yay... ok... well, I'm really stuck and confused at the moment....
See, I've been straight my whole life right... then at the beginning of this year I started getting a crush on the head girl at my school, but she's really really religious and totally straight, so it's complete waste.
At first I thought it was just a phase, but now I've sort of lost my love for my boyfriend and all I can think about is this girl....
AND... there's this girl in my grade, who is a lesbian... and really pretty and sweet and everything and it's weird because she's suddenly become really friendly with me and I love it. I just keep trying to talk to her as much as I can and I always want her to notice me...
and it's so hard cos I go to a Chrisitian school so a lot of people would get really creeped out if I said I was bi or anything.... and I don't know what to do anymore...