Nix--cis-f.

Oh,yeah,that's very important,for first time to be great.It didn't hurt me at all and I was like "omg,I'm such a lucky one!",but later on I discovered that,if I'm not relaxed(read:if I don't like the guy or he does wrong things or we're in the wrong place and stuff like that),it hurts.It hurts as hell.I spoke to my gynecologist and she said I'm pretty tight,so if I'm not relaxed,my muscles are squeezed and that's why it hurts :S such a bad thing,isn't it?

That's why avoid having sex with guys I don't like.

Hey, how are ya?

Oh,of course!Thanx for friendship!

Even if we hadn't anything in common,you should be free to add me

So,what's up?

Oh,great,thanx!I hope my way will lead to Budapest once again

xoxo

Well,I think it was your main street or something like that-I can't remember now,it was two years ago,but I remember it was a really big street-and I felt kinda strange 'cause our streets are never empty,there are people even in the 4:00 AM...we've got rich nightlife but yeah,it's depends from type of people and nation,I guess.Same thing was in Vienna,you couldn't find a single man in the street after 6:00 PM,and in Prague there were so many people in night bus that we could barely go in

Great! I've been to Subotica twice,on school trips,and I really liked it although I don't consider it Serbian town,dunno why.Maybe because it's so close to Hungary

Budapest is cool,I liked the town,architecture and so on,but when we were going out at night,there were no people in the streets is it always so or..?I mean,the only people we ran into were whores and it was like 9:00 PM

Hey!Thanx for accepting

Ally...I don't like that show at all I guess it's because of Calista,I can't stand her at all

But it's ok,we're all different for example,my friend's just told me she hates Scrubs and I find it amazing show

That's right.Later you learn to share more intimate and deeper things of course,it doesn't always work for all-I have a friend who's 18 and she still doesn't have friends,but it's the problem in her,not in other people-but it works for most of us

Ahaha,I could imagine how embarassed they've felt revenge is sometimes really sweet

Oh,well,I'm supposed to STUDY,but NO,I'm just sitting here,writing endless mails and posts to my friends and eating Chips-really healthy life,right? can't wait to go out tonight.

What are you doing?

You see,in that age of 14 and 15 it's really hard to make true friendships...believe me,you'll find plenty of friends in a year or two,and you'll later realize who's your true friend and who isn't...I don't know why,but nobody who I know didn't stay in contact with the friends they had in age of 14 and 15 me neither.It doesn't mean that we're not making mistakes even now when we're choosing friends-it's just that we're doing it with more cautioness.

Haha,that's great how did they react?

Awww,thanx

Haha,thanx I don't know,he said he'll call and HE DIDN'T!One problem's off my back

I exactly know how you feel two years ago I had some friends like that,I thought we're never gonna separate,but then they started planning many things without me and in beggining I tolerated it,but later...believe me,they are not your true friends.Now,when I have friends who will never do anything without calling me-even if it was stupid party where there'll be only three of us sitting in the empty room with empty bottles-I realize what people I spent my time on.Do them the same thing-you should start to plan something without calling them,so we'll see how will they feel

Cheer up,my dear! you're a great girl and if I lived in the same country with you,believe me,I'd be the first one to want you on my friend list

Haha,I'm going to female one,but that's because I can't find the male one but it's okay,I understand you feel kinda embarassed-when you start having sex,male gyn won't be a problem anymore

That's ok I feel a bit relaxed,the guy from the bus station hasn't called(YES!!),so I'm going tonight with some old friend to have a drink,to forget my problems

How are u,my dear?

Oh,yeah,good point but sometimes I can't get out of situation,like the last guy I had sex with,we were in his house in the middle of nowhere and I was so bored,tired and it hurt me so much I wanted to leave,but I couldn't just go out in the empty street,somebody could attack me,and I didn't have the night bus to home,so I just had to stay and struggle with him

It's natural to be scared,but there's nothing to be scared of.Believe me it can be a bit embarassing and uncomfortable,but if your doc is cool and relaxed(I know it might sound strange,but I'll recommend male gyns-they're way more relaxed to those things than women),there'll be no problems

And why are you going to gyn?Do you have any problems or just in case?

Ahaaaaaa ima nas Srba k'o Kineza

Bolje vas našla

No,you wouldn't sound stupid,it's normal that you're interested

Yes,it was marvellous.I liked that guy very much,he was so cute,charming and funny...but we didn't last for very long,the things got complicated and we split...**** happens

Of course you can,if we've already talked about it!

At the age of 17,which means a year ago

Yeah,well...something better always come up it's a fact.

Well,I'm going to prepare myself for going out,so talk to ya later

xoxo

Yeah,rock bars are awesome...I wanted to celebrate my 18th birthday in such one,but they sent me to hell because some band was supposed to play that night when I wanted to make the party nevermind now,I found a better place,but still

Karaoke bars are awesome too I love to sing and sometimes it's not easy to sing in front of unknown people,but those people are kinda cool,they don't mind it if you sing like hell,they all just wanna have fun

Well,yeah,I love those stuff although I don't feel well if I go to bed at 4:00 AM or 5:00 AM,it's sometimes worth it last week for the first time I watched sunrise with my boyfriend(the one on the pic which you made comment on) and it was amazing.Although he said that,as soon as the sun rose,I fell asleep like a pig and he had to carry me to bed how romantic,isn't it?

Yeah,well...the heat is bugging me

And yeah,I posted this message on my wall,not on yours.I'm stupid today

I couldn't agree more

Oh well,I wasn't allowed to go out at night when I was 15,my parents were really strict about it.And I can go to clubs now when I'm not underage,but I still don't like them I like mostly to go into cafes or onto some rock parties we have it here almost every night so it's kinda cool,if you miss one night,there'll be another with the same music or something similar or I sometimes just take a walk through town,but my stupid friends have no condition,so they become tired only after 2 meters of walking,so I have to do it all by myself :thumbup: I like to walk through the town in the late hours,like 1:00 AM or 3:30 AM,or to see the dawn when I'm waiting for the bus

Oh,me neither,what should people do on a hot summer day?Be lazy,of course! I'm supposed to study something,but oh nooooooo,I'm just too lazy

That's how I spend my days-I'm lazy during the day and I'm going out during the night

You're welcome!

So,what's up?

Well,actually,it was long time ago,when he first appeared...my German teacher likes to bring his laptop and then he plays different kind of tunes(hymn,pop,metal,classic and so on),so we could speak about it in German.So he played Relax,I liked it,looked it up on internet...and so it started!

Thank you very much!

How are you?

Videla sam već,ali moram da idem uskoro,pa k'o veli da se ne upuštam ni u kakvu konverzaciju da se ne bih duže zadržala