Cynthia,
I have just finished reading the last bit, and all I can say is that it is really incredible that you are in high spirit even after all that had happened. It is a hell of an experience... and if that were to happen to me I wouldn't be in the mood to write it out at all. So, I thank you for sharing it with us. For Mika's sake i'm glad that you're not judging him through this experience. I hope you will still go to England in November for the gigs... would love to meet you then.