punky1989

I have dispraxia too that what I meant by delevopment delay I I got dinosed wheh I was 8 and a half and disnosed of aspergers at 11 but I was in special school from 5 years old as was abit I hyperactive and emotional and stuff but it was only a mild special school most of the other kids had dislexia or other learning problems like emotional but only mild to moderate school next door to us the kids had sever learning problems but I always spoke to them over the fence as my other older brother gerard went there as he has sever learning problems and bad form of autisem he wont speak to anyone but me even when dad was alive he told me then I told dad he wont talk to his carers or anyone else my other older brother Barry 34 who hasnt got a learning problem is great he very understanding he very protective of me as I the baby of family but he much worst now dad has died especially about boys he worry I will get taken advantage off as I young for age if a lad or man try talk to me when he take me pub he embarresses me he stands in front of me that normally stands them running he 6ft 3 very tall to me I only 5ft 1 or 2 not sure exactley but he has wavy curlish hair like mika and I love putting 2 ponies in his hair when he lets it grow like lenth of mika's when it got quite longish but he would go mad if people knew that especially his friends but I have pictures on phone he great fun though and he toke me to meet mika 3rd time and I lost him the first time I met mika my support worker claire toke me and I lost her then when barry take me 3rd I lost him Mika's man had to takee me by my hand to my brother I was happy to find brother he got hold my hand barry he do that sometimes especially if he takes me to london or birmingham he say I wander off but he walk too quick and I get distracted and stop for something and he gone but it was me that time I got excited seeing mikas people come out by the time mika came out I had totally lost barry anyway barry got me hand so I turned around to wave by and mika laughed and smiled at me I blew kiss so did he now if that been anyone else barry wouldnt been happy he terrible he thinks I cant date til I 35 or 40 he says stick to dogs and cats and my love of zoo animals especially giraffes I have a toy giraffe that goes everywhere with me especially if we out liverpool it sits in barrys car it bit big about 19 inches so I cant carry around but it travels near enough everywhere but I hope to date someday soon but too shy now

Hello how do you send a picture I tried but just x

this is my favorite puic love him in that top

thanks do you know where I see more of them love him in that top my favorite

I looking for picture with Mika wearing the white strippy top I cant one I looking for it was on here middle of last year but cant find it I he had the strippy top but had pink top under that too I think it was when he went to Hmv or the vodaphone could anyone help me find it __________________

I still looking for picture with Mika wearing the white strippy top I cant one I looking for it was on here middle of last year but cant find it I he had the strippy top but had pink top under that too I think it was when he went to Hmv or the vodaphone

I have had a person on here cant remember who but saying that I shouldnt post on here as nobody reads it and have a go at me as my grammer and spelling and stuff not good I spoke to mika when I met him 3rd time meeting him afew months ago he said he was disgusted and said that person horrible and on his fan site as he is dislexic I have mild form of dislexica too get letters wrong way round and stuff I was hurt when that person be mean to me about my grammer and spelling as I would think they would be understanding as mika has problems with dislexia and he hates bullying behavor I was bullied when I was 7 cos my mum maria died she was only 35 nearly 36 and I stopped talking for 2 years my dad had to take me out school when I was 7 and a half got a home tutor for 13 months and then got bullied at 13 so I left school for good I dont understand why people feel the need to bully a other person as I feel you have o treat people as you want to be treated which means with respect and kindness I shy til I know them well as dont want be treated harshly again so very wary til then people need to be understanding about learning difficulties as it not easy it very frustrating and cant be as indepentant as I would like but I know my own mind and have a right to be on this site just as anyone else I love Mika and thats why I come on here to try make friends and talk to other fans I dont often do out alone and need support with stuff but hope to need more independant but it first time I live in own flat always lived at home with dad and miss him terribly I very close to him he brought me up on his own from I was 7 years and I always abit behind other kids as my delevoplement delay and aspergers make me younger for age even now I 19 but mentally/emotionally about 12 years old but mika is abit childish himself in a nice way I very childish still love bouncy castles love fares but not high rides love going to disneyland in paris I going again in August for 2 weeks and love toys and colourful things for my flat it covered in paintings my support worker say I talented painter and should sell them maybe in future I will but not yet too shy for that anyway I enjoy coming in this site and hope people been understanding if my grammer and spelling not good as I have learning difficulties and hope that not put people off as I very honest about things sometimes too honest for my own good but that me __________________ Punky punky1989 View Public Profile Send a private message to punky1989 Find More Posts by punky1989 Add punky1989 to Your Buddy List Today, 02:29 PM

music has always helped me commucate how I feel as I have aspergers a form of ausiem and dont really express my feelings and bottle things up and get really upset I wasnt good at school stuff but picked up piano but I cant read music so I have to get someone to sing it on hum then I can do it but I know some songs on piano through that and remembering then keys but I cant read music either but I got a private music tutor ans he is good and just helps me learn withough music sheets he great tutor and doesnt get mad when I mess up

my friends say I sing exacly like mika does in grace kelly amd love today and relax take it easy I can sing the hight notes well and do it loud my brother laughs say I sure I not related to mika but he would too my brother seriously daft at times

Mika was very kind to me and talked to me and very effectate hug me again and signed my teddy bear and t shirt I had on he signed my pink top last year and he remembered me calling him back and hugging me then he joked I would run out of clothes for him to sign which made me laugh as my support workers say it too

I have had a person on here cant remember who but saying that I shouldnt post on here as nobody reads it and have a go at me as my grammer and spelling and stuff not good I spoke to mika when I met him 3rd time meeting him afew months ago he said he was disgusted and said that person horrible onhis site as he is dislexic I have mild form of dislexica too get letters wrong way round and stuff I was hurt when that person be mean to me about my grammer and spelling as I would think they would be understanding as mika has problems with dislexia and he hates bullying behavor I was bullied when I was 7 cos my mum maria died she was only 35 nearly 36 and I stopped talking for 2 years my dad had to take me out school when I was 7 and a half got a home tutor for 13 months and then got bullied at 13 so I left school for good I dont understand why people feel the need to bully a other person as I feel you have o treat people as you want to be treated which means with respect and kindness I shy til I know them well as dont want be treated harshly again so very wary til then

its much more easier to talk people on internet than people as I kinda freeze in away I very chatty to my brother and support workers and people who live in my supported living we all have our own flat houses turned in flats I upstairs theres 5 of us and one flat for over night staff incase we need them but I mainly see to myself just need need with cleaning and cooking and stuff like that but if I talk to someone on phone I shaky dont know maybe it part of my aspergers a form of ausiem or something else but hate being soo shy it frustrating I was suprised how easy I spoke to mika when I met he soo lovely and asked me questions like what my favorite songs and stuff and I never hug anyone only when I upset but Mika was soo kind I didnt mind when he hug me he like big brother or something my own brother barry 34 is tall like mika but I only 5ft and look only 12 /13 it ok as I am abit young for my age but it pain when I want something dont always have id on me Catherine

I been a fan of mika for 2 years but only started posting recently cos I felt abit wary I dont normally speak to people I dont know cos I shy but will talk alot once I comfortable with a person though

hi I sorry someone got me the link so I commented on that

Hi Thanks I love it here but I never know what to say and people dont answer my posts or just skip to next person it upsets me I dont really know whaqt to say I just normally reply to posts but nobody replies to me back dont know why that is

I no longer have my pets they died in our house fire we had last year in august I live in supported living and have own flat with help as my dad died in feburary this year but I getting another cavalier king charles spaniel puppy sometime in september so happy about that I will be calling him Alfie and hope to get 2 cats when he grown up just update

I sorry I forgotten thanks anyway Catherine x

I stopped talking when my mother maria died when I was 7 years old stopped speaking for 2 years I was very chatty before and I now my family and support workers say I could talk under water but I dont utter a word to anyone outside on bus or anyone outside family and support staff unless I with someone else people on bus and places always look at me like I weird or something I just tend to look back and moan to myself it makes me feel uncomfortable so I can relate to mika in not talking and shock when my mother died I couldnt cope so stopped speaking and getting bullied cos I was abit diffirent and like other things but I always myself and that I cant change and come more relaxed with myself since I left school at 13 tried college but lasted a day so had a 2 year break from it all but went to another college and now I have redid everything I missed at school and got good results which I very happy about I learnt more at home taught by a tutor than school and college scared me when I was 16 I abit childish and get upset easy but not as bad now I still young for my age but not as senitive Catherine

Hello I am Catherine 19 years I dont remember if I ever introduced myself I have been a member since middle last year but only started to try to get involved in discussions I kinda shy and never know what to say really but a I love to talk to other fans of mika I adore him have since late 06 support stefan 25 at haven lodge a respite place I used to go to give my dad a break used to play mika's grace kelly in car and got me hooked I talk about Mika to my support workers at my supported living place I live now all the time and have posters out teen mags and posters I have bought on internet I have mild learning difficutlies and aspergers so I rabbit on abit and get obessions on things like toys and others things and buy same stuff all time like if I like a top or shoes I buy a few incase they get lost or damaged but I hope people will my friend on here as I dont know alot of people who love mika apart from on here which I come on here Catherine

who else here is a fan of Sylvanian familys or the monchichis the monkey doll that suck thumb

I'm a big fan of the Sylvanian family too my brother made me my own doll house for them and it great I love it and have 2 families and lots furnitcure and have lots of monchichis them monkey dolls that suck thumb and care bears and dolls and all sorts of plastic toys I love all kinds of toys got few hola hoops love trying to master it not that good but great fun I have this massive big fluffy toy dog it like big big seat or cushion Catherine.

I got Dispraxia so not a good idea for me to drive cant judge distance between things just crossing road is a challaged without lights I abit dislexic myself and get letters wrong way and stuff but I would love to drive then I could drive for mika

maybe he meant he likes someone to drive in the car I cant drive but my older brother Barry 34 always take me for drives for few hous it calm me down when anixious and stressed I got dispraxia and not good at directions and distance of cars even when crossing road so I cant drive but would love to be able to

Hello Mika I have loved your music since last Feburary as my support worker Stefan 26 from haven lodge a respite place I went alot to kept playing grace kelly in the car when we had trips out as soon as your album came out I got it and played it all the time very loud in the kitchen and most of the people staying at haven lodge also got their own copy as I wouldnt copy the cd for themI bit mean but I said buy their own even to the carers there glad they laughed and said alright then anyway I loved your music and my favorite songs of yours at moment has to be your Sympathy and Erase I bought to buy the japanise version of your album to get them songs even though I already have the uk version I would love to see you perform in paris and asking my support workers and maybe stay for a week I never been a broad before so it will be exciting if I can go which I should be able to but saving up for a Cavalier king charles puppy but I will make sure I can go anyway love you and think you're great hope you will make another dvd seeing you on the road with your band more I love mikey and luke too spoken to mikey outside apollo 19.11.07 he funny tell him Catherine say hi bye Mika Love Catherine xxx

I agree with mika on the school thing I didnt learn anything at school with all the bullying I got and with my mum dieing when I was seven I didnt go to school for 11 months got home schooled 3 times a week then left at 14 cos bullying got very bad but redid it all at college now I got good results on english and history and music but still rubbish at grammer and punction though but dont really understand it yet so getting more tutoring for that and maths but now I'm happy to learn as feel more confident and most of all safe people still make fun of me cos of my learning problems and abit young for my age but I dont listen to it I not changing I happy to be my own person and inspires me to do well and be confident and enjoy life