Lolliepop_girl

I don't really want to ask my aunty because she is spending large on her teeth which cost a crap load and she's just had 2 opperations last year for a bone-growth in her skull that costed a lot and her ongoing treatment (for teeth, Braces, jaw, botox for the left side of her face that is now very damaged in the nearve dept... You get the point, it adds up) and to top it off, she got made redundant last year and only in the last few months actually got a temp job so money's not really in her department.

OOOH JUST GOT A TEXT FROM HER!

She (my mother) says she will help me out with money!

OOOH! Just texted my mother and SHE SAID YES!

But the aunty has to say yes first.

How much do tickets to Mika cost and when do they go on sale?

MIGHT!

It's about the money though.

Go read the KIWI thread to see what I mean.

Granddad and I said if my mother is ok with it, I will try to make the flight money and GD will help me along with the ticket cost

But that's only a might because I might not be able to get that amount of money

I might MIGHT be able to come to the Nov gig...

Hey!

I was just reading the gig dates thread...

Do you go to Westminster school?

Hey!

Thanks for the friendship request!

How are you liking MFC?

He so is!

I love that picture as well, it's just so prettyful!

Awesome Sylvana!

Hey!

I just thought I'd say that the picture on your siggy is beautiful

Thanks!

My mother LOVES Kez and Josh. She's really pushing it ATM. I'll stay away from him. I usually try to but he's started parking his bike where Prince's is and saying that he and Prince are getting along really well (though Prince HATES his guts! He never STOPS going on about how much he hates him with such passion!).

LOL today he was being all emo and sad around me and Josh and then I spoke to my friend Kita and she said he was fine all the time she saw him! I think Josh told him how he came to my house after I repeated that Kez wasn't welcome!

Wouldn't it put you off if every time you were affectionate with someone they started talking about another girl???

He doesn't want to be friends. Friends don't kiss and touch and hold your hand whenever you hold still enough. Friends realise when you have had exausting surgery and end up lying on the floor groaning and complaining you want to go to bed - That that is the perfect time - if not a little too late - to LEAVE not pull you into their lap and cuddle and kiss you when you keep saying you want to go to bed and only get more affectionate...

Friends don't do that!

And it's not like me and Dr John because I wasn't CREEPY! He is violating my space now coming to my place when I told him he wasn't welcome. I find it really weid how he'd wait for me for so long without checking. I find it worrying because I wouldn't do that for Dr John OR the Prince. It's like he's the mom from Coraline!!!

Hahaha I'm goingot pull and Greg and sell tickets on myself: I am a pretty cool person arn't I?

Phew! That was one long message that I had to split!

But there, I said all I was going to say!

I was annoyed though. I've recently got a really weird feeling. He asked J not to be around when I'm there because apparently he and I interract too much.

Every time he sees me with Prince, he comes up to us even tough it makes the Prince leave without another glance at me. Prince really HATES K.

He lives about three quarters of an hour's bike ride in the opposite direction from my house when he leaves school and he still insists on walking with me and people who barely know me say he clings to me like a baby.

It's getting more... Intense? Is that the word?

Magnified - He's doing it more and...

Am I just being overdramatic? I just have a bad feeling. A really bad feeling!

I don't care aout me so much. That I can handle but I can't protect the Prince and K knows he's th object of my desire I think. The Prince is not as strong or fit as the outdoorsy, rock climbing, very muscular K.

He's so fragile looking and skinny and like... PRETTY! He's such a vogue boy!

I worry for him now.

"Or right. Well you better get home now, you're not meant to be here."

"Ok. By then" He smiled a little as he walked away and I just had to!

I sighed and called him back and gave him a hug.

Then I changed my dressing gown because it smelt like him. I notice that heavier natural scents go with heavier presences.

Maybe that's why I like the Prince so much. He doesn't have a smell. I put his jacket on and I could smell only material. His presence doesn't SURROUND you and leave a lingering taste/feeling/ringing behind.

I stormed to the door and said "You know you're not supposed to be here."

"I know." He gave a cheeky little smile and I gave him my best emotionless *Princeface*

"So why are you here?"

"I was just wondering if you got what you wanted?"

"No."

"Oh. Which way did you leave? I was waiting for you since like a few minutes ago." Against my better judgment I felt guilty.

"You wern't there when I got out and I thought you'd seen someone and got sidetracked or changed your mind and gone home."

"Oh, I must have been gone to get a drink of water."

He said he'd wait for me so I went in and asked for the teacher and she wasn't there so I went back out and he wasn't there. I guessed he'd gotten sidetracked so I went home.

At around 5:30 (school finishes at 3:15) Granddad said someone was coming up on a bike.

I was FURIOUS! My mother gave me crap when I told him I didn't want visitors and... You know the story so I have told him SPACIFACLY he is not to come here! AND HE CAME HERE!

I CBF with writing a PM so here is my story:

I went to the bike racks to see my friends (including the prince) and K was there! I said "Isn't your bike supposed t be on the other side of the school?" a little rudely and he explained yes but he had mountain biking.

It wasn annoying because Prince hates K so it was a little awkward until Prince forgot K was there which took longer than it should because K, I think must have figured it out and kept inputting into our conversation EVEN THOUGH we were facing away from him with body language saying KEEP OUT

Then Prince went home and K asked if he could walk with me. I said IDC but I have to go do something and he asked what and I said SOMETHING. He said "None of my business?" and I said yes.

Hey, just deleted the other comment I just made when I saw your facebook about your aunt. I'm so sorry to hear. You know I'm always here for you if you need to talk about anything and sorry for your aunty.

Indeed! You and the rest of MFC

It's fine. I don't every sleep much so chances are I probably am awake when you are

Oh dear! Sorry Ro! Hahaha Did you get her number in the end?

I want to get noticed by Mika!

Or at the very least Greg!

I like Greg

Did you know that I am the founder of the "Fans of Greg Wells" Facebook group???

xxx

Hey Charlotte, I'm so sorry I didn't get back to you - I got your text as soon as you sent it because you sent it EXACTLY the same time my "MIKA'S birthday 4:30am" alarm went off!

What are the chances???

Anyway I sent Ro a text asking if I could give her number to you (just in case) and she texted back saying "What? I don't understand what it is you want..."

Then I realised I'd said "Hey Ro, it's Khayla Lollipop_girl just wondrin if I can giv racinghorses83?"

And that doesn't make sense!

Then I sent a text saying "Sorry! I'm half asleep! Her number!"

But I didn't get a text back.

Hey you're thread's on the front page! Congratz!

Hey, sorry for not replying sooner!

I've been taking a bit of an MFC sabbatical (learned that word of Greg! ).

Glad to hear you're doing well

I'm alright. For dinner tonight I had an ice cream, a bread roll (by itself) and half a packet of ginger kisses. My Granddad said I could have whatever I wanted so that's what I chose

Goodness, my favourite day of the year is fast approaching! COME ON EIGHTEENTH, I'M READY FOR YA!

BRING IT AWN!

Heya Freddie, how are you doing?

S'pose

Hey what is UP with yo being there and me not being there on MSN!

No, he's usually like that. He doesn't do emotion

Married couple!

THAT is what I say to that!

I have to stop being so long winded

Yeah except that today he was an ass.

His friend Nat (from the library where supposedly only nerds and sluts hang out) said it's his time of the month.

Maybe that's why it's called MANstration I had said. He laughed at that

He completely blew me off this morning when I talked to him before formtime.

Then at morning break, he and two of his friends flanking him (seriously? That's what it looked like, that rough line they stood in) and he kept his back to me while I sat in the shade and when Brendon slapped me in a rather inappropriate aria and I chased him and then got him just in front of M and his friends and smacked him in the head (in a playful way mind) he looked straight past me

After this, in the next class, I thought to myself "He says we're nerd central and yethe was hanging out there. Why?"

So I approached him about it in science.

"I thought the library was for nerds and sluts."

Smot and Ant (I was speaking to Ant yesterday) both hang where I do.

"Yeah. It is." Say Marco.

"Then what on earth were you doing standing there at morning break?"

"I wasn't STANDING there, I was walking past with - "

"YOU WERE TOO HANGING THERE! You were standing there - "

"Yeah, you were." Smot interjected uninterestedly.

"THANK YOU!"

"Wait, where do sluts hang out?" Aah Ant, always the last to know.

"Where WE do!"

"Nah! The only people who hang out where we hang out are sluts, gays and weirdos!"

"This is true.... Hold on, which one am I?"

"You're a weirdo" Ant

"But how do you KNOW I'm not gay though?"

Marco mumbled something about f*gs down at his desk.

"They're what?"

He repeated it with the F word replaced by "Gays" because he knows how I feel about them. But I didn't hear it and I don't really think I wanted to. Apparently he's a gay hater but he doesn't show it as far as I see.

Then I said "Did you get an invite to Josh's birthday party?"

"No." Oops.

"Don't think I'll go. I'm going to be busy prancing around in a leopard print leotard."

"Oh no."

"Did tyou see it?"

"Aw, no, I was just looking at something on my book."

"I'm going to hug you. Thought I might warn you."

"Ok."

I gave him a quick hug and bounced off.