I know how you feel about the "school thing" ...
I always thought it was my faulth that people bullied me so I became afraid of doing things wrong ... It became worse everyday untill the point I got panick attacks when doing an exam or a simple test and I was afraid to talk to people because I thought I would say the wrong thing which would result in them not liking me ... I still have it. I think twice before posting a stupid comment or before talking to someone although it got a lot better.
And the stupid thing is that it wasn't even my fault at all ... they just bullied me because I was the quiet, shy, new girl. I was just an easy target.
But in the end you've got to remember that they are the ones at fault and that there's nothing wrong with you. Everybody's just different ... I don't even want to be like them anymore
And it's true that Mika's music is a real support ... (I only exercise on his music because otherwise I immediately quit and listening to his music makes me happy when I'm down)
So don't care about what other people say! You are yourself and everybody's different it's just for them to accept it!