Hello Florine and welcome to the MFC!
You don't have to worry, everybody has their place here! We just enjoy the same passion, and you will find that a lot of Mika fans have the same kind of background as you
I admit that I myself am part of a group of fans who are lucky to be able to follow Mika around quite a lot, but in the end it's just different individual Mika fans who managed to become very good friends. I hope you will be able to find that yourself. In the meantime, have fun here!!