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I'm not actually a huge fan... sorry to say but they do have some good stuff But I met Steven Tyler once...

hahah it's super cool though! and trust me... i just might make that suit and I just might send you one in the mail... i'll keep you updated... and you might think i'm insane but you'll think otherwise when you can bounce around without the fear of injury hahha:roftl:

that is so incredibly sweet of you. thank you.

I'm also compelled to tell you that i never knew nor wouldve known that bon jovi was from NJ if it weren't for your profile and my curiosity... haha

I KNOW!!! and it kills me that I have no means of acquiring one without making one myself... which i might do...

that movie ruined my life... ever since I saw it in junior high school I've wanted a bubble wrap suit...

I'm losing my grandmother as we speak and there is nothing i can do about it...

paper from hell is finally done!!! 7:14am is where the money's at. hahah

you can no longer have a decent protein chicken dinner...

anyone up? ive got a couple more pages to write of a paper...

uhm.. i definitely asked this in the thread before.. but YES! yes yes! I miss her when she leaves for a minute. i love her smile, her eyes, the way she speaks, the way she dresses, but especially her smell. I wish i could inhale for longer when she's around .. but too often i find myself breathless when she's around already... are you up doing hw now?

I guess I used to do things like this a lot more when we were getting to know each other... maybe it was my way of winning her over but now that I have as a friend I don't really know what else to do without scaring myself with how much I care. I told her how much I cared about her recently because I'm dealing with some loss with my family and she's really been here for me. I find myself telling her that I love her and enjoy her company and outwardly expressing my emotion so much more now and it's really not something that I usually do, or am comfortable doing. maybe I am making some progress? well she saw her ex today who took her out for lunch... and i really am just increasingly jealous of her... whenever i realize how she feels about her. and i wish she didn't love her... she treats her so badly even now that they're not together anymore. i just wish i could make he troubles go away... ugh.

I guess I've never had a happy memory with him , per se, and I guess thinking back now I couldve been happier with other experiences, but at that moment I was riding his high and nothing could bring me down... the philly concert was my first and only mika concert so far and I didn't know that i could love him any more until after. I never knew love like this until that night, I never have or will feel this way about another musical artist. Watching videos of the intro that night just brings me back to standing in the crowd... waiting... too excited to scream, too overwhelmed to contain my emotion, frantically shaking at the thought of finally getting the chance to see him... watching those videos makes my heart skip a beat. and the feeling seemed so burningly intense for the first month or so.. and now it's dying down.. but whenever I hear Mika now it either makes me so happy or just want to cry. haha

hoorayyyy!!

yes! when im nervous or anxious... aka all the time! have you ever been hopelessly in love with a friend?... i am ...

thanks so much everyone... im really going to try to build up enough courage to tell her... but it just seems wrong the more i think about it. She tells me that she really doesn't see herself with another woman again, and that sometimes she sees me like a sister... and she just got into another fight with her ex and she just loves her so much and i wish she didnt... or at least i wish her ex saw how amazing she was. my feelings are intensifying... and im scared for myself. I think she's so beautiful, in every way. I love the way she smells, the way her breathing changes when she sleeps, her smiles, and her eyes... it's just especially hard, since i haven't feel this way about anyone in so so long.. years... and no one has brought me to my knees like this except mika... sigh. but on a happier note we went on a "date", so to speak, today. Dinner off campus and a movie with friends.. and it felt somewhat like a double date. As we sat 2 by 2 in rows at the theater....she even asked me herself if it was a double date haha... presumably as a joke. but dinner was fantastic. We both had horrible weeks and it was such a sweet end to the week... looking at her over dinner in the candle light, i had a wow she's beautiful moment, but that's how i feel about her in any light really, in any place... i'm sorry guys... i guess i might just be a little too giddy about the day still...

ohhh ok.. that's what I thought. How did your parents react? well, obviously they gave in at some point... hah

it's true! We have a tendency to think, at any age really, that we know everything there is to know about life... especially since we reflect back on what we didn't used to know. But you never stop learning and we should never stop taking into consideration what elder wiser people tell us. haha

I agree! but aren't there legal constraints or limitations or requirements for people who marry before they are legal? just wondering...

hahahahh!! there is always time to work out love. no matter how old we get. But I'm afraid of relationships too... and sometimes i tell myself that i dont want them, that they're a waste of time, but somewhere in the back of my head I still have a burning desire for one... =X the problem is that i'd be completely fine living alone and living out my dream... except that part of my dream is children... I have an EXTREME motherly calling... sometimes it weird me out too. haahah

wow... really? 16 is early... i'm sorry it went badly, but I'm glad you realized.

HAHAHAH!!! so how did that go for you??

oh no! my mom started talking to me about marriage when i was 10 maybe younger... but never gave me a cut off... haha but 22 would be in 2 years for me... and i would be seizing on the ground right now if she had... haha

i think too many people find themselves asking the meaning of life and taking these emotional/spiritual journeys to "find themselves" but that's what life's about... finding yourself. It's not going to happen... so people should really stop. Most people aim to find happiness in life, which for many reasons, in its purest form, manifests itself in love. But what is it about love that is so enticing? so powerful?... love draws passions within each of us that we may not even realize we are capable of. It's just something about unconditional, untimely love and acceptance that makes us go to great lengths to reach for it. But honestly, there really are so many people and things in this world... and if we took a little time to love each day a little more we'd all be one step closer to finding ourselves a pure and elated happiness. True love is hard to find, but if we didn't rush so much we'd have many more successful marriages and relationships. Maybe there is someone out there for each and every one of us, but if we preoccupy ourselves with physical attractions and material objects we may let that person slip without ever knowing. I think i've found with time, that it's so much easier to love and be attracted to someone physically when you love them psychologically. We all really need to love today, and it's easier than it sounds... it just takes a little bit of love.

Yes... I LOVE wendys. the one by my school shut down and I'll admit i shed a few tears.. but it's open again!! hoorray! do you spend the large majority of your day procrastinating on the MFC?