First of all,I want to thank Biekje and Rebecca,for taking me along,and for staying over at Biekjes place,thanks guys!
I was surprised to see there were not a lot of people queuing,what was very nice for a change!And I really liked the fact we were given a seperate entrance,great!
I really wanted to be a BG,and after a chat with John in Dublin,I tried to be one this time.We were let in the venue by John,but because there were a lot of girls trying to be LG or BG,Mrs P.had to choose.(I felt sorry for her to have to do that,you could tell she didn't want to dissapoint anybody,she's such a sweet lady)
I was really nervous,because she said she was worried about me from the beginning.(because of my bad eyesight) She kept on asking if I thought i could handle it,so we agreed that I would try the mask on,and I promised to tell her honoustly if I could handle it. (thanks Miek for helping for me:wink2:)
I mean,I don't normally walk around with an enourmous skull on my head
After trying the masks on,I decided to go for it.You can't see much,but the holes were in a good spot for me,so I was happy! I can see as good as anyone else,but only at a certain angle.
So we were waiting to go on stage,and the first notes of LT began. We started to walk,when suddenly I heard Mrs P's voice saying;are you sure you're ok? And she pulled me to the site:boxed: I don't think I have to tell you how I felt omg
I mean I can understand her concern,but I was allready walking to the stage,and I thought I was ok after trying the masks and all.
After that she told me I still could go on stage with lollipop,but kept on asking if I was sure I could do that.And after she said to me i could put on my own clothes,stay backstage and watch the show,I'd had enough.She told me I still could meet Mika,and I told her that I didn't wanted to do it so I could meet Mika.I'm afraid I said that in a not so nice way omg.
But I was so disapointed. I have to give up so much because of my stupid eyes allready.
I'm glad she isn't mad at me,we talked about it later,and john took good care of me:wub2: He took me to the side of the stage,and told security I had permisson to stay there,or where ever I wanted Love him!
So I stayed over there,till the show was over,and then went backstage,to see all of them going backstage also
After that,we got to meet Mika and take pictures.I asked if i could be on the picture with Celien and Joyce,and they agreed:thumb_yello: But then i felt bad again,because when it was our turn,Mika pulled me towards him,so Celien was on my side,and not next to Mika Sorry again Celien,it wasn't my intension at all,but it went by so fast,and he had a firm grip as you can tell on the picture.Like you can see how happy I was on the picture,not!
To be honoust,saturday I felt like it was the worst night of my life,but now I'm happy I was backstage,meeting all of you lovely people,and of course Mrs P. John and all the others I feel blessed,they are all so sweet,and they can't help it I have these stupid eyes,so I'm happy after all.