sorry for my poor english, but what is "ME" ?? it's a disease ?
My mom is big too, she was very thin ten years ago but she made a depression and had to take medicine ( it was called "lexomil") and since then she's very very big .... She's trying to lose weight but it's hard !
I know what you feel since when I'm out with my mom some people look at her as if they thought " oh my god look at this fat lady she must eat all day long" but it's not true !!
People's mentality have to change towards big persons . Very few of them eat junk food ! and most of them suffer .