Black-Cinderella

I'm the same... I don't believe in soulmate, I believe some people are attracted by each other, they get on well, they fell in love, it last as long as it supposed to, and if it's for the whole life, that's good, if not, well... I learn hard to be proud of what I am, that's hard, where I live it's seems like respect is something strange that everybody hates. So yeah for them I'm the "Muser Mikaish stupid girl". Cool guys I love you too. That's make me sad, but I believe that as long you hate yourself, you can't find someone who'll love you. Love is something so strange... I wish it could simply be like a toaster you read how it works and everyday it's the same thing...

OMFG !!! J'ai fait les deux concerts de Muse. Deux soirs de suite. J'ai dormi sous la pluie une nuit entière dans la queue. J'ai dépensé des sommes d'argent hallucinantes (rien que pour les billets j'en ai eu pour 210 € par personne --') C'était tellement ... parfait. Le premier soir était décevant, pas à la hauteur de ce que j'attendais. (et puis ils ont joué Neutron Star Collision alors ... ') Il y avait pas mal de groupie en chaleur. Ou des toiletteuse (comprenez les filles qui ont connu Muse grâce à Twilight, facilement repérables puisque restant assises pendant les premières parties (oui oui même en pelor) portant des talons de 10 Cm, so'ffusquant des qu'on les touche pendant un pogo, et étant en vie sur 3 chansons de Muse (Supermassive Black Hole, I belong to You, et Neutron Star Collision). L'ambiance était pas géniale. Même Matt rentrait dans les clichés de ce qu'on attendait de lui (oui, allez Matt léve ton doigt au ciel, oui allez fout toi à genou pendant un petit solo de gratte). En plus je sais pas ou ils étaient allez nous péché les premieres partie (I Am Arrows et The Pig Pink) mais c'était looooong. Enfin il y a eu les Editors pour remonter le niveau. Je ne bénirais jamais assez le pogo sur Nex Born ce soir là, je suis partie direct vers els premiers rang alors que j'étais un peu loin au début. Et puis il y a eu Unintended *_* La pluie s'est mise à tomber juste à ce moment là. C'était fantastique, magique, merveilleux... Le samedi par contre, c'était ... il n'y a pas d'adjectifs assez fort. La plus belles soirée de ma vie. Aprés cette longue nuit et cette longue journée, cette longue heure ou on a attendu debout super sérrés, mon genou n'arretait pas de se secouer, sans que j'arrive à l'arrêter j'avais des millier de boing dans l'estomac Mais bon, à l'image de Matt, comme avant tout bon concert j'ai mangé une banane. (oui enfin bref...) Puis il a fallu courir, mais pas trop, je suis rentré dans le stade quasi vide, (3 heures plus tard il y avait 85 000 personnes) J'ai courru me mettre contre la barierre juste en face de Chris. (et morgan qu'un beau projo m'empechait de voir) je voyais même Dom correctement. Les premieres partie étaient cool. les White LIes sont fantastiques, et Kasabian, bon, j'aime pas, mais y'a pire. (même si je les aime définitivement pas.) Et puis il y a eu Muse. Les panneau ont débarqués, porté par des hommes en noir, le revolution était en marche. Uprising fut fantastique (et pourtant c'est vraiment pas la meilleure de Muse) SO COME ON ! J'avais eu l'idée stupide d'amener un sabre laser gonflable, ce qui nous valu beacoup de fun, et des combat pseudo epique sous le regard de Papa ours amusé (Chris.) Et Matt nous a jeté un coup d'oeuil. On aura surement droit à une image dans le DVD . La setlist était un peu differente de la veille. Celle là était plus pour les (vrai...) Fans. Ils ont joué ma chanson préférée : Butterflies 'n' Hurricanes. J'étais ailleurs, le paradis ça doit être ça. Ils ont aussi joué Soldier's Poem. Je me suis retournée pour voir 85 000 personnes se taire et en ecouter 3, pour voir les milliers de téléphones de lumieres ect... se balancer dans le noir... Pendant la derniere chanson, comme d'hab' aprés Man With The Harmonica, Chris a jeté son harmo, et c'est le mec d'à coté qui l'a eu. J'étais un peu dégoutée, mais bon... Je suis sortie du stade je ne savais même plus ni comment je m'appelais, ni ou on était, ni comment on était arrivé là. Ce qui est sur c'est qu'on y était. çà a été le meilleur concert de ma vie, maintenant plsu que 89 jours avant Wembley !!! (a moins que j'aille aussi a Manchester... On verra.) Pouc toutes celles qui ont loupé ça, il re-feront l'été prochain une tournée des stades qui passera par la france pour 2 ou 3 dates (c'est a dire 5 ou 6 en language Musien.) Ils feront probablement Toulouse. Ou pour celles qui vont voir Mika au Vielles Charrues, allez y ! Je suis en pleine deprime aprés concert, mais je tiens le coup grâce à Wembley, c'est aprés Wembley je sais pas ce que je vais faire, ça va être horrible. Yeahhh I'm a Pwoper fan ! (ok, blague musienne donc durement comprehensible.) Mais je suis encore hysteriaque ! @Francoise je t'ai battu sur la longeur, le compte rendu est il suffisant ? Edit: Matthew Nous prouvant encore une fois qu'on peux se déguiser en sandwich emballé et avoir la classe. (photo horrible, mais j'ai pas pu amené mon reflex...)

The shows were so amazing. It's simply the representation I have of paradise. I slept under the rain (In tent ...) All my things were so wet I could do anything. But It worthed it. On the second night, I was in the front row right in front of Chris. (Daddy bear is wonderful in concert Question: How does he do for hang his head ?). They played Butterflies & Hurricanes, that's my favorite song, youcan't imagine how I felt. The second night was so much better than the first one. The two concerts were really differents, I'm glad I could do the 2 ones. I know I'll get depressed tomorrow... Depression post gig are awful, but I know It'll be worst. Just felt so alive, I stopped thinking. I was so much higher than any drug could get me. You know what I mean, don't you know. (Thinking about doing the 2 wembley on september, but I need to work, I have no money, I just can't eat at midday at school, I kept money for this weekend). I'm crazy now...

First: @Greta, I'm so in love with your sig ! It remembers me this: Yes 2 shows, It won't be enough I'm Muse-Gig-Addict. I start to thing about seeing them in September, LONDON I'M COMING ! I can't borrow you, but I'll post my pics here. I'm just so sad I can't take my reflex camera... 35 is not that old, it's just when I fell in love with Muse, Matt was 27... I always tought that like an angel, he would never get old... But one day he'll be like Mick Jagger, old, full of money, and will play show for money... H-44

The Same ! Can't believe his 32 now, seems like Old to me. Seeing him in 2 days ! (Can't imagine I wait for this since 200 days today). Yesterday italians have wished him an Happy Birthday with a very huge banner. That's sound stupid, but I'm partying it right now. Can't wait for the shows. And I can't believe I'm seeing them twice in only one weekend So I stop my monologue. HAAPPY B-DAY Matt ! The crazy Muser of the MFC.

VIRGINIE !!! Enfin sur le MFC alors ? Et Mika France, les pôôvres ! Et vive Sainté Oh et question que je suis sensé te poser par SMS, tu viens à Musilac ?

I love P(!)ATD, I really have a problem with the young veins, I mean Do they know the Beatles did all the things they do before ? I've been a PATD fan for some years now, And I just can't believe Ryan lost is genius thing he had... I listened all the songs, and I thought Change was just a son like thet to "say hey we are here we really exist" but that... It's repetitive, it's... I really don't like it because that's only things we heard before... Can someone tell him he is like 50 years late ? The 60's are over. As you I can't wait for the new PATD, hope it's gonna be great. Ryan Ross will be sexy forever !

I know there's people who prefers Muse than Mika. I guess things will change, as an old Muse fan , I can say. WHY DID THEY DO THAT ???? TWILIGHT !!! So now I feel so ashamed of being a fan of this band, looking only for money, with naive lyrics... I was proud of being fan of the best band of universe which wasn't known is the U.S. (or not that much). The band whiwh didn't care about money, which wasn't on warner music... If you wan't to see the disaster. http://muse.mtv.com/ This song is too bad for being a Muse song, but really too good for being a song for twilight... (The game on radio is not over I wasted 190€ (241 $) yet. I will go see them ( or I'm going on court against the radio statio, some things are not really clear with the rules...))

What's funny of me ? I dunno. They say it's the way I talk, my clothes, the music I listen ( I totally was in a dream after seeing Mika, and they broke it), ect... they even thing my teeth are funny... I was with some friends talking about concerts, and they came. one eved said "I wanna makes jokes about you" (hard to translate...) And they started, I just laft saying I couldn't stand this, asking why they hated me. No one answered. And they sand a one of my friend yo see if I were OK. Are they so stupid they could not see what they said was hurting ? I cannot lkive my school, There's too much people I live in there. (And I'm doing a rare option which is only in my school...) I know I will go on messenger, and one of them will talk to me trying to make me forgive him. But I know it will start again. Trying not hate them is hard. (I dislike hating)

I just feel like... bad, sad... Why people at school are always oblige to make fun of me ? Did I do something wrong ? Am I as usgly as they say ? I just feel like crying right now, too much is too much. I just wanna live my life withot any basterds like them. Can't they live me alone ? I jsut fear to go to school and see them coming to talk to me, and laugh because of my accent, ect... The worst thing is they were nice last year... i just can't let this go. Can I just stay alone ?

This is my last post here. Having you as Muse friend here was fun, thank you. I just spent 133 € in this ****ing game. Ah ah my mum's gonna kill me like a butcher would do. I'm still listening this horrible radio... BUT I'M GONNA GO TO THIS CONCERT !!! (I'm mad right now. Please take me to the hospital) Edit: 133 € it's 166 US Dollar...

C'est vrai que c'est Mika qui m'a fait découvrir le dieu de la chaussure. Et c'est Louboutin qui m'a fait découvrir Dita Von Teese (Que j'adoooore). Depuis je crève d'envie d'avoir des Louboutin. Mais je devrais en avoir bientot. (Sur internet, on en trouve a des prix assez abordables). Et alors moi aussi je montrerais fièrement ma semelle rouge. (J'en ai des fausses, mais elles meurent un peu plus à chaque pas que je fais...) Et margaret n'aie pas honte de ton français il est très bon !

Elle est bizarre un peu cette etude. ça tiens plsu du cliché non ? First : Mika est notre drogue, c'est plus qu'une drogue dure... J'écoute du aussi punk. je ne bois pas, je ne fume pas.

Thank you !! I'm still listening that radio, the animators, (that's the word ?) try to hurt them self with taser, it's bassicly a game. It's very stupid ! ' I'm going mad ! But I love Muse so much... I will stand this. Edit: I spent 20 € in it. for nothing the guy who've won don't seem to be motived...

You can't imagine how french muse fans suffer. A concert is organized a the end of may in a very small place of Paris (there's only 1500 persons wo can enter in !!!). but we can't buy tickets we must win them, on facebook games (but there's only 2 tickets a day !!!) Or on NRJ radio. Explaination, we are supposed to listen it all tthe time, but it's the worst radio of the world, they onlyt make us listen horrible things. I spent 5 hours listening it yesterday, and I'm just stressed, angry, and I ate all the chocolate I had. (I'm gonna kill myself soon) But I wanna go to this concert so bad !!! It's gonna be better than stadiums !!!

OK, ok I don't know if there's thread to talk about that so i'm gonna do it there. I'm not very courageous, and I never asked a boy to be with me in front of him, but this time... I was a little bit exited because of a conversation i had with a friend in which she explained I was supposed to be sure, and proud of my self that a lot of persons would like to be me. (That's NOT true, nobody wants to be me, it's impossible.) And she gave me so courage or adrenaline, And I asked the boy I like, to be with me on messenger when he wasn't there, so tommorow he's gonna find this ****ty message... I knew I was more talented with girls than with boys, but i guess I can't be just downer (And I make horrible mistakes in english) tonight. I'm just so stressed. I can't sleep.

I also asked myself this question, (and as this pic is my wallpaper it really starts to obsess me). I thought that It could be the thing that holds him, when he comes as an astronaut... Thanks for the compliments ! Edit: Here are almost all my pics, there's a lot but well... (They are not as good as the ones I posted before, but for the pics on facebook but you can find them here in good quality) http://s794.photobucket.com/albums/yy225/Black-Cinderella/Mika%2024%20April%202010%20Lyon/

Here are my photos: I'm very proud of them ! Here are the best in good quality: Here are more pics with the facebook bad quality: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=188626&id=1459141934&l=5a53be09c4 I promised some people to post all my pics, they are uploading on photobucket, they are 690 so it's very long (started this morning, it's not finished yet...)

Viens cet été, comme ça tu seras sure qu'il fasse beau. Et y'auras tout plein de festivals cool. (Enfin, pour le temps, ça reste a voir j'ai toujours ces affreux coups de soleil de samedi... )

I'm sooo disgusted, my photos look like yours, but in another point of view. Posting them tonight. (They even gonna be on Flickr... )