B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 (edited) page 5 I need some air! The last weeks, let's not mention days, have taken the tole on me greatly and I feel like suffocating a bit! This is my last week of holiday and starting with next week I'm going back to school. I'm afraid that as much as I hate it, I'm gonna have to concentrate a bit more at the beginning because it is a new start after all. I want to take a Mika-vacation. Until the album is out (aka until I get it). I want to stay away as much as I can from anything related to him/his music for a while. I want to see how is it like again and want to rediscover why I have fell for him in the first place. I have cried a lot because of him lately and I think this is the best choice to take. I want to stop crying for a while. I said I would do it since yesterday, and thought I couldn't do it, but now is for real. I'm on a very strict Mika-diet! I'm not giving up! I'll be back! A bientot, Bianca xx Edited November 25, 2009 by B!anka Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kt4mika Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I need some air! The last weeks, let's not mention days, have taken the tole on me greatly and I feel like suffocating a bit! This is my last week of holiday and starting with next week I'm going back to school. I'm afraid that as much as I hate it, I'm gonna have to concentrate a bit more at the beginning because it is a new start after all. I want to take a Mika-vacation. Until the album is out (aka until I get it). I want to stay away as much as I can from anything related to him/his music for a while. I want to see how is it like again and want to rediscover why I have fell for him in the first place. I have cried a lot because of him lately and I think this is the best choice to take. I want to stop crying for a while. I said I would do it since yesterday, and thought I couldn't do it, but now is for real. I'm on a very strict Mika-diet! I'm not giving up! I'll be back! A bientot, Bianca xx oh bianca, i think your doing the right thing i was like that one time but dont know how but i got myself out of it. wish you all the luck and cant wait to see you back on here. you will be very much missed i love you and thinking of you. xxxx your got my email so if you need to talk im here. xxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FREDDIESDOUBLE Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 yes ive done that too , a few weeks away really does help a great deal And we are going nowhere fast:thumb_yello: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 oh bianca, i think your doing the right thing i was like that one time but dont know how but i got myself out of it. wish you all the luck and cant wait to see you back on here. you will be very much missed i love you and thinking of you. xxxx your got my email so if you need to talk im here. xxxxxx Thank you so much, Katie! Means a lot to me! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzie Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 Yep, there is always a danger of overdoing 'fandom' a bit. I think if you feel that danger you made the right decision about the temporary time off, as if you don't take it, it can easily turn into a final goodbye that no-one wants. HOPE YOU'LL BE BACK SOON Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 yes ive done that too , a few weeks away really does help a great deal And we are going nowhere fast:thumb_yello: I trust you, Freddie! Thanks for not closing the thread! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Droopsy Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 yes ive done that too , a few weeks away really does help a great deal And we are going nowhere fast:thumb_yello: Exactly, a lot of us did that, I'm sure it will help See you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kt4mika Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 Thank you so much, Katie! Means a lot to me! u better come back your one of my favs always injoy reading ur posts just put all ur mika things away and get out there with friends start the gym or something. keep your mind busy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 Yep, there is always a danger of overdoing 'fandom' a bit. I think if you feel that danger you made the right decision about the temporary time off, as if you don't take it, it can easily turn into a final goodbye that no-one wants. HOPE YOU'LL BE BACK SOON I tell you it is totally TEMPORARY as I don;t think I will ever be able to say my final good-bye here. It'd cost me too much: redecorating my room, throwing all my clothes away, all my jewelery, my keyboard, my tamagotchi , my dreams. I can't do it just like that. It'll be hard enough to even be on vacation, I tell you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 u better come back your one of my favs always injoy reading ur posts just put all ur mika things away and get out there with friends start the gym or something. keep your mind busy. really, you do? that's nice to know! the bolded part just reminds me that i gotta take out my posters now...geez this will be damn hard... i was always imagining that when i'll do that it's gonna be one of the worst times for me. and yeah, i'm going back on sets tomorrow! to keep my mind busy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 Exactly, a lot of us did that, I'm sure it will help See you! Thank you, Droopsy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mari62 Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I know what you mean Bianka Take your time and do what you feel like to, this is always the best thing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kata Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 Think a lot of us feel like that from time to time, but it does indeed help to take some time away from it all I'm totally not supposed to be back yet, would someone please remind me of the pile of laundry waiting for me No seriously, it's good to take a break when you need one Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FREDDIESDOUBLE Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I found in the summer I took a good few weeks , actually it was going to be months but hmmmm i didnt need it. Everyone needs a break , this is pretty intense at times Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 I found in the summer I took a good few weeks , actually it was going to be months but hmmmm i didnt need it. Everyone needs a break , this is pretty intense at times It IS indeed. I tell you, before going at the gig I was NEVER crying because of Mika. I mean I really don't remember. Since I came back I got on this monster roller-coaster and instead of enjoying and screaming I kept on shedding tears. And his endless sweetness is just too much some times. "Too much candy's gonna rot your soul!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sienna Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 Bianca , you are doing the right thing! Absolutely! And welcome back when you feel like it. It’s sensible to know when feelings for something like this goes a bit overboard and it’s wise and healthy to know when it’s time to take a break and give one self a distance and a perspective. Love you and will miss you like hell! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B!anka Posted September 8, 2009 Author Share Posted September 8, 2009 Bianca , you are doing the right thing! Absolutely! And welcome back when you feel like it.It’s sensible to know when feelings for something like this goes a bit overboard and it’s wise and healthy to know when it’s time to take a break and give one self a distance and a perspective. Love you and will miss you like hell! Thank you so much, Sienna! This is getting emotional really! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kt4mika Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 best thing to do is dont read this thread its going to make you feel really sad, and its going to make it harder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FREDDIESDOUBLE Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 best thing to do is dont read this thread its going to make you feel really sad, and its going to make it harder. Yeh good call Just leave and come back when ready Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lena Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I too cry much. But now I am in the next strip of euphoria of the moron. I do not know, how long you can bear without Mika:teehee: It is difficult feel:tears: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dark Angel Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I need some air! The last weeks, let's not mention days, have taken the tole on me greatly and I feel like suffocating a bit! This is my last week of holiday and starting with next week I'm going back to school. I'm afraid that as much as I hate it, I'm gonna have to concentrate a bit more at the beginning because it is a new start after all. I want to take a Mika-vacation. Until the album is out (aka until I get it). I want to stay away as much as I can from anything related to him/his music for a while. I want to see how is it like again and want to rediscover why I have fell for him in the first place. I have cried a lot because of him lately and I think this is the best choice to take. I want to stop crying for a while. I said I would do it since yesterday, and thought I couldn't do it, but now is for real. I'm on a very strict Mika-diet! I'm not giving up! I'll be back! A bientot, Bianca xx Tempting... He have "effected" me in that way too a lot lately But it sounds like a good idea if you are going back to school soon. But good luck with the mika-diet. Hope it can help and looking forward to see you back here Take care so long hun Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chickadee Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I've done it too. Earlier in the year I had a break for a few weeks. Last year I had an enforced break when we moved house and it ages to get our internet back. The thing i found is that once you get past the first couple of days, you actually manage quite well without this place, you don't necessarily feel like you "need" to check in and see what's happening and when you make the decision to come back, it feels like your own decision and not a compulsion. Hmmmm, maybe I need another Mika break too. I'm getting compulsive again:blink: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
inbar_assaf Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 ooohhh, Bianca you will be so terribly missed... but you are doing the right thing- a break is good (from anything) every once in a while... I just had a break from riding, and just got back after 4 months- it only did me better! so, we are waiting here... maybe with a few surprises when you come back Love you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
robertina Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 i can feel your pain, really get the best of your life out of here, it's too important. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DANI56 Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 I see what you mean, B!anka ! You're a young girl and your life waiting for you! good luck, B!anka! .... see you soon! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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