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  1. Here's the first one:

     

    I chose this one because it's about a girl, Sally (does it reminds you something? :naughty: ), that has lived an hard life, but now she understands that life is not ended yet :original:

     

    Please, read it and listen to it!

     

    Sally

     

     

    Sally cammina per la strada senza nemmeno....

    ....guardare per terra

    Sally è una donna che non ha più voglia

    ....di fare la guerra

    Sally ha patito troppo

    Sally ha già visto che cosa....

    "ti può crollare addosso"!

    Sally è già stata "punita"...

    per ogni sua distrazione o debolezza...

    per ogni "candida carezza"...

    "data" per non sentire....l'amarezza!

    senti che fuori piove

    senti che bel rumore...

    Sally cammina per la strada sicura

    senza pensare a niente!

    ....ormai guarda la gente

    con aria indifferente...

    ....sono lontani quei "momenti"...

    quando "uno sguardo" provocava "turbamenti"..

    quando la vita era più facile...

    e si potevano mangiare anche le fragole....

    perché la vita è un brivido che vola via

    è tutt'un equilibrio sopra la follia....

    ..........sopra follia!

    senti che fuori piove

    senti che bel rumore...

     

    Ma forse Sally è proprio questo il senso...il senso...

    del tuo "vagare"...

    forse davvero ci si deve sentire....

    alla fine....un Po' male!....

    Forse alla fine di questa "triste storia"

    qualcuno troverà il coraggio

    per affrontare "i sensi di colpa"...

    e CANCELLARLI da questo "viaggio"....

    per vivere davvero ogni momento.....

    con ogni suo "turbamento"!....

    e come se fosse l'ultimo!

     

    Sally cammina per la strada..."leggera"...

    ormai è sera...

    "si accendono le luci dei lampioni"...

    "tutta la gente corre a casa davanti alle televisioni"..

    ed un pensiero le passa per la testa

    "forse la vita non è stata tutta persa"...

    forse qualcosa "s'è salvato"!!...

    forse davvero!...non è stato "poi tutto sbagliato"!

    "forse era giusto così!?!"....

    ........eheheheh!.........

    forse ma forse ma si....

    cosa vuoi che ti dica io

    senti che bel rumore

     

     

     

    Sally walks in the street not even looking on the ground

    Sally is a woman that has no more wish of fighting

    Sally has suffered too much

    Sally has already seen what can crumble (fall) on you

    Sally has already been punished

    For each distraction or weakness

    For each innocent caress, given to avoid feeling the grief

     

    Can you hear outside it’s raining?

    Listen…what a nice sound…

     

    Sally walks in the street, confident, not thinking to anything

    At this point she looks at people with indifference

    Those moments are far away…when a glance could cause her emotions

    When life was easier and it was even possible to eat strawberries…

    BECAUSE LIFE IS A SHIVER THAT FLIES AWAY,

    IT’S ALL A BALANCE OVER THE MADNESS…over the madness

     

    Can you hear outside it’s raining?

    Listen…what a nice sound…

     

    But maybe, Sally, this is right the sense of your wondering:

    Maybe, in the end, we MUST feel a bit bad,

    Maybe in the end of this sad story,

    Someone will be brave enough to face the senses of guilt

    And erase them from this journey

    In order to truly live every moment, with each emotion…

    As if it were the last one…

     

    Sally walks in the street, slight, it’s already night,

    Street-lamps turn on,

    all the people run home in front of their televisions,

    and a thought comes to her head:

    maybe life has not been completely wasted,

    maybe there’s something left,

    maybe it was not all completely wrong after all,

    maybe it HAD TO BE this way…

    …maybe…ehy, maybe…yes!

  2. Zsina your dawings are always better...

     

    pityfully I have no time for exercise :sad:

     

    Yesterday night I took a break and did these two scratches...the first is not finished yet (I did less than half of the work it needs) and I have to add that it's copied, but not from the original one but from a stamp with my name :naughty:...so today I went to see the original one and it's very different :blink: I'll do it too, but in the future

     

     

    the second is my horrible style :thumbdown:

    I like drawing people in strange poses...it's less than 7cm tall, that's why her face is so messed(0.75 cm!)

    I dunno why my drawings are all so little :boxed:

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  3. I don't make friends easily.

     

     

    I've been pretty alone most of my life, except for my close bond to my family. When one of my brothers, the one I was closest to, got a girlfriend for the first time, I was happy for him, and I really liked the girl- she was very nice, smart, and they had a lot in common. But the more time away from him, the worse I felt, because I didn't really have anyone else. One day, his girlfriend found me crying because of it.

     

    She wrapped her arms around my shoulders and said...

     

    "Can I tell you something? When your brother first told me that you said you liked me, I was the happiest person on earth. I'm so scared, you know? Because I don't know what your father thinks of me or your mother and I haven't met your other brothers and I'm so worried about being accepted in your family. And believe me, I am not trying to take your brother away from you, and I want you to be around, I want you to be a part of this and if your brother and I get married some day, I want you to be around to be an aunt to our kids- And you know something else? People take other people for granted all the time, but I promise I will never take you for granted, because I love you and I want you to be my sister. I'll be your best friend in the whole world and you can be mine."

     

    That's word for word. I never, ever forgot it. Her whole body was shaking from trying not to cry herself either. There's only two other times in my life I ever felt so genuinely touched. That was the first time anyone ever truly poured their heart out to me and it made me realize just how human she was, and that I understood exactly how she felt, just precisely... Being frightened and wanting to be accepted by the people you admire and care about and afraid that you'll never get back what you give in return.

     

    It's that memory that was making me think tonight... Why is it so hard to find true good friends, who are willing to go the distance with you just to be there with you? And who are willing to put their heart so completely in your hands, and who won't break yours in return? Friends whose loyalty is wholly incorruptable?

     

    Trying to find one, for me at any rate, is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. The odds are ridiculous. I want to be that person for somebody else, I want to be the kind of person whose friend knows that they're absolutely safe in leaving their feelings and dreams with me.

     

    Why? Because one person who is that solid and loving, even for just a single moment like that girl, can honest-to-God change any number of peoples' lives and outlooks on it completely.

     

     

    This post gave me creeps (in a positive way...dunno how to say in english -.-" ) and moved me so much :)

     

    I've never been so sincere, it almost made me cry

    you know...I felt this way for so many years...and still do sometimes

  4. no, I didn't see your answer to this thread... I received your mail and I wrote an answer just a few seconds after I read it...a veeeery long answer...I spent more than half an hour to write it...then it was cancelled by my stupid pc...there was an error and the window was closed....:crybaby:

     

    I hadn't the courage to start it again soon...but now I swear I'm gonna answer you :doh:

  5. :thumb_yello: i'll pray for ya aswell!!

     

     

    Thank you! :biggrin2:

     

     

     

    Thought3:

     

    Today a friend of mine called me...

    He was my best friend (he's been maybe the person who helped me the most, apart from my mother, when I was depressed :( and I sincerely love him) until about one year ago he started to put some distance between us

    He had a new girlfriend and started to study hard for university...

     

    I understood he was too busy, considering that I live very far from his home and his girlfriend did too, so he had to travel a lot and study at the same time...I understood but I felt bad...I missed him very much

     

    Some weeks ago I told him about my boyfriend and he started to call more often and now he even decided to leave her girlfriend...I think he is doing well because they're clearly not in love anymore, but this situation is making me so confused...it's not the first time his way of acting or speaking seems to suggest he may be interested in me.......

     

    Everyone always told me that we're destined...but I always loved him as a brother...and when one is single the other one is always engaged...so I think that this can be a sign of the fate...:blink:

     

    We just have to be friend...even if I always said I wanted a bf just like him...but I never thought to him in THAT way...dunno if you get me...

     

     

     

     

    Oh well...that is just RANDOM :naughty: but I had to write it...I stopped to write my diary some years ago and sometimes I do miss it :blush-anim-cl:

     

    I know here no one will bother me for this outing :bleh:

  6. yeah...quite fine...even if I think I'll fill this thread with thoughts tonight...it has been a strange day :boxed:

     

    However... I sincerely hope to come to Turin..but I still dunno...it's a long story, but at least I have someone with a car that will carry me there...I hope :biggrin2:

     

     

    Now everyday is like walking on fire...I hope to find tickets :crybaby:

     

    Do you know anything about sellings? are they going well? are they almost sold out?????? OMG :shocked:

     

    ...Ok *breathe in-breathe out...* I'm hyperventilating...sorry :bleh:

  7. thought number 2 of the evening...

     

    I was fooled :jawdrop: (no, not really :biggrin2: )

     

    I went to change a bit my sig and when I tried to save it I understood the truth: there is a limit of 2images and just 250characters :crybaby:

     

    I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BELOVED, COLORFUL, ARTISTIC (omg, I'll stop here :naughty: ) SIGNATURE!

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    :rip_1::mf_popeanim:

  8. Muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh :blink:

     

    yeah that was a pretty thought...

     

    i was meant to answer a couple of these things written here, but i forgot...im that stupid

    I've been do a 117 things while im here and im not good at multitasking trust me....

     

    oh and eir :italia: im coming

     

    and Liz...i can't really see the stars anymore here in the city, but i remember when i was younger...i loved looking up at the stars and just start to dream away...back then everything was so good:bleh:

     

    Why I missed your answr my dear?? :tears: I looked for it but I didn't see it in my account list :boxed: ...so I wasn't able to answer

     

    grrr...anyway... WHEEEEN WILL YOU COME??? Do you already know when? :biggrin2:

     

    I'm jumping :woot_jump:

     

     

    ps. I know you are as busy as I am, don't worry...oh and I'm gonna answer your mail back...sorry, I have a not-persuading excuse for my delay ^_^"

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