Even a bit of idolizing can cause a similar effect, for intense my experience in NY at GMA. Prior to that all i ever read were things about his innocence and loving the fans, and such, but Naomi and i got a double dose of reality. And, even though it was disappointing, it was a real eye-opener. Ok, not that dramatic because i already saw signs of the things he showed us in NY, in tons of his interviews, but i wanted to believe otherwise for the sake of hoping to have a better experience.