Awww, thank you! I'm actually crying for you right now. I always used to be so happy and with my family, but nowadays I feel as if I am out of the picture, just a stupid, lonely, depressed teenager. You are not worthless, ok? You mean something to me, just because you are listening. I f you need to talk, you can always PM me if you want. Mika helps me to get through it too, but it also makes me sad that I will probably never meet him, and here are these other women bragging about how they have met him, like, 5 times!