Monie

Holly, I can't believe I haven't told you yet, I started a new school in September, it is a part-time education where I learn dancing, singing, acting, mime and writing (it is amazing, really). I have 3 male teachers and all of them are gay (well, 2 of them I am sure about). And they are AMAZING. There is this 27 year old and I can't stop staring at him. Which is totally allowed since he is my teacher . I am having the time of my life!

Hi Kath, thank you for your message . I am enjoying it and at the same time I need to adjust to my new (working) schedule. It will take some time to get used to it, I think. And I still think 1 day school a week is way to less, even if it is a long day . But I hope that it will start with 1 day and will become more and more.

How is Dave? Love, Monie

Hi, bedoel je dat je nog 1 over hebt? Groetjes.

Wow, great views Sosi!!!

Then you are way nearer then I am . For us, it is an hour drive. But when we are at the beachhouse, it is a 5 minutes walk.

And you are welcome to visit our beachhouse some day (are you living close to the beach yourself?) .

Well, 2 of them are in your avi too . You may guess the other one . It's a great pic, isn't it.

No please stay grumpy, that's who you are, there aren't that many grumpy people around, we need them .

Wow, it has been a while since someone wrote here, it's time someone writes here, it might as wel be me .

It almost looks like I am holding the poster. Thanks, I am really grateful.

Yes it is! Thank you, finally a pic with Mika and me together . It is an artistic picture isn't it

Wonderful! I'll pm you my phonenumber, I'll have to delete some messages first, my pm box is 100 % full (again) .

Yes I have, I'll PM you one of these days with more information.

Hi hi, in Deadline 2, de laatste aflevering, maar het duurt nog een poosje hoor, op zijn vroegst wordt het volgend jaar uitgezonden. Ik ben benieuwd of ik uberhaupt in beeld kom, misschien ben ik er wel uitgeknipt . We zullen het zien, volgend jaar. Geduld is een schone zaak . Groetjes.

Thank you dear, we'll see, I'll do it step by step, passing the 2nd audition is the next goal . Tho I am not as nervous anymore as I was for the first one.

It is a good thing that your aunty doesn't live that close to London, that way you are gone for more then 5 minutes if you have to go to London . I can imagine you need to get out of the house every now and then, I have that already and the house is my own (and b/f's)! Let alone if you are staying with someone else. You enjoy your pick-ups, I hope you will have a lot the next weeks!

Thank you so much dear! How are you these days? Did you enjoy the Franz concert?

Dank je wel!

Hoe gaat het met jou en de kindjes? Rij je nog weleens langs Westerpark? Wat denk je, zou Mr. Big Curls weer naar Amsterdam komen dit jaar ?

Thank you very much! I love the picture of the cats (and the dog in disguise ), I love cats, we have one ourself.

That is great, that you got to go to London today! Is your aunties place far from London?

I was so nervous this weekend that I almost didn't go to the audition . But I so want to get into this school so I decided to go anyway. The things we had to do in the classes we had are things I like to do very much, so that made it easier. And I was so happy that I could finally do those things, instead of just giving Pilatesclasses. I will continue giving Pilatesclasses, as you said, lurvely money is necessary (and the education is very expensive) but I feel like I have a goal in life again and that feels great. And thank you for opening a birthdaythread for me, I feel really warm inside because of all the sweet birthday wishes!

Hi dear, I am keeping my fingers crossed for some pick-ups for you this week! I can imagine you need to get out of the house of your aunties every now and then!

Thank you for calling me talented, tho you haven't seen me do anything yet but behaving like a mad (wo)man at the Xmasparty . Hope to catch you later, love, Monie

Thank you so much Kath! I am annoyingly happy at the moment and I just let it be. I hope you will feel better soon too !

Hi sweetie, to answer the question you asked in the oldlings: I auditioned this weekend for a part-time education at a school of performing arts in Amsterdam. And I passed the first round! Since the chances of passing the 2e round are big if you passed the first I am so happy right now! Of course, I am not in yet! I have to go through a course of 10 thursdayafternoons, if they think you made enough progress in those week you can enter the full 4 or 5 year education!!! I had 7 classes this weekend, they lasted from 1 1/4 till 1 1/2 per class and included: singing, musictheory, acting, moving, mime, writing etc. Dreamschedule, tho one class was more interesting then the other. After that I had a short audition. And yesterday they called me that I passed. So I am very very happy right now. One round down, one to go!

How are you doing these days?

Rose, being here at 5.44 am (well, 4.44 am in UK but still)! You need some sleep lady! How is the work going? Is it getting any better? I have an orientationweekend this weekend at a school in Amsterdam. I hope I get accepted.

I haven't heard deadmau5 yet, will try to tho, since you are so enthusiastic about it! Have a nice weekend!

I didn't read your answer! There are just too many pages to read (if you are not a mod that is ). I think you looked exactly like your photograph in my dream, I don't really know, you did have brown hair.

Yes, kick your son out of his bedroom and make it a holidayroom for me .

This weekend I have an orientationweekend for a new education, if I will be accepted there will be no money left to come to Canada I'm afraid. Hardly any for Mikagigs! But education is more important isn't it. I will visit you in my dreams again then, much cheaper . Have a nice weekend!

Holly, how are you doing? Have you been filming yet? Any hot gay guys ?

I am still a fan of Martijn but I must admit I also like his boyfriend. Aaaah! Even better then a hot gay man; a hot gay couple! .