My parents know that I love Mika, and my mom is a fan too! But I am scared about their reaction like: "Why do you want to risk your reputation for that, you can just pay the "meet and greet" thing and there you are." and I'll be like: well Daddy (the fear is Daddy mostly ) I'll have a 101 time with him, it's an occasion to meet someone that mean alot to me blablabla... (And he would start to laugh and would not answer, Cause I would've understood it --")
Sera, my cousin lives in the west coast. I am from the east. We see each other every two or three months. But honestly, I know someone that's supporting me with that, but this lady already has an inscription in that same show for another artist, and she can't come twice --". So there's clearly no friends that could help me on that one (I would be on my own...)
Some know about "me and mika" But I never spreaded this too much because I don't really like to talk about myself in front of people (when I'm clearly in front of them , let's not count twitter ) And the thing is, I already know the result of this, because someone already met their idol and it some rumors stayed for a while: Oh what did you do with him? (person answers something, then the story gets twisted) but yes, I said that it was on TV, but people are interrested about backstage footage (yes this is how my school is pathetic).
To conclude what I wrote, I am VERY shy because people would have never expected me to be on TV, and I'm not ONLY shy because I'm on TV, It's really everyday duty, even tho it's my forth year in High School. *you asked alot of questions, I can make a book about that