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grace kelly was the only song that i could watch without many interruptions...so i know how you feel hey the audience wants more
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yeah... actually reading the thread gives me a more explicit idea of what's happening there...rather than watching the bits of video and listening to the fragments of words
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this thread is awesome! wonka you rock
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it snowing!
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frustrated... i might have broken my left hand at the ice skating rink it hurts like hell and i can barely move it
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The "what am I doing with my life?" thread
ruxi replied to lollipop_monkey's topic in General Chin Wagging
:roftl: our dead bodies are mummified they have threads instead of nerves and arteries how am i supposed to know the difference? :mf_rosetinted:yeah! med school rocks! -
the making of rain is today's spotlight video on youtube
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"Adventures in Mubbinland" - THE MUBBIN THREAD
ruxi replied to Lolliepop_girl's topic in Mika's Music and Artwork
and does anyone by chance have a picture with mubbina or narco? -
arriving to make you feel better! get well soon, meeks!
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no...'cause he'd have to stay under observation for the night
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then i'd move over and take his arm
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glad you feel the same way! *high5's* we'll get our chance nah really... i hope he's safe and sound rather than have to meet him in a hospital in pain and such
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poor meeks! hope he gets well soon... *wishes she had to practice in a hospital near mika * (damn..those lucky people that took care of him )
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The "what am I doing with my life?" thread
ruxi replied to lollipop_monkey's topic in General Chin Wagging
thanks 1) i guess i seem to forget that in my desperate wish to make it all perfect. you are right... at least i try. 2) i'm really sorry that happened. you don't have to let that affect you. you know...those kind of people aren't even true doctors. they're just a bunch of people that have tools to make patients better. but to be a doctor i think you need a heart too. i'm glad you found a good doctor that cares and understands you. it always makes me happy to see that these kind of people exist... it makes me feel that it's not impossible to be like that. and...3) thanks for everything you wrote in your post...it really made me feel better and gave me a bit of courage. now back to my books and back to celullar biology -
The "what am I doing with my life?" thread
ruxi replied to lollipop_monkey's topic in General Chin Wagging
you can actually ignore this post...but i need to let it all out somewhere. i'm scared...i don't know if i made the right decision or not. i wasn't sure if i wanted to go to med school. i wasn't sure if i wanted to actually be a doctor and hold lives in my hands. after getting into med school i am loving every bit and until tonight i was sure i found my way in life. now it just struck me and I can't help thinking that people do die... and i have to deal with that. i bawl my eyes when i see poor people and even sick people. they say that the deciding point is after you see the body in the dissection room...many people give up then. well..i'm not afraid of that. i'm afraid that i won't be able to cope with losses and the thing is...i don't want to. i just don't find it right to see people dieing, people suffering, and just deal with it. next week i start my CPR classes in the E.R. section. just please pray that i'll handle it and be able to move on. is there any doctor on here? how do you get over all that? i know that seeing a patient leave and get well gives you a great feeling...but how do you deal with the fact you can't heal all of them? -
http://www.zazzle.com/i_love_mika_heart_t_shirt-235266117173981183 finding this while looking for something else