after his brothers marriage the day before, and the crowd wasn´t great but Mika was great as ever and I was so thankful for that! It was really special to be there. After his gig I left to look for a place to stay the night. My partner would get mad if I slept in my car on a parking lot far from home, so I decided to drive to a friends house, more than 300 km away. That night on the highway I had Yo Yo on repeat and I sung my longs out to stay awake. I will forever think back to this evening and night with a warm heart.
I´ve come here because twitter is a nasty place but I still want to follow Mika and your stories, because they make me laugh!