~Mikaboo~

i have always wished and searched for theat one person who will believe in me and all my dreams/desires......so far not one person can handle them.....the say im weird and my dreams are to bizarre......not even friends or family say dreams are possible. i look for that one person who will have the highest hope for me no matter how horribly unprobable it is..... im a dreamer....

yeeah.....she wasnt a wonderer.....she new we were coming back. we had vacationed many times before...and she wouldnt have left for food or shelter because she already had it. my friend was feeding her and crystal was an outside cat only...she refused to go in....

thanks.......

sure........

Indiana....?....

a long time ago my neighbor had a cat named Crystal....he didnt even take care of her and neither did his kids. it was his wifes cat. wen they got divorced she left that cat here because it always stayed with my kitty and im my yard. months passed and we always thought of her more as our cat. we fed her and took good care of her. my neighbor never gave a look but he wasnt ever mean to her.... a few weeks before we left for vacation my mom went of and asked steve (my neighbor) if she had her shots. he quickly interrupted that she did and it was non of my moms biznes. all she was going to ask is if she did not that we would pay for her shots....he didnt even give her a chance....when vacation rolled around we asked my friend to take care of Crystal while we were gone. she agreed. wen we arrived back home we didnt see our cat in the yard as usual...we waited and waited....after a few days passed i called my friend and she sed the last time she saw her was the day before we got back. we asked steve and he sed he didnt no and didnt care.... that was in december. last night my mom asked if he found out anything and he snapped and started insulting my mom. he was a real jerk. its been months of wondering where my cat and furry friend has gone....i just wanted clossure....we looked and waited, called the animal shelters and asked all the neighbors...nothing...now im scared steve did something to her and i cant stop crying. his reaction almost makes me think that he really did.....i just want to no what happened....i miss her so much..... R.I.P. where ever you are... i miss you i love you...Crystal

EEK! I JUST GOT MY MIKA LIVE IN CARTOON MOTION DVD!!!!!! WEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW.....REMEMBER WHEN I HAD NOTHING AND NEW NOTHING.....WHAT A MIKA VIRGIN >_______<..... WELP......TELL ME SOMTHIN....AM I GONNA LOVE IT???!??? WILL IT OPEN MY EYES??....AND EARS......AND SO ON??!! HEEHEE IM OFF TO WATCH AND LOVE! BYEE...

mmmm......save me a slice of mika??

kkk! we all get bizy take your time until your ready i just thank you for even trying to do this... i dont think you no how much it is meaning to me:blush-anim-cl: ill try to await patiently

hmm...let see...to name just a few... vampire polarbears?david bowie crying becuz he spilt jelly on his coat?what about him saying that he and Iman are your parents? anyone??? i wouldnt think so.... once i again i feel slighlty better..... thank you all so much............. much love <3

i no... im not ungratefull...believe me.... thanx........

hmph........

uhg....... -___________-

meh.......

mostly stupid things....... my friend posted a thread about mika "purposing" wich i ges i can laugh at but i just get embaressed sooo easily (cuz im really shy) wich leads me to getting sick to my stomach....im having a horrible time in school and i am getting into fights with ppl i really need right now...my moms hardly home and wen she is we fight.ALOT...and it gets very bad....i refuse to take my...pills...........becuz i dont want to have somthing fake feelings for me.....my dads never home or my brothers and sisters i see my dad maybe three times a month and my brother and sister maybe 1 if even.....my best friend doesnt feel like my best friend.....im not going to pass my first year of highschool...and just the little things....like me having dial up wich takes an hour to load a three minute video of mika and my mom in my room....my craft that i was making to give mika for the first time i see him got ruined and i worked so hard on it..........i just feel like i cant breath anymore........and i wish i could just cry but crying doesnt even help......im having anxiety attacks all the time and i honestly feel like i just cant take this anymore................. mika was the only thing holding me together and it is wearin off.......i had a horribly good dream about him for like the first time...but thats just it..it was HORRIBLY GOOD......i dont want it to be good....i rather have nightmares.....good dreams only make my reality feel worse......i have also decided i dont want to meet him either.....im one of those all or nothing people and also one of those i dont want to hope to have a chance at somthin i could never have people......im a dreamer..and to much of one..... im chokin up....im gonna stop for this moment......

i dont want to dream about him cuz last night i had a very.....mika dream.....and i dont want it to happen again because it makes me feel worse >___< heh...

omg no i feel even worse!! i just put a smilie face in my tittle!!!! ommmmgggggggg................ -_____________-

and now i feel sick to my stomach all over somthin stupid......... uhg............. and i dont wanna go to sleep cuz i dont want to dream about mika... yes i sed it....can you believe that?

MY CP IS MESSING UP REALLY BAD AND IS MAKING MY THREADS DOUBLE OUT....FIRST OFF THERE WAS ONLY GOING TO BE ONE...SECOND OFF.....I WASNT GOING TO PUT A THREAD OUT LIKE THAT BUT MY FRIEND TYPED ONE WHEN I WAS IN THE BATHROOM UNAWARE....SO I DO APOLOGIZE..IF THIS WAS A PROBLEM..... im so embarrassed...... -______- and yes....im sure she did mean propose! lol (this is for the mika "purposed" thread)

to you! what would you do? where would you get married? what kind of wedding would you have!?? dont be afraid to get creative!! on a more serious note...would you say yes? if you guys had dated,perhaps....but what if he just randomly popped the question to one of his fans??? let us fantasize together shall we? ....

to you! what would you do? where would you get married? what kind of wedding would you have!?? dont be afraid to get creative!! on a more serious note...would you say yes? if you guys had dated,perhaps....but what if he just randomly popped the question to one of his fans???

Very facinating i love stuff like that....

heck yeah ill join!

i LOVE this song....

well you did deserve them