silver

I probably wont see my friend tomorrow anyway.

I'll need to visit her... (As i dont invite people home) and it take like 3 hours to get there >_> and normally i would just sleep there. But as i need to work thursday morning that wont work >.

And i am too tired anyway... The was doing some street work this morning.. Made so much noise. Big trucks and everything. Didnt sleep at all.

I feel like a loner.. Lol.. My friends never have time for me. And when they have, my mom is stupid. Or i'm feeling too stressed or depressed >..

I still cant help blaming myself tho!

Well at least i can look at the jobs tomorrow...

I just cant seem to find any fulltime jobs (at least not something i can or want to)

I have only found part time jobs... But i guess that is better than nothing right?