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Im sorry there should be a thread, I absolutely love this artist!

Now it is September - La La La, going on and on and on on my head. Scary, maybe. Cool song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmKXsFf3bHw

Umm, hello. Im entering. Go Finnish music, go! Ok, now Im done. I first time heard them in Eurovision. They were my favorite and of course were not picked to go forward. Ola Salo's favorite too. Other than that the interview is extremely awkward and has no sense to it.

One with Aretha Franklin's best hits. Quite good, obviously.

Looks like a chicken dance! I mean penguin. Or chicken?

Yay, I like her a lot. Even she has been bashed a bit by the media lately. She's alright still.

So it's not of my house, but it's taken a month ago by me in a car of someone I know driving close to my home. Will you look intensively enough you may see it really is through a window!

Serious stuff! New Tamagotchi Familitchi 5.0, we're all OUT and old.

I might be just dreaming but I think it shows he has waited for this show. Understandably...

Have a happy birthday Christine!! (Or what ever kind you'd like though, not trying to force you). Oh, anyway I think I missed to congratulate some other people that I wished I'd remembered. I do that and don't like it. Here's some nice music for you and Some gig (missed to hear the location) of The Kooks is aired by my favourite radio station right now and is quite enjoyable

Um well I like when he squels through the chorus, makes the Mika for me. Thanks for all the links. It's nice to hear the new stuff as soon as this as far as down here.

Yeh it seems to be a variable thing between cases. I would like to get tested and get help - as it seems I struggle without it. Anyway I want an approval for my "problem", which for once sounds like it's here. I hate having to think throughoutly every tinyest social move I make not to get people I care feel like Im pissing them. It's always been like that. - Im out of there if they want my blood and brain in a plate! And with school, well I struggle with it greatly (not the studying part but everything else) - will look into it once I take courses again. I think I need diagnosis first before they're doing anything, if even then. Thanks so much for all support!

Thanks for the book tip, have not read it but I will have an eye for it. Got to know of the syndrome better only 3 days ago... so in no ways sure I ever had it. Have got autism in family though. Actually I don't think I do any characteristic "waving around" with my hands. I've had a rough life, I am the opposite since I think I focused to stay out of way. I can sit still for hours, kind of close myself inside and feel safe. Oh and I've been a mess, is that enough for a diagnosis? Truly a diagnose would make it. Even to think you actually can be and feel like this makes a great relief. I need to study it. And thanks a lot. Maybe it will help some others too.

Oh wow, thanks. You have it back too. Went to a forum about it and the people there seem to share same kind of difficulties. So the diagnose would help me in working life. Another area I have constant problems in. Thanks ajbollin, I could always try.

No Im not. Im not sure how it goes where I live. Finding out... Im not sure where exactly do I "go off". Definitely got a problem with social contact. I made a test for facial expressions and got every single one right. Diagnose would be the thing that would oblige the closest for me who don't take my own word to except me as I am finally. I can try manage alone of course but as they say lonely is so lone alone. You know of this Asperger personally?

Ah, that. "The Finnish thread". Hmm, maybe I should make it something more fascinating.

Has anyone heard of this? Asperger syndrome Asperger syndrome in Wikipedia I just found out two days ago I might be an aspie. It would certainly explain just about everything of my weird-ass behavior and fears of people, to put it mildly confusing back-stabbing life. I might have not been that depressed all the years, just constantly missunderstood and missunderstanding and in my opinion it is easy to fall in depression if you're not even made to be normal. I don't go with people so I need a lot of time being alone and love it. I love people but prefer watch them go from a distance. I think extremely logically. I didn't know it was a lack of feelings but to think of it - I feel people act non-logically and bound to weird things at least not the same as I do. It does need a moment of melt-down catastrophy to make me cry. Main problem is the fact you piss people off being the best of yourself, wishing only good. I have found myself been there all peaceful as someone has got horribly mad at me, distraction out of blue (as I saw it). Left me scared to death and plain astonished. I certainly do miss some of the signals. They just think Im arrogant and as I don't have a clue some of the signs when and how to be sympathetic. I also get stuck with the most unnecessary facts in stories and cause people think Im trying to smart my ass off. What brought me to it, I have always had a struggle to look people in the eye. I thought it had something to do with one's sexuality and tension - I had to thought of some reason. I communicate - to say it nicely - clumsily. Speaking rationally is very rare to me, I need to think of how I phrase everything Im saying. Non-verbal communication has been a pain for me, today I just go for it, got no idea what Im doing most of the time though. Of course some people will never notice but that is for the years I've coped trying to look normal. Even Im surely moving on, so far I feel for this community. Mika has been a great factor and a relief point in my life. I was a wreck when I met this all. Going down as you are into a world of being yourself and embracing it dancing in confetti surely made the trick. I got new passion for things and started to push towards what I want from my life. It's been a big time trouble, I have a problem maintaining my independent life - which is the only way for me so far to do it. Now I just might have a reason for why I do things as I do instead of being automatically labelled as a loser. Fantastic.

Hello everybody! Im checking the news, there's much to read. I don't know what's up with me right now so I'll just show a cat baby I get to see often. Seems to meet the subject. He's a cute retard.

Not if your song is good. Trying to keep my faith in this.

Sounds like I want to come too! I've always wanted to visit Moscow (well some big city of Russia) and the easiest way to go there from here is train. But if I don't like the Eurovision, then it could turn into something horrible and I would be... in Moscow with Eurovision.

It is going everywhere.

Ooh, a real fruit cake then! Party without an apple is like a party without an apple. Im hungry now.

Uhm, yeah it's the unconditional love. I think people can avoid bitterness with self-love, which would not be the same as narcissism.

*Waves* Cakes can be fruity sometimes.

Um, if that was political, it would suck big time.