Ever since I "met" Mika the world seems a brighter and a sweeter world. I guess you could say I'm in love with him, but it's actually a platonic love because I know he'll never fall in love with me. I'm just dreaming but it's a really nice feeling, especially when you have people to talk to who share the same feeling (you MFCers).
I'm really in love with this boy I've known ever since we were little. Since Mika came into my life, I compare that boy to Mika. I see the same smile, the same look, the same way of doing certain things that remind me of Mika.
Yet again, I'm only 14 so I can keep on dreaming... 10 years of difference is too much sometimes. But it's not like I idolize him (meaning I wouldn't die for him) so it's a healthy, nice obsession that makes my days a bit happier