well the hard cow that I am , I dont even think about him on that day:roftl: I used to, but now I have purposely made myself 4get the exact day, which of course is now at the forefront of my mind thanks to you lot:roftl:
I just feel bad for his mum, Dad, sister and mary and the band and his lover and so on, I kind of feel that I dont have a right to the sadness, if that makes sense.
Not to say that remembering his death by being colourful or black is a bad thing - it is not and i used to so that too, we all deal with things in a diff way but are all united in our adoration of fred:wub2:
If i still moped about and sang to queen all day my kids would prob decide to wee on the floor or something to take my mind of it and get some attention:roftl:
Maybe I am just stil in denial:fisch: