CazGirl

No that's fine if you don't think they're funny. I don't think they're particularly hilarious myself, was always surprised when people said it made them laugh.

And again I did wonder whether Mika would find it funny or not.

The reason why I didn't want it to be anonymous was so I knew who'd say no. I have nothing against people saying no, it's just I know the majority would say yes and wanted to know what other people's opinions were. I have some opinions so I got the feedback that I needed.

I didn't mean for it to be a "tell-tale" kinda thing and I apologise if you feel that's what it was like.

Hmm...well that's true I guess.

Just three mods saying no seemed a bit strange to me. Thought something was up! Got a bit worried! O.O

Well thanks for your opinion, puts a more realistic sense on it I suppose. I'll see what the others think...

Heya, can I ask why about the "No way, don't give the scripts to Mika" thing? Thanks x

Heya, can I ask why about the "No way, don't give the scripts to Mika" thing? Thanks x

Heya, can I ask why about the "No way, don't give the book to Mika"?

happy birthday sweetpea! x

Lovely seeing you, too! Thanks so much for approaching! Are you on FB/MySpace?

you only just found out? it was a while ago lol xD

LOL yes I heard about it but who's Ella???

happy birthday

I wonder how 2009 is going for you? Well, I hope. Keep working hard dude

lol, just trying to continue with dancing through life dear

the steps are hard sometimes but i'm learning..=]

Hope you had a wonderful Christmas sweetie, and happy 2009!

Let's hope it's the year for ultimate happiness

aww! Thankyou! Merry Christmas back atcha!

x x x x

Aww thanks, that's really sweet.

=]

I know. I'm trying to get over it but everytime I get to grips with reality another blow hits me, it's practically never ending...hopefully this will be the end of it...

I know he didn't stop dating me simply because of sex....in his past relationship with a long term gf, he never enjoyed it because it was boring, routine and dull...

we did things, but not sex, and he enjoyed it. I don't know if that scared him or anything...maybe the things we did were too soon but I tried to hold myself back, but when I did that, he ended up being the one who made the moves...

We even agreed that he'd be my first...you know? He even wanted to marry me, he said. He said he's physically attracted to me and wanted me for the right reasons which I completely understand....but now he's with that girl he never fancied...

It's just so bizarre. I try to make the effort to keep things civil but there's just no response. And that's all I want...honesty, because he never gave it to me from the start of our relationship.

I just wish things were different...

Thanks darling.

x

sure, go ahead.

Basically, for about a year and a half this guy was so in love with me, and he was so sweet. He even sent me flowers to my home on Valentine's Day, but I was still healing from a previous heartbreak (I was over the guy, just wouldn't allow myself to love another) so I did nothing about it. I didn't allow myself to feel feelings.

Then he started to move on and I knew I was losing someone who could be good to me. So, I took the plunge and told him how I felt. He was dating a girl at the time but he never fancied her...so he ended that (I NEVER forced him) and we ended up seeing eachother for about 2 months...

The first month was terrific. He was my first kiss, he was my first with everything we did. I was so happy...

But then dents started to appear and I didn't know why...

To put an uber long story short, he said he didn't fancy me anymore (Though I had to really get it out of him). So we ended it...and I was distraught. I had never been so happy in my life, he was always such a gentleman...this man who had proclaimed love for me pretty much right from the start....no longer had those feelings for me.

Whenever we talked, our conversations were so short lived. It was like he wasn't interested in me as a person anymore, let alone as a partner...no matter how much I was hurting I still wanted to be friends, but I never got that vibe from him. He always apologised for all the pain he'd caused me but at the same time there was no real show of it...

Then I find out that he wanted to get back with HER, the girl he never fancied. I mean, how bizarre?!?!? For about 2 weeks I felt so sick all the time. I could barely eat, even though I knew I had to. I just felt like I was gagging all the time, and I was so angry...

So angry in fact, I wrote a blog on MySpace about how I was feeling, how I was being treated, exactly what I thought of him at the time...

But it ruined everything. My reckless behaviour ruined everything I ever had with him...

before all this relationship malarkey we had a beautiful friendship...now it's all gone. I tried so hard to understand his feelings but I felt like he wasn't trying to understand mine. Now all of a sudden I feel like I'm the one to blame even though I'm not...

He still thinks I'm an Angel, he still thinks I'm Aphrodite but he's not ready to talk to me yet after all the things I said...I left it a week for the air to clear, but yesterday I sent him a text saying "hey, how are you? x" to keep it low key but got no response.

Early this morning (1am?) I look on his MySpace and he's changed his status to "In A Relationship..."

I thought I was passed the crying stage, but it's come back.

I can't believe everything that's happened and I'm just left in shock...nothing seems to make sense.

I've never felt so terrible in my life. Do you know what's happened?

Thank you x x x

LMAO OMG that is hilarious. That totally made me smile. Ahahaha! I'm so posting this on MySpace!

That's lovely of you to say so. Thanks x x x

Thanks darling. See my thread in the "introduction" thread - thought I'd kinda re-introduce myself back here cos I felt like I was kinda neglecting the place cos of that nasty thing called Real Life...but when I got all those comments from MFCers it made me realise how much people actually care about me here. So...here I am!

thank you for the Rose x

like oh my total God you are beating vanessa on top poster. Whoa that's erm...that's determination! xD