BeccaStardust

I really Don't know what to say, the Situation is scary and I which I knew More ways to help from the UK. But I've been trying to listen and Understand more As Prisca Said we don't know whats going to happen and its just been a day and already so many lives have been ruined I hope that Any Ukrainians can get to Safety.

The more I’ve thought about this the more I’d like to go ive never been Disney or to a pride (both which I’ve wanted to ) plus I wouldn’t get too stressed with languages since it’s a touristy place unfortunately no matter how much I’d like to go I don’t think I can book any more time off and if I’d even have the money to travel, buy tickets, etc

If its easier I can try and find all the Songs on youtube so Its more acessable

This snippet gives me origin of loves vibes idk why

So didn’t directly have a mika dream but he was involved so I’ll put that bit so while I was on a train I saw that he was on a 4h podcast (I think he was on for 2 hours ) and on the podcast he talked about new music and then his mother but was saying when he was young he didn’t think she loved him however realised later when He had to go hospital she did. i woke up after so that was all I remember

The Rhett and Link song was on there before I made it the soundtrack of empathy playlist both the skull puppies and Reb song I found while looking for anxiety/ asexual songs to relate to and liked them call me maybe is the meme song and his a story behind it (basically I sung it at school ) im glad you liked my playlist

It hasn’t been too bad here I still follow stuff from the area I’m from which is a red area and seen pictures of walls coming Down and a roof falling I hope people south are safe

Just want to say hope anyone in the Uk isn’t too affected by the storms today I’m in an amber warning where I am but don’t think it’ll be awful here

Here’s mine it’s mostly songs I feel like I relate to in some way https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eAe01iMvtTi865Moh4UND?si=kgZBXIW3SkOW-Bf6pn9VkQ

So just got home from work and it really wasn’t that bad thank you for the advice tho

So I already had a playlist of Songs I felt related to me but have updated it and made it into a Soundtrack Of Empathy Playlist Still working on it but Would be happy to share here I also feel bad that I only know Like 3 songs on Mika's Playlist

Sorry I'm back being stressed So I've been at my new job a month now and really enjoying it Tomorrow tho my bosses have a meeting all day so are leaving me in Charge (As the only other Paid employee, Its a charity shop so volunteers )) I understand they think I'm confident otherwise they wouldn't leave me (I have been in on my own for about 30 mins but not the while day) But I'm really worried about doing something wrong or feeling like I need help I feel like i'm either going to F up or just have a panic attack in the shop

Okay never been in a proper relationship but isn’t Valentine’s Day just commercial why do you need a day to love your partner you should love them and every day

I did. That too and I am technically off the next two day I could go look for him but it it’s a 6-10 hour train journey at least I’m good pits nice to know I’m in the same country tho

Have now booked both off as needed and been approved however my mums annoyed that I didn’t book my actual birthday And I just wanted to say well it’s your own fault for pretty much forcing us to move and splitting up with my dad In the first place like she doesn’t work Saturday (which my birthday is) she could come here and I’d still see her (I’ve blamed my mum more in the divorce then my dad even tho I’m okay with it and know they are both happy now I think I’ve held more resentment to my mum as from my POV she just left after getting a job that was live in, I was at uni at the Time) Sorry I’m just ranting

saying this theres a document which needs to be completed tomorrow that I can access yet so thats fun

So as I was saying I had been having issues getting on all the websites for work which I now have and I thin have now asked for time off in both April (fo my graduation ) and July (mika) so I’m less stressed about that now

So on a technicality idk if it counts as a Mika dream or a Max dream but posting anyway Basically I found out he had a sister called Alice and that. She could sing so I told her she should go on the voice but then it was mikas birthday so she went to give him a gift and just ended up telling him she was going to audition (idk if mika was a judge ) so instead mika thought it would be good to bring her in to sing at a concert and surprise Max because he didn’t know she could sing and basically the dream ended with her and Max talking (there was another name but I forgot it, her name changed half way though in my dream, I think she also went from cousin to sister) idk if Max has any siblings I know the voice stems was cause I’ve been going though and watching old episodes recently And I guess I’m giving Max a sibling cause Mika doesn’t need more haha

I’m excited to hear more and it sounds like we’ll get at least a single in the first half of the year I mean he said he’ll sing them in April but officially released too

I haven’t been able to figure much from the new snippet other then “and it feels like I’m falling...” excited that we’ll be getting stuff soon tho

Yeah I hadnt though about upgraded as I just though Ill work on Italian as I can get by with French and for £100 thats was expensive £30 tho Im okay with

So I’ve been looking at different language apps recently and found falou I enjoy it and while it’s nit really giving it in sentences (yet) I am learning from it you can only do one language at a time unless you buy the expensive premium (£99 for a year but offered me 70% off after 5 lessons or something which I took) but I feel like I’m doing better with it

So I wasn't going to post this but somehow I still remember it nearly 15 hours later so I feel the need to now Basically Mika was at a hotel and was in the hall way where you could buy flowers from this hotel and this lady with her kid (kid wasn't relevant but I remember him there) came over to get some flowers and Mika told her that these flowers were rubbish and not worth the money and she said "Oh Your girlfriend not happy with you then" and Mika just went "Well they weren't right for my lover or something,( Its the my lover but I remember vividly) and She imminently understood and started using he/Him pronouns, I think they started chatting about their respective Partners until Mika had to leave cause someone was ill I think I was the receptionist or something and just being nosy or maybe I was the mum but It more felt like I was on looking Wonder if I'll have any Mika dreams tonight

In my opinion it depends how much the other gig was and how much you’d be losing if you didn’t go but that’s my opinion

I’ve been to Italy once and would love to go back but with no real idea what I’m doing in September I think I’ll take a miss esp since I’m still struggling to book off July I like the sound of this hope everyone who decided to go has fun