HollyD Posted June 29, 2009 Share Posted June 29, 2009 I am the opposite. I need to keep looking at his pictures and listening to his music to keep me ok. This is what I think.................MIka is part of my reality and everyday life. HE is a part of our reality and everday life - no doubt about that!!!! I am just a bit TOO overwhelmed right now - I need to find balance once more! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 29, 2009 Share Posted June 29, 2009 awwww HOLLY!We need to push ourselves out of it, you know. Trust me, I now exactly how you feel and it is ironic how some one can make you sooo happy and in love with life and so grateful and then so miserable!! In my case, I wonder what if I was different and acted different but I can't erase the past and at this point just try to embrace the beauty of the experience. Like I told you before........I have no words to explain and show my appreciation if his existence. I completely agree with this! He made me so happy but now it's just so depressing. really? yes:naughty: Holly I think taking a break will help you (at least for a little while) but I'm sure it'll just be a little longer until this passes. And i'm sure it will Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 29, 2009 Share Posted June 29, 2009 HE is a part of our reality and everday life - no doubt about that!!!! I am just a bit TOO overwhelmed right now - I need to find balance once more! Like you said, try to take a break and maybe you will feel better. LOVE YOU! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 29, 2009 Share Posted June 29, 2009 I completely agree with this! He made me so happy but now it's just so depressing. yes:naughty: Holly I think taking a break will help you (at least for a little while) but I'm sure it'll just be a little longer until this passes. And i'm sure it will Yeah, I agree with you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
identicaltwin3 Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Not wishing to be controversial, but I very rarely read gig reports.I used to in my early days on here but I don't any more. I don't feel that interested in what happened at gigs that I didn't attend and I very rarely read about gigs I have attended either. I don't know why this is or why I feel like this. Maybe it's because I am happy with my own memories? I don't know. I have no great need to write about my experiences either. I guess that makes me a bit weird. Keep away from me. Nope, that makes you frighteningly self-centered... welcome to the club ! Cheers, Id3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
identicaltwin3 Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Coming back to reality is harder then EVER . . . I think it has EVERYTHING to do with my 'reality' at this point in time! It was NOT a hard adjustment after Terminal 5 nor was it THIS hard after Rufus . . . even though I followed Rufus for 3 days (and was totally wrapped up in him) . . . I was right back into the swing of reality the very next day . . . THIS time is MUCH different. I can't stop crying - I wish I just felt numb (that would be easier to deal with) but, the pain in my heart, is almost too much to bear - it has me questioning EVERYTHING. I just don't know how l o n g I can keep going through this. Honestly . . . If I had to sum it up in ONE word right now . . the way I feel is: hopeless AND THAT IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO FEEL! There, there ! ... somebody is obviously in dire need of a strong chocolate cure ... Cheers, Id3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MIKA_OBESSED Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Hello everyone!! I'm glad everyone had a good time at the concert. Wish I could have been there and so does my mom and sister. The venue was 18+ only, right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I realized i haven't posted any of my pictures, so I don't know if any are good but here ya go! (oh and some are screen caps so they are blurry) On Stage! Whose hand is this?! This is Mika Hair, not zoomed in...haha he came right at my camera lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 (edited) more... uhm i just like how close he got haha Edited June 30, 2009 by musicfreak Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Your pictures are great!!!!!!!! I can't believe the gig was a week ago! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sariflor Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I realized i haven't posted any of my pictures, so I don't know if any are good but here ya go!(oh and some are screen caps so they are blurry) On Stage! more...uhm i just like how close he got haha Oh wow!! You got some amazing closeups!! I especially like these three. Is that a wisdom tooth that I spot at the top? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lovelove_mika Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 There were a few people talking about him coming back in september.. is that confirmed or just talk/hope ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Oh wow!! You got some amazing closeups!! I especially like these three. Is that a wisdom tooth that I spot at the top? you r funny Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 Your pictures are great!!!!!!!! I can't believe the gig was a week ago! WHat?! Already?! Oh wow!! You got some amazing closeups!! I especially like these three. Is that a wisdom tooth that I spot at the top? I guess he never had to go through that pain! (more pics coming!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I sing.... Now YOU sing!! @ the Toy Boy Piano Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I sing....[@ the Toy Boy Piano wow:shocked: people were alll over his face. I will NEVER do that to him. Specially when he is about to sing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 There were a few people talking about him coming back in september..is that confirmed or just talk/hope ? Well, I know his album is coming out in September but about a tour. Don't know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 OMG this is what I mean when I said it was impossibly close. How can you play a celeste with fans in your lap? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I just found this one:shocked: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 wow:shocked:people were alll over his face. I will NEVER do that to him. Specially when he is about to sing. OMG this is what I mean when I said it was impossibly close. How can you play a celeste with fans in your lap? I know! I think that's the reason he left actually, If you watch the vid of Toy Boy he looks slightly frustrated that people are so close to him....i don't think he left because there were 'technical difficulties' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 OMG this is what I mean when I said it was impossibly close. How can you play a celeste with fans in your lap? Now I know what you mean:teehee: It is quite impossible not to feel tempted having such a fine and beautiful person so close to you.....But at the same time I don't want him to think I WANT HIM Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neiobi Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I can't even believe HOW close the audience was to him:aah: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sariflor Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 wowpeople were alll over his face. I will NEVER do that to him. Specially when he is about to sing. OMG this is what I mean when I said it was impossibly close. How can you play a celeste with fans in your lap? I know! I think that's the reason he left actually, If you watch the vid of Toy Boy he looks slightly frustrated that people are so close to him....i don't think he left because there were 'technical difficulties' Yeah, I agree. I also think that the reason why he left the celesta was due to the closeness, and those drunken girls literally jumping on top of him . Now I know what you meanIt is quite impossible not to feel tempted having such a fine and beautiful person so close to you.....But at the same time I don't want him to think I WANT HIM But that is where one draws the difference between the respectful fans and the...uhm..how do I put it? Not so respectful ones. One just needs to resist whichever urges they have (if they do) and leave him alone. It's the same when people "attack" him after gigs, not giving him personal space, following him down the line after they have already seen him, etc... I think that this is why he is always relaxed and appreciative with us, because he knows that we're not going to harrass him. When Rose (RAK1) and I ran into him at that Yelle gig last summer, where he was just a spectator in his own time, we made a HUGE point of leaving him alone and only speaking to him once we got the go ahead that he was happy to chat to us. And then of course it was lovely , sitting there for a good while just chatting away, but anyway, the point is, before that happened we had actually just stood there enjoying the gig for over an hour without mobbing him and letting him do his own thing. It just frustrates me when others don't do the same, because they spoil things for everyone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucy Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 I know! I think that's the reason he left actually, If you watch the vid of Toy Boy he looks slightly frustrated that people are so close to him....i don't think he left because there were 'technical difficulties' on your video?? I have to see it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
musicfreak Posted June 30, 2009 Share Posted June 30, 2009 on your video?? I have to see it uh not on mine but on Jemappelle's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK8ofeDe7gw& Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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