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Why I missed your answr my dear?? :tears: I looked for it but I didn't see it in my account list :boxed: ...so I wasn't able to answer

 

grrr...anyway... WHEEEEN WILL YOU COME??? Do you already know when? :biggrin2:

 

I'm jumping :woot_jump:

 

 

ps. I know you are as busy as I am, don't worry...oh and I'm gonna answer your mail back...sorry, I have a not-persuading excuse for my delay ^_^"

 

EIR YOU'RE BAAAAAACK!!!! :woot_jump:

 

welcome back,hun! :wink2: we missed you!

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thought number 2 of the evening...

 

I was fooled :jawdrop: (no, not really :biggrin2: )

 

I went to change a bit my sig and when I tried to save it I understood the truth: there is a limit of 2images and just 250characters :crybaby:

 

I HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY BELOVED, COLORFUL, ARTISTIC (omg, I'll stop here :naughty: ) SIGNATURE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:rip_1::mf_popeanim:

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Oh, thank you! I'm moved...:blush-anim-cl:

 

:huglove:

 

 

ps: how are you???

 

 

fine thanks! :biggrin2: and u?? i mean,apart from all the MFC changes (too bad the sig,i wanted to change it aswell but then i gave up!don't want to limit it so much:thumbdown: )

 

ps: will u come to any of italian gigs?

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yeah...quite fine...even if I think I'll fill this thread with thoughts tonight...it has been a strange day :boxed:

 

However... I sincerely hope to come to Turin..but I still dunno...it's a long story, but at least I have someone with a car that will carry me there...I hope :biggrin2:

 

 

Now everyday is like walking on fire...I hope to find tickets :crybaby:

 

Do you know anything about sellings? are they going well? are they almost sold out?????? OMG :shocked:

 

...Ok *breathe in-breathe out...* I'm hyperventilating...sorry :bleh:

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:thumb_yello: i'll pray for ya aswell!!

 

 

Thank you! :biggrin2:

 

 

 

Thought3:

 

Today a friend of mine called me...

He was my best friend (he's been maybe the person who helped me the most, apart from my mother, when I was depressed :( and I sincerely love him) until about one year ago he started to put some distance between us

He had a new girlfriend and started to study hard for university...

 

I understood he was too busy, considering that I live very far from his home and his girlfriend did too, so he had to travel a lot and study at the same time...I understood but I felt bad...I missed him very much

 

Some weeks ago I told him about my boyfriend and he started to call more often and now he even decided to leave her girlfriend...I think he is doing well because they're clearly not in love anymore, but this situation is making me so confused...it's not the first time his way of acting or speaking seems to suggest he may be interested in me.......

 

Everyone always told me that we're destined...but I always loved him as a brother...and when one is single the other one is always engaged...so I think that this can be a sign of the fate...:blink:

 

We just have to be friend...even if I always said I wanted a bf just like him...but I never thought to him in THAT way...dunno if you get me...

 

 

 

 

Oh well...that is just RANDOM :naughty: but I had to write it...I stopped to write my diary some years ago and sometimes I do miss it :blush-anim-cl:

 

I know here no one will bother me for this outing :bleh:

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Why I missed your answr my dear?? I looked for it but I didn't see it in my account list ...so I wasn't able to answer

 

grrr...anyway... WHEEEEN WILL YOU COME??? Do you already know when? :

 

I'm jumping

 

 

ps. I know you are as busy as I am, don't worry...oh and I'm gonna answer your mail back...sorry, I have a not-persuading excuse for my delay ^_^"

 

Was it the email you didn't get? the first one....the really long one ....I pray to god that you have it...cause that took me almost an hour to write:boxed:

 

yes im coming :yay:

It is up to you when...

 

My mom said i could stay as long as i wanted:blink:

I dont know what to say about though:blink:

 

but ROMA here i come:naughty:

 

I feel like going now...i want italian ice cream yummy:blush-anim-cl:

 

But i will fly alone.... and im scared of flying :tears:

 

but at least i will see you

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no, I didn't see your answer to this thread... I received your mail and I wrote an answer just a few seconds after I read it...a veeeery long answer...I spent more than half an hour to write it...then it was cancelled by my stupid pc...there was an error and the window was closed....:crybaby:

 

I hadn't the courage to start it again soon...but now I swear I'm gonna answer you :doh:

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no, I didn't see your answer to this thread... I received your mail and I wrote an answer just a few seconds after I read it...a veeeery long answer...I spent more than half an hour to write it...then it was cancelled by my stupid pc...there was an error and the window was closed....:crybaby:

 

I hadn't the courage to start it again soon...but now I swear I'm gonna answer you :doh:

 

phew...i thought it was my mail :sweatdrop:

 

it does the same thing to me...and i cant copy the things i write so i always have to start over:thumbdown:

 

take your time

 

Thoughts:

 

I feel like hulaing:blink:

 

im gonna send slowy the box tomorrow....i wonder if i can send soda:blink:

 

im sooooo tired and im nowhere near my bed, cause im still working

 

I recently got my picture taken with home but i dont like it cause i look so weird

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I don't make friends easily.

 

 

I've been pretty alone most of my life, except for my close bond to my family. When one of my brothers, the one I was closest to, got a girlfriend for the first time, I was happy for him, and I really liked the girl- she was very nice, smart, and they had a lot in common. But the more time away from him, the worse I felt, because I didn't really have anyone else. One day, his girlfriend found me crying because of it.

 

She wrapped her arms around my shoulders and said...

 

"Can I tell you something? When your brother first told me that you said you liked me, I was the happiest person on earth. I'm so scared, you know? Because I don't know what your father thinks of me or your mother and I haven't met your other brothers and I'm so worried about being accepted in your family. And believe me, I am not trying to take your brother away from you, and I want you to be around, I want you to be a part of this and if your brother and I get married some day, I want you to be around to be an aunt to our kids- And you know something else? People take other people for granted all the time, but I promise I will never take you for granted, because I love you and I want you to be my sister. I'll be your best friend in the whole world and you can be mine."

 

That's word for word. I never, ever forgot it. Her whole body was shaking from trying not to cry herself either. There's only two other times in my life I ever felt so genuinely touched. That was the first time anyone ever truly poured their heart out to me and it made me realize just how human she was, and that I understood exactly how she felt, just precisely... Being frightened and wanting to be accepted by the people you admire and care about and afraid that you'll never get back what you give in return.

 

It's that memory that was making me think tonight... Why is it so hard to find true good friends, who are willing to go the distance with you just to be there with you? And who are willing to put their heart so completely in your hands, and who won't break yours in return? Friends whose loyalty is wholly incorruptable?

 

Trying to find one, for me at any rate, is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. The odds are ridiculous. I want to be that person for somebody else, I want to be the kind of person whose friend knows that they're absolutely safe in leaving their feelings and dreams with me.

 

Why? Because one person who is that solid and loving, even for just a single moment like that girl, can honest-to-God change any number of peoples' lives and outlooks on it completely.

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Those are beautiful thoughts Liz...and lately very similar ones are in my head all the time. This month was so good but yet so bad, because so many people I've considered as my friends let me down. :boxed: So right now I feel so lonely...But I guess this too shall pass.

 

Other thoughts:

-One more week and exams are all back. :blink:

-I hope to find my flight and accommodation for Glasgow as soon as possible.

-I think that Ben (from Billy Talent) has one of the most unique voices ever! (next to Mika of course:bleh: )

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I don't make friends easily.

 

 

I've been pretty alone most of my life, except for my close bond to my family. When one of my brothers, the one I was closest to, got a girlfriend for the first time, I was happy for him, and I really liked the girl- she was very nice, smart, and they had a lot in common. But the more time away from him, the worse I felt, because I didn't really have anyone else. One day, his girlfriend found me crying because of it.

 

She wrapped her arms around my shoulders and said...

 

"Can I tell you something? When your brother first told me that you said you liked me, I was the happiest person on earth. I'm so scared, you know? Because I don't know what your father thinks of me or your mother and I haven't met your other brothers and I'm so worried about being accepted in your family. And believe me, I am not trying to take your brother away from you, and I want you to be around, I want you to be a part of this and if your brother and I get married some day, I want you to be around to be an aunt to our kids- And you know something else? People take other people for granted all the time, but I promise I will never take you for granted, because I love you and I want you to be my sister. I'll be your best friend in the whole world and you can be mine."

 

That's word for word. I never, ever forgot it. Her whole body was shaking from trying not to cry herself either. There's only two other times in my life I ever felt so genuinely touched. That was the first time anyone ever truly poured their heart out to me and it made me realize just how human she was, and that I understood exactly how she felt, just precisely... Being frightened and wanting to be accepted by the people you admire and care about and afraid that you'll never get back what you give in return.

 

It's that memory that was making me think tonight... Why is it so hard to find true good friends, who are willing to go the distance with you just to be there with you? And who are willing to put their heart so completely in your hands, and who won't break yours in return? Friends whose loyalty is wholly incorruptable?

 

Trying to find one, for me at any rate, is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. The odds are ridiculous. I want to be that person for somebody else, I want to be the kind of person whose friend knows that they're absolutely safe in leaving their feelings and dreams with me.

 

Why? Because one person who is that solid and loving, even for just a single moment like that girl, can honest-to-God change any number of peoples' lives and outlooks on it completely.

 

 

This post gave me creeps (in a positive way...dunno how to say in english -.-" ) and moved me so much :)

 

I've never been so sincere, it almost made me cry

you know...I felt this way for so many years...and still do sometimes

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like?

NEVER!

but drink a glass of water and take two asprin and call me in the morning.

 

p.s. i am super jealous!

 

 

 

I actually had no headache! Or ringing ears! Which is a first- the last time I saw Def Leppard, I left with my ears ringing, fell asleep with it, and woke up that way. It didn't stop until that night...

 

It worried me so much (my precious, precious hearing) that I brought earplugs this time. I didn't wear them much except during high pitch guitar solos and in between concerts when they tore down and rebuilt the stage for the other bands, but I guess taking a little break like that from all the noise around me worked pretty well.

 

Styx was pretty good, their keyboard player is funny. They had a lot more energy than I expected. Foreigner rocked the place, they were amazing- When they started on Juke box Hero, the lead singer was silouetted and when they got to the line, "He heard the roar of the crowd, he could picture the scene!" the whole amphitheatre just imploded with said roar... Halfway through the song, they switched the melody to Whole Lotta Love (because their drummer now is Jon Bonham's son) and played part of that before finishing Juke box Hero.

 

 

Def Leppard played some of their older songs, which was awesome because in order to please the majority crowd, bands that have been around longer tend to play their better known hits...

 

They did Excitable (I was so thrilled they did that), Mirror, Mirror, Another Hit and Run...

 

They did one of the songs off their last album, which was a covers album, and played Rock On. Rick Savage did a bass intro to it, which was cool. I detest the original version, but love theirs. For a song called Rock On, the original did not do much rocking.

 

They also did some acoustic stuff, with Two Steps Behind and an intro into Bringin' on the Heartbreak which turned into Switch 625 at the end.

 

And they had all their major hits like Rock of Ages, Animal, Armageddon It, Photagraph, Pour Some Sugar on Me, Rocket, and such. Those songs are endlessly fun and great to hear. But I was most happy to hear the older stuff.

 

So much happiness.

 

One day, I'd really like to see them do stuff from their newer-but-not-so-much albums, like X and Slang and Eurphoria, but I doubt I will unless they do a tour with playing from those albums specifically in mind. Some of my favorite songs ever come off those albums.

 

I got home late, which is no surprise, but I got out of bed willingly at seven in the morning on a Saturday following a concert. What kind of weirdo am I...

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72% of the world/earth is under the water:shocked:

That is an amazing fact:bleh:

I saw it on national geographic:blush-anim-cl:

 

i would love to move to another country and just start over....right now im looking at schools in england :blink:

I dont understand why things have to be that expensive:boxed:

 

Mika just came on tv:bleh:

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72% of the world/earth is under the water:shocked:

That is an amazing fact:bleh:

I saw it on national geographic:blush-anim-cl:

 

 

 

 

...And of that water is only 2.5% not salty, plus 70% of the fresh water is frozen in icecaps,:shocked: with only having less than 0.008% of all the Earth's water being available to humans- found in lakes..etc.. wow.

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