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It's ok, I had more cake when I came home so I really did bring it upon myself
Yeah I know. Imagine what the christian youth will say!
I made Meegan promise not to tell but I don't know...
I wouldn't have minded a froggie! Sure beats the cats and dog we have here!
I'm glad your day is good
What am I doing? I have a drama class from 7-9 and Kirsty (from xtian youth) has very kindly agreed to leave the party at the 'Nando's place to come pick me up so I can go to the "Make your own Pizza night" at the 'Nandos' place and because it actually starts at 7 like my drama class, I get to eat the pizza and not have to make any!
It's like hanna montanah, the best of both worlds
What are you doing?
Man, I don't really get sugar rush but my fingers obviously do! I should be in bed right now (not like that by MYSELF mind you... Aaah forget it...
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Oh god, not you too!
I got woken up by granddad and mother with presents (twilight DVD, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn books, Twilight poster, Lady Gaga and Lily Allen cd's in a red bag) and not to mention a REDICULOUS chocolate gateau cake with several layers of sickening pretend cream and "Happy Birthday Khayla" on it!
I had some for brekkie and have had terrible indigestion for the rest of the day! :mf_pain:
Well I then went to school and Elaine (my Teacher aide) gave me two cards, one from her and one from Leigh, the lady from visual resources, and got given a mini chocolate bar for doing my math homework and a lolly from my friend at interval and then I went to visit the art teacher who wished me well and them I walked towards French class and freaked out that everyone was all quiet and I walked in and they started singing happy birthday to me in French!
Then I came home and got a letter from Great nana with a hand made card from my cousing (her name is Deb but I can't tell them apart) and 50 dollars declaring she didn't know what to get and stating that aunty Sue found a frog on her back doorstep
So how was your day?
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Oh thanks so much!
Lots of people forgot last year so I'm happy that people don't this year
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Meh, so do I, I gennerally tell people to go... Well, this is a family site but you get what I mean right?
Huh, I'm nearly your age now, yay!
xx
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Sorry I've not responded sooner, I am taking a break currently (it's only been over two years!
) and so I'm not here 24/7, the way I have been since a couple months after I started on here.I'll go and add you now
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You're so welcome for the comment!
All good, just thought I'd better let you know about the box just in case
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I don't know.
Do you?
Gosh, you don't make yourself very known on here do you? No posts, no friends list, no friend messages and you've been on since 07.
How do you know Mika anyways?
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I text the extroverted one occasionally and I just obtained his email addy. The introvert just added me on bebo but he's not one to go on bebo, must have been his firt time on there in about six months and I doubt that he's been on since.
Mind, I did get a really sweet text from their older brother. He's very appreciative of my art and overopinionatedness and my un-PC writing.
He said I had a lot going on for me
He's my friend on Facebookand doesn't think Mika's "that good looking" and I showed him a picture of Mika and then a picture of the Extrovert and he was like
I see now! I get it now! The cat is OUT of the bag!!!"Yes, I've read new moon and elipse and I'm halfway through breaking dawn
Never thought I'd fly past YOU in the twilight series LOL
I figured out what my problem is: I faced something that disturbed me last week and I walked away and felt really scared for some reason and I felt so lost thinking "If only he hadn't left I'd have someone to go and hug and talk to and make me laugh and feel safe" and I realised just how much I really depended on him.
I need to harden up like how I used to be.
Can you believe Mika saying only one week?
AAAH!
So it may ACTUALLY be out before 2020
huglove and headbangs
Or just plain bangs if you'd prefer
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Saftey net = great idea
I'm still having trouble sleeping, if you haven't read my latest. It's now stoping me sleep because I'm having dreams that one of them is worried about something and he's ill at ease and the other is unwell and running a temperature which makes me ill at ease in waking because I can't see them to make sure they're ok because they're so far away
I'm so glad you're on Twitter!
He doesn't use the fork anymore. He's become more comfortable with just a hand. Thank god I wear pats and not a skirt now
Bisous!
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You know what?
I've got my foresight back!
France will be hard to get. The reason I can't see it is because it's one of those rare things that well and truely hangs in the balance.
So I have to try with all my might to get there but keep a backup plan readiy just inc ase
How is your writing coming along?
Loves!
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Not anxiety I don't think... I would feel anxious otherwise. It's funny you know? I felt sad, realising they were leaving last year and it all came out in a flurry of panic and tears and ache and I got really down so I cleaned the house while everyone was asleep and wrote lots more and drew pretty pictures but I got over it pretty quickly and I didn't really have too much trouble subduing myself when they ACTUALLY left but it has to be to do with them because anytime I think of them or hear the names (all too commonlly I might add) it puts pressure on my physically which is strange and worrying and kind of cool because I can make more analogy!
Ever noticed how the first four letters of "analogy" spell out "anal?"
Oooh that's so cool! I wish I could see Lily Allen with you guys, I haven't seen anyone since James Blunt last April (where I got to TOUCH him!)
I'm on the last chaptor of New Moon. My eyes are blazing!
Me and my friend Emily have decided she'll bring me Eclips to borrow tomorrown and I'll bring her the Twilight Soundtrack
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I'm alright thanks. Am learning how to breath again after the smarting of my boys leaving.
It's a curious feeling. Like my whole rib cage is going to cave into me and make all the flesh under and around it jaggered and I'll never breath. It's litterally a struggle and it only seems to happen whenever I drudge up a memory or look at the box that my bible and a bunch of other stuff that might look like meaningless crap to anyone else.
Funny, I don't even feel sadness. Just pain :s
But otherwise I'm good.
School is going ok. Hoping to go to France for a year maybe next year YAY What are you up to today?
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Here's the thread I promised!
http://www.mikafanclub.com/forums/showthread.php?p=2158537#post2158537
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Yeah that's what I thought!
My art teacher has purple hair and used to work in a costume store and knows a lady who works in a burlesque club and she's a really great teacher who allowes me to go where I want.
But NCEA credits don't pay my rent.
Not that I DO pay rent but I'd like the freedom and I'm dropping out next year anyway.
I am really upset with John currently: I texted him, hoping to make him see that I was upset at him for the other night when I texted "R u there?" and he said "Yep, u?" and I said "Horay! You're here? How's your holidays?" and he didn't text me back.
He has the habit of just leaving me like that. And he KNOWS the power he has over me and he knows that I'm always here for him. So it hurts more for this conversation:
Ur mean...
Y?
U dont text me bak...
I neva txt ne1 bak! (granddad read it out to me because I couldn't and he and his ladyfriend were really sorry for his arrogance and told me not to text back but I was determined to make him know I was upset at him and sent:)
Fine.
So hw r u nehu? (translation: So how are you anyhow?)
Lynn says he's playing games with me. I don't believe he'd do that though. But then again...
On a funnier note: I put my school pants on today and lynn slapped my @$$ and it jiggled and she said I needed to get the pants taken in and to wear a belt.
I decided to wear a pair of braces instead
xxx
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So you think it's a good idea?
I've got lots of art and stuff in my head, I just think it'd be better than putting stuff to the school art department because my work is so damn controversial at school!
It's all suggestion, some people are just very unreasonable
xxx
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Oh and PS. I thought about doing some pin up art (watercolours are my specialty) and what do you think of this site to be my muse and to showcase them?
It's a subscribe one too
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It's not Mari on MFC, we've established that. Besides, you're right, it is M's problem and he obviously doesn't mind so, yeah, why should we?
Yay! Postwhore!
Cute? LOL right, my mother is 34... He's 4-freaking-7!
FOURTY SEVEN!
He only likes her because she's the bar tender. He's a regular. You know the story about bar tenders right?
Good ship lollipop
Loves it
Will see it soon
xxx
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Umm not that I can rememner...
There's a girl on MS called "MariMariMariMair..." who everyone says is getting OTT. I don't really have a problem with her except that she posts a LOT of crap!
I just had a fight with my mother over a guy in a bar. He's a S****er and right now, so is she
Well tell me how your time's been aside from the tan
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I see now! I get it now! The cat is OUT of the bag!!!"
