Poisonyoulove

Oh, was there someone else with Mika in that pic? I didn't even notice her.

We were both bullied for not fitting in. We both live in our own worlds. We both need glasses. Neither of us want marriage or kids. That's it really, for life experience. But we have some tastes in common, whenever he mentions music or movies he likes, most of the time we agree. And there are little things . . . I remember an interview when he was asked what superpower he'd want, and he answered it exactly the same way I'd answered that question before. (Being able to freeze time) I was like

Has your sister seen his photos? He has natural talent! :das:

Wow. WOW. He's also smiling with his eyes! Your dirty thoughts are so hot, they need to be put in the refrigerator! For some reason I'm reminded of the movie Dream Catcher, where they talk about memories being stored in a memory warehouse. Also, one of the characters keeps exclaiming "jesus christ bananas!" which I think I definitely need to work into my own vocabulary. He's definitely not waiting for the woman ! (just before the 2:00 mark)

I just want to personally thank whoever made these striped pants.

I'm pretty sure it was there already! I definitely remember people hating on the jacket and glasses, and feeling like a weirdo because this photo makes me :mf_lustslow: . . . the only part I don't like is the watermark.

. . . He can see me through the computer screen, can't he? *leans to the left* *leans to the right* Everywhere I go, his eyes keep following me!

Amazing! Thank you! And thanks to Eloise for the video! :wub2::wub2::wub2::wub2:

I've always wondered about that long shirt . . . like, did his mom design that because his pants are always slipping down? I will NEVER get sick of watching that.

This one is new to me! I don't care what anyone else says, I LOVE those glasses! :mf_lustslow: :mf_lustslow:

I didn't notice the hair fail at first, I was too busy wishing the glasses were rose-tinted so they'd be in harmony with the background colors.

Awww, this is sweet! I'd love to overhear whatever it is they'd have a conversation about.

For some reason, seeing the hand-holding made me hear the Doctor saying that. I had to flip the sleeve to be at the correct angle, and decided not to fix the obvious bits where it doesn't line up because it was making me laugh so hard.

This is terrible, I apologize.

I love the way the light is hitting him!

Ah, just imagine how good it would feel to be that mic pack! . . . my brain works strangely sometimes.

I don't think these have been posted yet? It's getting hard to remember, there are so many.

So beautiful!

Is the phrase "I'll be in my bunk" vague enough to avoid the NC?

I'M SHY! And I thought it would be funnier to put it that way. Oh, hi Bob . . .

I don't think it's conceited, I've always just considered myself really self-aware. Awwwww! I always notice knitted things, because I knit, so I always look to see how it's constructed. I have no control over it, it just happens. I once described Mika to a friend as "he has the voice of an angel . . . an angel I kind of want to touch inappropriately."

I judge myself really harshly too. But I tell myself that if I've said something stupid, other people won't be dwelling on it like I will, and most likely people won't even remember it. I can't deal with arguments, I'm very sensitive to negativity. I get way more upset by it than I should. I could try to come up with some explanation, like, people use humor as a defense mechanism to deal with social anxiety . . . but probably I just enjoy goofing around. Especially when I get the feeling that I'm among like-minded people (like in this thread ). I often find it difficult to express my thoughts, so . . . +1 to the bolded part.

I almost never dream about what it is I'm thinking about before going to sleep . . . which is why I rarely dream about Mika.

+1 I'm so shy, I've been here over a year and am really only now getting comfortable posting. I worry that I seem shallow, but it's easy and fun to and a lot harder to debate serious things. So I just try to have fun and hope I'm not judged too harshly.