Naectegale

I was here all morning

I have been busy this afternoon - i went to the garden centre to look atplants for my garden. Only they didn' have what I really wanted. i bought some daffodils in a pot instead.

And I looked at the fish in the pet shop. they were nice

They have huge Koi carp worth thousands of pounds

And tortoises

and little goldish with pretty long tails

And this evening I was watching telly (and dozing a bit )

Did you miss me?

aww it's OK - I know it's all said in fun - i don't take offence easily and I tease you in return. Because I like you

Goodnight Hippie - sleep well

Ouch

no I don't

But I feel really sorry for you if she does that

a nuisance is something which is annoying, or getting in the way of something

Aww Crazy moms are a nuisance

Don't say that Are you OK now? Does your illness come and go suddenly?

I think he was a bit shocked when I said Finance or nothing I wasn't polite.

but I would be arrested for kicking him, so i will let someone else do that for me

I'm only signing on for credits which count towards my state pension. I may be able to pay these myself and then i won't need to sign on. But I don't want to do it until I have to.

No. It was boring. I have to sign on at the job centre and they are supposed to help me find work Only the guy I see is an idiot jobsworth who has been in the same job for twenty years and thinks he can look down his nose at me. And of course, I am far brighter and better educated and qualified than he is, which makes it worse.

I have to sign on every week from now on (used to be every fortnight)

Now the idiot says I have to stop thinking I'm an accountant and try training for something else - like working in a shop or hotel or something. Which I am not going to do becasue it is a waste of my time and government money.

But I told him very clearly it was Finance or Nothing He didn't like that

And you should look after yourself

aww

Sorry I'm a bit late replyng - I had to go out

Is it the same as you had before?

I'm not lonely. I like living on my own.

No cake No party I have never celebrated my birthday - I'm not really a party person.

I am going to the ballet - twice - with friends

I think Silver is a bit younger than me. I didn't know Jolanda was older.

50 is the new 25

Aww Than you Helena

I don't make a big fuss of my birthday

But I will be 50 on 9th March That's very old, even for an oldling goldling

When you feel better, see if you can find a self-help book on improving how you feel about yourself. You can change the way you think, but it takes time

Don't hate yourself We love you on MFC

aww Take your time - don't be so hard on yourself

Hippiieeeeeeee :huglove:

Good to see you back I hope you make a speedy recovery

Yes i did clean my house

Well..

some of it.

I tidied up a bit and I vacuumed and dusted downstairs and my bedroom, and changed the bed linen

I've been a good girl while you were away

Hi Annie

Yes - funny how it got missed somehow All sorted

I'll clean the house tomorrow

maybe

If i don't get a better offer

But you aren't stupid So there mustbe a better reason.

Is it like a little voice inside that doesn't want to do the right thing?

I have that when I think about doing housework. I know I will be more comfortable when it's done, but I just don't want to do it. Even today when I have been bored, I'd rather not do housework And it really needs doing

aww But if you know this, why do you let it happen? What is stopping you from being sensible and eating and drinking

What's the matter?