Iriss_A

Alright, but whatever it is...just know there are other people around you besides the real people....more like virtual people....kinda like fairies or like Santa Claus who wish too see you happy or just not too upset.

May i know why?

Soup

Haters

i feel good, they're actually people out there who care.

Thank you for the advice thus far, now i can think in a direction.

Maybe i am jealous, im not sure...they dont have to deal with what i have to deal with...when i try balancing, my focus shifts. I cant find anything in common with them anymore, maybe cuz i havent spent much time with them. I want to feel good about myself without hearing any "but"s. Its just too much hard work for me to stay there, stay at feeling good.

i sometimes fear doing what i feel like doing, i feel that if i do want i feel is right, im gonna end up pushing others away and i'll be left with no one. i hate that part of myself.

So i have friends who have been a big help to me, we hang out sometimes, they've taken me to concerts, they have taken me to dinner and well they've listened to me. Even though they've done all that for me, they always criticized my life...the way i live it. I take care of my siblings, do chores and help out my family when they need it. That keeps me busy now that i dont go to school anymore. They think it isnt fair, i should be out late or hanging out with them all the time, when they feel like i should be with them. My little brother was born with hydrocephalus which means water in the head. So he's a little disabled, he's a little behind for his age and he cant walk yet. I spend most of my time taking care of him and my friends think i should take some time off. They're always saying that i should get out, that my mom is being unfair by making me take care of my siblings while she's working and while my dad is working too. They've criticized every choice i've made and i dont do that to them. I wonder sometimes if all the things they've done for me is really worth putting up with their criticism. What do you guys think?

Halo / Walking On Sunshine (Glee Cast Version) - Glee Cast

tired and in need of a sweet tea.

I think the person who wrote it was in a bad mood and couldnt find anyone else to make fun of. the sad life of a mean writer sometimes.