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I just talked to Emily and she had not idea how I felt and she basically has said sorry alot and she says she's gonna make effort into being my bud again. I'm gonna give her a chance.

You are sooooo lovely Mair :tears: All those things you have just said seem so untrue. I feel like I'm the worst musician and singer, and I hate my face. I look at it everyday and die, and when I look at your profile picture (on facebook) I think how awesome you look and how crap I look.

Like a god? No way. That's just odd. I still think of other people as gods And me especially??? No that's just weird. I'm so honoured Oh my god, when we first started talking I got really excited too. I still do I need to see you in the holidays, and we need to give each other some loving and encouragement

P.S. When I say 'loving', yes I mean take me toughly in the barn.

Thankyou Mair. I guess you are right. I really don't think she cares because it's uncomfortable for her to be 'nice'.

Today at school I just broke down in maths. I've felt so crap. I just went and cried in the loo and then a teacher came and we talked and I cried. I feel so pathetic and such a waste of space Mair

I feel so crap

Sorry for rude language, it's just put me in a terrible mood, and I feel lost and I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. Sorry that was pretty long aswell. Life's just rather crap.

Basically, I've had a friend called Emily since I was seven. And we've been pretty close, and recently she's just not talking to me at all. She invited me to her sleepover on Friday, but I just told her I couldn't go. I didn't tell her why because I couldn't be bothered

And then she just replied, 'oh okay :)'.

The next day Frankie said she couldn't go either, and Emily was like NOOOO, IF YOU DON'T GO IT WILL BE RUINED, PLEASE COME. PLEASE.

I was just like I just ugh. She's just a bitch these days now she's always with Frankie. So today I just didn't bother going into lunch with her, I just really couldn't do it. So I went in with India, who is alot of fun to be around.

I didn't see Emily until we were at the bus stop, and I came and said hi, and she didn't say a word. She just carried on talking to Frankie. I was like... Woah bitch.

I never even go on it Too busy

Well, today was pretttttty ****e. But Mika's column didn't cheer me up at all

I love you too

Woah. It's been a while since I saw you baby How are ya?

I don't think I'll ever forget something like that.

Aaaaaaw thanks

A big fat toe. The size of my wrist.

Chicken you say?

HOPEFULLY.

Oh my god. You'd never guess what went in the post today.

*imagines growing wings*

I MADE IT MYSELF AND EDITED IT AND SUCH LIKE

That sounds fun *imagines pushing you off*

JFPOASIEJFOIJE.

Yo dude. Go and like my picture thanks. http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150896189049892&set=a.10150896188714892.408060.87165624891&type=1&theater

Aaaaaw It would be superly awesome if we both met Mika together. And ok baby

Aaaaaaw thankyou

We shall meet in the summer.

Just admit it is ALL your fault.

But she was there. YOU CALLED HER WEIRD. DON'T LIE.

Don't be cruel. Liveforglitter isn't weird.

I AM THERE NOW. AND SO IS LIVE FOR GLITTER. Lol.

Is anyone else?

Fine then biatch.

Thanks. WANNA GO ON CHAT?

That makes sense. Scary nipples MY NIPPLES ARE BEAUTIFUL TODAY.

Why did you do the crying face, may I ask?